Oh god the chapters are adding up again. O.O and I still have a ton more to write for this one too. I will try and write another chapter for Minutes in Heaven series (Minutes after Heaven) book 2 too. Once I complete uploading what I have of this story I will try and also write another chapter for this one too. But probably not until tomorrow or for a few days depending if I am busy or literally  worn out like a log.  I also have ceramics class again on Thursdays so I may not be online and able to write as I will be beyond tired. I will try though.  

Blake's POV

"I love you Rain, see you tomorrow sometime"  Blake said. Kissing her on her cheek "Where though?" Rain said. "I will come here tomorrow" Blake said. "Love you too Blake" Rain said.  Slowly getting out the window, watching as Rain got comfortable. Going down the pathway as I started to walk over to my house. Which was just a few corners away. Walking down the path. I didn't want to believe what Rain or her parents said. But it was all true.. Rain was going to marry someone she didn't want to. Being forced in a marriage. She didn't know of until a few days ago. When Rain would turn twenty she would have to leave. The girl that I love, the girl that actually loved me. I couldn't lose Rain, not yet. She taught me too much to lose her. Walking closer to my house as I got out the house key that I was given. Unlocking the door walking in the room over to my bed, stripping out of my clothes as I left my boxers on, hoping into the bed falling asleep. I love you Rain and I won't let him take you away.

Waking up looking out the window.... No rain..... That's odd..there was some slight thunder and lightning... But lots of hail stones. Allot and I mean allot... But why??... Shit Rain... Not today. Quickly getting off the bed as I dressed. I did not know if I needed my umbrella or not. But with the hail, it was best I did bring it. Walking out of my room as I grabbed a apple and small glass if orange juice. Walking out the house, slowly going back down the pathway to Rain's house. What I was going to see was not what I would expect..

The house looked empty, it was dead silent... Walking over to front door. Knocking quietly.. No one answered. Trying again..still dead silence.. And not a sound or footstep was heard. Leaving the front door, as I walked over to Rain's window "Be quiet, no one is here" a voice said. That voice was strange, but it was closer as I got to Rain's room. Who was in there? Please don't be.. Walking right over to Rain's window, tapping lightly.

No one answered.. "Rain!" Blake said.  please answer Rain. Please... I waited and waited. Still nothing. I was really worried. It started to rain, as the rain started to get heavier. More thunder clapped louder and the lightning got sharper and closer. More hail as the stones got larger. Knocking on Rain's window once more. Still nothing.... Something wasn't right. I could not wait any longer. Hitting the window as I kicked it with my foot, it was slowly starting to open. Trying again..hitting it and than kicking it. I had to get to Rain. No matter what. The window opened slightly. Enough to fit my hand though so I could open the window. Reaching my hand through the window, a sharp pain that felt like daggers of ice. Strange.. Opening the window more as I slowly got in with my eyes shut. Leaning against the other window, opening my eyes. As I saw Rain asleep in someone else's arms. His hair was all light ice blue. Unlike mine who  had some darkish blue in their hair. If I could. But what could I do? If he was this soo called spirit, I was screwed. Rain wasn't moving... Rain please be okay.. I am worried. Looking at the quiet Rain. She just slept "RAIN!!!" he just ignored me... I had to try again.. "RAINN!!" this time he looked up at me "She is my future wife, back away vile being" The voice said. Did he just say that to me, if Rain is going to be with anyone in the future, it is me. Did I just think that?... Um shit.. Walking over to them to get Rain away from him. My entire arm went numb as it looked light blue.... Shit don't tell me he is trying to freeze me alive.. 

"How dare you speak down on me, Rain is mine!" The voice said. "Just just shut up you bastard!" Blake said. Who ever he was put Rain down and walked over to me, gripped my neck and threw over to the other wall. I slowly got up and looked over at him, who had Rain in his arms "You will never see Rain again!" The spirit said. "Bastard!!" Blake said.  Before I knew it he struck my eyes with something. My eyes were getting blurry. As I all I soon saw was black. I was going to lose Rain. The only girlfriend I would ever have and I was longer going to see her again. Looking over and seeing Rain open her eyes looking at me. Tears under her eyes. I wasn't going to stop, I wouldn't lose Rain to him.. Not yet. Not ever!. Reaching out seeing my arm more blue, it was like I was turning into ice.. Trying to get to my feet, each time my legs would drop. My arms could not hold me. I would not stop. Finally getting up. I rushed to where I thought Rain was with him.... But they were not.. They were gone.. My Rain was gone... Nothing was left.. "RAINNN!!!" Blake said. I could not see anything, tears were falling down my face. The ice on my arms were gone, I just wanted to curl up into a corner and cry.. If I never met Rain, I probably would have starved myself until I was nothing.. I had to go home. There was no way, I was going to school without Rain. Not having her by my side, in my arms. Without her by my side or close. Out her touch. I was lonely. It just felt painful. Rain was my life and I had lost her. I did not even try hard enough. Walking out of Rain's room, down the hallway. No one else was home.. Leaving the house as I walked out the front door. Going down the pathway, turning the corners as I reached my house. Unlocked the front door. Why weren't my parents home? All I could was run in my room. Reaching out my draw and dug through it looking for my razor.. I am sorry Rain, but without you I am nothing. Before I knew Rain.. I cut all the time and I was used to the pain. But that was month ago. Now it felt like horrors. It killed me inside. Taking off my jacket and digging the razor into my arm. Tears fell from my eyes. It hurt me. I dug the razor deeper. As one cut pierced my skin. Cutting another in, as I cut a third.

I cried and cried. But no one came. I lost Rain and now I had no one. I would bring Rain back and make her mine again some how... I already missed her. Holding my hand walking into the bathroom, so the blood didn't drip on the floor. Cleaning up my arm as I stopped the bleeding.. I didn't cut deep enough. I am sorry Rain. Going into the kitchen, getting something to eat. I was going to eat properly for Rain, Rain was everything to me and I would make her happy even if we're not together as one anymore. Rain... Leaving the kitchen as I finished my meal going into my room. Stripping out all of my clothes, staying in my boxer shorts going in my covers. I just wanted this day to end and fall asleep, thinking about the moments I had with Rain.. Closing my eyes finally falling asleep. 

Kitty/Shantey