39. Two weeks ago
"Where are we going?" Eleandro asks as I drive his car. For a car lover, he gave me his car keys pretty easily when I asked in the morning. I stay quiet as a reply to his question and instead just increase the volume of the song playing so that he doesn't ask any more questions.
I take a turn and then look at Eleandro beside me. He has bent the seat and is lying with his eyes closed, enjoying the music.
I smile as this way he won't be able to recognize the street while he is relaxing and our a destination can be a surprise.
I have been planning this for weeks. It has always been in mind. Twenty-four into seven.
I take a few last turns and then finally reach the place.
The hospital where we first met.
When we first time talked and then the destiny started brought us here.
I gulp and shake Eleandro's shoulder who has fallen asleep during the ride. Well, it's not his mistake this hospital is a little far away.
He looks outside the window and then looks at me with concern. "Is everything okay? "
I nod as my skin starts to pale due to fear.
He quickly removes my seatbelt and brings me on his lap. "Tell me what happened?"
"I know we have known each other just for two months time and I'm just your submissive and of course your fiance but it's fake and I know we don't even know each other much because two months is too little time to---" I start ranting as everything I planned for weeks gets thrown away in the dustbin.
"Hey. Hey. Look at me." He tells me soothingly. " I don't know where this is coming from but you are not just my submissive or my fake fiance. You're so much more than that. You taught me how to think about others before myself, to try to wake up early just because I want to make breakfast for someone special, to give control because sometimes not everything is about me. You made me realize what's it's like to really live so Daphne stops underestimating yourself because you're so not worth the self-doubt. "
I look at him in the eyes and the sincerity in them makes me cry. I try to tell myself it's just the fact that I haven't cried for so long and needed to let my feelings go and not because I'm afraid. Afraid of the results.
He rubs my back as I cry and tell me soothing words. "How can you say I mean something to you when the first thing you told me as your submissive was that you don't get involved with your submissives?" I say with a few hiccups.
"Daphne, I didn't know you at that time and also you have changed me so much. At first, I could only see your beautiful eyes but now I also see the care in them. Damn, can you stop questioning my feelings for you because now looking at you I can only say that it hurts to see the woman you love look at you with tear-stained cheeks?" My heart stops for a second and I just look at him.
My chapped lips part open as I realize he really just said he loves me. "Elean--"
Before I can anything he lips meet mine in a sweet caressing kiss. He backs away and then says the three words to confirm that I heard it right. "I love you and there's nothing that can now change that. Yo-"
"Not even if I say I'm pregnant?" I say.
"Not even if you sa--- PREGNANT?" He realizes. I can literally feel his brain wheels turning and then his heart-stopping.
"Say something. " I say.
I mean he did mention that he wanted to be a dad once but that was with his wife, whom he loved. But he just said he loves me. But he doesn't even know me and also he doesn't do real relationships with his submissives.
"I can really see how your brain is working through your eyes so maybe you want to give it a rest."
I nod and let him process this news.
Two weeks before when I took the pregnancy test, it took me seven tests, a few youtube motivational videos and a lot of time to finally accept that that morning sickness wasn't actually because of the rope bondage we did the night before but because I'm pregnant.
Of course, I have brought him here because this place is very special to us and I wanted it to be part of us if he accepts the news because I'm not really sure what will happen.
If he asks me to get an abortion?
I thought about it too. If he does I don't know what I'll do but things will never be the same between us.
But there's this new problem...he said he loves me. He won't tell me to get an abortion if he loves me right?
Damn, this is so overwhelming! Tears start welling in my eyes again and I curse the crazy hormones in my body.
"Do you want to keep the baby?" He asks in a small voice.
Is he ashamed?
I nod. I lump forming in my throat.
He sighs and hugs me tight peppering kisses all over my face. "Why did it took me so long to realize I love you? I'm crazy. "
I sigh in relief when I understand that he wants to keep the baby and honestly I haven't felt so relieved ever.
"Shall we go and get the baby checked up? " Eleandro says finally after minutes of silent breathing.
I just nod still overwhelmed. Pregnancy does make you an emotional wreck.
Eleandro gets out of the car and then I, sin since In was sitting on his lap. He holds my hand tightly in his like he is afraid that if he leaves my hand this will all vanish.
Locking the car we enter the hospital. The nurse greets us with a professional smile and then guides us where the gynecologist is.
We move through the hallways and finally find the clinic of the said doctor.
We wait for our turn in complete silence with our hands still intertwined. The doctor finally calls for us and we get up.
I move forward to open the door but Eleandro holds me back. "I love you."
I wanted to tell him that I love him back but he doesn't wait for me to say anything and just opens the door for us to enter, like he wasn't even expecting me to say anything to him.
The doctor greets us with a smile and tells us to take a seat while Eleandro nudges me with his elbow.
"What? " I say as the doctor leaves to set some things.
"You sure, you want him to be your doctor. I mean I think you will be more comfortable with a female." He says glaring at the back of the doctor's head.
I giggle hearing him. "Now don't be a sexist Mr. Salvis. I'm perfectly fine with the doctor. " I say with a wink.
He scoffs and looks at the doctor without blinking with a hard expression and I know that I have pissed him.
I take his hand in mine again and kiss his knuckles. "He is the best doctor in the city. " I whisper.
He looks at me for the first time we have entered the doctor's cabin and reaches forward to kiss me on the lips just as the doctor turns and says, "We are all set."
Eleandro sighs just inches away from my lips and breathes, "Damn he is the worst."
I chuckle and peck his lips. "Don't worry, we just have to keep up with him for approximately worst. "
He lazy smile forms on his lips as he whispers, "You are making me think that you got a male doctor just to infuriate me."
I shrug when the doctor once again says, "Can you come and lie here so that we can start already? "
Eleandro groans and I laugh while walking towards the examination table.
This went surprisingly well than what I thought.
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