Blake's POV

Sitting up in my bed, it's been a week and my life has not been any better. I have been too miserable to do anything. My phone went off for a message.. It couldn't be.. But no one Rain. Checking the phone and it was a message from Rain.. How was that possible? "Blake I am not sure if you will get this.. I miss you and love you more than anything. Apparently a day here is a week there. I hope you see this." Rain said.  How did Rain send this message. Reading through the message. Wait what! A day there is a week here! How did the times work between here and there? I had to message back.. When would Rain even get the message. Well it took Rain's message a week to get here. So it would take the same to get there. "I love you Rain, took a week to get here. Miss you" Blake said. Sending the message. It would take ages for it to get to her. Leaving my room as I walked into the bathroom. Starting the shower, stripping out of my boxers hoping in the shower as I washed my body. My hair was growing longer, it was now up to my shoulder. My eyes were not as light anymore, they were darker. I was back to a healthy weight, but I still cut. No one ever saw the cuts my arms were always covered and Rain would never see them. The only girl I loved. I lost her. I had to get her back.. Finishing my shower turning off all the taps. Wrapping the towel around my body. Going back into my room. Drying my body checking my phone... Still sending.... Seriously.. Putting on a fresh pair of of boxers and than my leather jeans.

Okay I have to admit that these jeans make it very interesting to walk in. Adding my shirt. Walking into the kitchen. There sat my parents at the table. I had no idea what was going on and I did not want to know "Blake we know you haven't been to school for the last few days" My parents said. "Yeah about that, what school?" Blake said.  The day was when Rain was taken "Blake we know about you and Rain. But you need to forget about her.. She is gone"  My parents said. Rain wasn't gone, she  was being held and forced to marry someone she did not even know "If it wasn't for Rain I would not be getting better and I probably would be dead by now" Blake said.   They wanted to know "Blake look at us when we're speaking!" My parents said.  Looking back at my mother and father who looked kind of pissed off "I love Rain!" Blake said.  I said it and I meant it "Blake she is arranged to marry a ice spirit!" My parents said. "What does that mean? And how do you know, I never!" Blake said. "Blake you are somewhat the same in a way" My mother said. "No way in hell am I marrying some bitch I do not know" Blake said. What the hell was going on? "Noo Blake.. You will achieve you're powers by you're twentieths birthday and you're powers will not be the exact same as Rain's" MY mother said. What are they talking about? I was just confused I defiantly had something to tell Rain later "What than!" Blake said. Rain could do multiple things. From what I could tell her powers were based around winter. Don't tell me I am the exact opposite of Rain "Blake you will have the powers of fire, you too can not be together" My father said. I didn't care, even if they were telling the truth. I loved Rain.. I ran into my room and looked out my window, touching it lightly with my hands. Looking over at my phone. Still sending... Was this message ever going to send? Going in my draws as I slowly got out my razor.. I am sorry Rain.. As I dug my razor into my arm. Digging deeper as I made one slit and making another.

Crying.. I was never going to get used to this pain again. Making it four and than eight. Four each arm.. I didn't care anymore. If I was going to be a fire whatever, I had to learn. I would use my power's to save Rain and leave somewhere together. Going back to my bed as I held my bleeding wrists. The pain hurt me, but it felt like it was going away.. Why? As I took my hands off my wrists it looked like they slowly healing... How? Oh god really! I guess I figured one of my powers.. Wait I could use this to save Rain.. Looking over once more at my phone... Message sent.. Finally! Sitting back on my bed. Now just to wait for the reply... Joy waiting. Laying back looking out the window.. Ever since Rain left.. It was like there was no more winter anymore. It was gone. All it was, was non stop heat. I despised the heat and yet I was supposed be fire... How the hell did that work? No idea.. I had to find out more about this and soon. Rain I will find you and save you. Stripping out my jeans and shirt as I laid in my blanket falling asleep. By the time Rain saw this message this week would be over and it would only be a day there. It just sucked not having Rain in my arms, her heart beat close to mine or lips with mine. Rain was everything to me. My world.. For all I know, how old would I be by the time Rain saw me? Rain might hate me for what I am.. I couldn't tell her what happened or was happening. Would I even be able to touch Rain anymore?

Unknown POV

Day 2 in spirit world

Argh god fuck, why do I have to share personalities with Mathouis? We're nothing alike.. Why did Mathouis insist on having the marriage now. The girl already has a partner and obviously didn't enjoy wearing the clothes. They just were not her... Okay though I have to admit she is gorgeous.. But I actually had control of my feelings and urges. No one know's who I am... Other than Mathouis's nice side.. But he doesn't have one of those. I am actually another person completely. I have forgotten my real name. I don't think I have one. Well not anymore.. I wish I could remember my name. If I could get free from Mathouis I probably would remember everything.. But I do not know how.. If I could somehow connect to her dreams and she could help me get free I would do anything to set her free and let her go back. Walking past her room.. Listening quietly "My lady Rain, you need to get dressed and meet Mathouis down further" A lady said. So her name was Rain, but I guess Mathouis insisted everyone called her my lady Rain. Why did they have to put her through all of this? Before I knew it felt like Mathouis wanted control of his body again.. This was not my body. It was his.. I had no idea where my body was. I just wanted to be free. Leaving the room and going down the stairs. I swear I was just going to drop this body and die. But it was just Mathouis trying to get control of his body.. Why couldn't I have my own body or least someone who isn't a asshole. But I guess no one who was actually nice deserved their body to be controlled by another. Going down each step. Legs were aching like hell. Arms were numb and my eyesight was getting terrible.

Everything seemed like a blur. I guess Mathouis just wanted his body back and did not enjoy it when I was free. I slightly stumbled and dropped to my knee's as Mathouis once took over again.

Kitty/Shantey