Trigger warning: sexual assault (again, nothing graphic, but putting this here just in case)

I lifted my heavy eyelids.

My body, atrociously stiff and numb, didn't feel like my own. My mouth felt extremely dry and a disorienting buzz rested over my frustratingly slow mind.

It took me a moment to realize that I was looking at the room's grey ceiling, meaning that I was in a lying position.

It took an incredible amount of effort for me to turn my head to the side. The small action alone made me extremely dizzy again.

I discovered that I was still in the same room and lying on the bed.

"Awake already?" Frederick asked spitefully upon coming into my field of vision. My stomach turned at the broad, nasty smile that he threw me.

The dagger.

I scanned the room with my eyes, but couldn't locate it anywhere.

"Looking for this?" He chimed, holding up the silver weapon, "as I already told you, there's no point in fighting this. You might as well enjoy yourself."

I greeted my teeth; my blood boiling with hatred towards him. Adrenaline pumped throught me, and it must have lessened the effects of the drug because I suddenly found the might to sit upright on the bed.

"How dare you," I spit out the words, drilling the man with my eyes, "you will pay for this, Frederick."

Where is Sebastian?

I wasn't able to say how much time had passed since I came up here, but he should have been able to tell that something was wrong by now, right?

I had to grab onto the bed sheets with my weakened hands to keep from fainting again.

"And how are you planning to make me pay? There are guards all over this house, and you're here all alone, all helpless."

At that, Frederick playfully held the dagger to my face, sliding the cold blade along my cheek, as if estimating how easily it could penetrate my skin.

I could barely keep myself from wincing.

A cry was caught in my throat.

Sebastian, find me, I beg of you, I pleaded mentally.

"I'm getting tired of these games," the man spoke gravelly and placed his large hands around my neck, hooking them under the collar of my dress.

Knowing that he was about to take it off, I summoned the last bits of my strength and, acting on pure instinct, twisted my head around and caught the back of his sweaty hand between my teeth. Clenching my jaws as hard as I could, I bit down till I drew blood.

Gasping from pain, Frederick retreated from me. Bewildered, he stared at the bloodied bite mark I placed on his hand, then drew his gaze upwards to drill me with his dark, beady eyes.

The bitter taste of blood filled my mouth and I spit it at him.

Frederick stared at me, totally baffled.

Out of nowhere, the man backhanded me on the face and I fell hard against the bed.

Tears formed in my eyes from the stinging pain on my cheek and I swallowed back my sobs.

"I tried being nice," he spoke low, "but my patience is running out. Now be a good girl and stop fighting."

He crawled on top of me.

I felt his hands working on my dress, feeling, touching me.

I was unable to do anything but lay there - the last of my strength having succumbed to whatever drug he made me take.

The silver dagger flashed before my eyes, and I heard the sound of ripping fabric. It tore lower and lower down my dress, mercilessly grazing my skin in places, leaving behind stinging cuts.

Before I knew it, the room's cold air met with my bare body, making my skin crawl with revolt.

Warm tears rolled down my cheeks.

"What's this," said the man upon seeing the demonic mark on my collarbone. His fat hand slid over the spot of my skin that belonged to the demon.

"Sebastian," his name fell of my lips - pleading, begging that...

The small room shook as the door was slammed open with inhumane power and was thrown off its hinges, making it crash onto the floor with a deafening thud.

Beyond it awaited a darkness, blacker than ink, with only a pair of glowing, crimson eyes staring back from it.

Frederick yelled.

And I smiled.

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