thirty-three - Emily
Two months have passed, we're in America right now. Harry and I had our special friendship going on for several months now. Everything went well but during the past three weeks I noticed he became distant. First, I tried not to think about it. Why would I? We're not even dating. But I had to admit that his behavior affected me. I tried to hang out more with the other boys which was fun so he could have more time for himself if that's what he wanted.
"Em, come here! We need to get ready for part five!", I heard Louis scream.
"No one mentioned that for a month so let's just forget about it, please", I begged embarrassed.
"I would but I'm the only one who hasn't got a photo with you and I'm the funny one!"
"I love you, Lou, but people are making memes out of my funny face", I complained.
"They love your pretty little funny face", he grinned squeezing my cheeks playfully.
"Let's say if you get the chance to do part five I won't say no to that", I smiled at him looking over at Harry who laughed at a message.
"Do you know what's going on with Haz?", I whispered to Louis.
"He didn't say anything but I'm pretty sure he's messaging a girl. He seems to be head over heels for someone. Why? Are you jealous?", he joked not knowing that it's the truth actually.
"Ew, no. Look at those curls, Haz you need a cut", I replied louder for which he threw his pillow at me.
"Well, she's right", Zayn said bluntly so we all laughed about this sudden comment.
Since Harry and I told the others that we would share a bedroom as friends while we're on tour so we didn't have to pay that much, I stood in his bathroom getting ready for the show.
"Is it true? I mean that you're seeing someone?", I asked him as soon as I got out.
"Why would I?"
"I don't know. That's why I ask. Louis said that and you've been acting distantly the past weeks so I assume he's right about it."
"I'm not seeing someone", he muttered, "I just.. you're great and all.. but I think we should take a break with what we're doing."
"Okay, whatever you say", I left the room head-shaking about how he told me.
It could be completely fine but he decided to lie to me. I knew Harry well enough to say that he likes another girl which would be okay for me if he told me in the right way.
"Hey, Haz. When did you want to tell us about you and Taylor?", Destiny asked him the same night when we laid in the tour bus driving to the next city during the night.
"Wait, Taylor?", Liam made big eyes.
"Yeah, Taylor Swift! When I opened my phone this morning you were the most interesting headline for a lot of people", she told everyone.
Taylor Swift? He treated me as if he didn't even know me for weeks only to meet Taylor Swift behind my back? Don't get me wrong, she's really pretty, I liked her music and I don't even know anything about her character so I don't hate her. But I hate the way Harry treated me because of her.
"So Taylor Swift?", I arched my eyebrows acting like everyone else so I wouldn't start to cry.
"You didn't even tell any of us?", Niall asked.
"We're just talking to each other. Don't make a big deal out of it, guys", he said normally but looked at me in particular which actually offended me.
"We're not doing that. We just thought you would tell us about it. All of us share everything with each other", Zayn implied.
"Yeah, we knew about Louis and Des before they even knew they belong together", Niall helped.
"We know about Sophia and Perrie and Emily would tell us if something happened in her love life."
Now I actually felt bad about not telling my sister regarding the fact that she trusted me. But Harry ended things yesterday so it didn't matter any more.
"I can ask her if she wanted to join dinner tomorrow night. I will actually be spending the day with her so you could come later", Harry suggested.
"Great idea", Niall mumbled with chocolate in his mouth, "Hey, Em. Are you visiting the Statute of Liberty with the rest of us tomorrow?"
"Yes, sounds like a great plan", I replied with a light smile, still thinking of the news about Harry and his girl.
"What are you doing?", Harry asked confused when I passed by his room with my suitcase, "My room is here."
"I'm sleeping in Niall's room now. You're dating someone so me sleeping in your bed would not be appropriate", I answered formally.
"You don't need to be pissed at me."
"I'm not pissed at you, Harry. I just thought it's the best idea for all of us if I asked Niall and he was happy about it. No matter what happened here", I pointed from him to me and the other way round, "You like Taylor now so I won't sleep in a bed with someone who thinks of another girl. That's not fair for her."
"Stop being jealous", he rolled his eyes.
"I'm just doing the right thing with no intention of being jealous. You like her so go be with her and I honestly hope you both are happy. Losing time and energy by being jealous of you two isn't worth it to me. You're great and you know how to make a girl happy so use that skill for her and everything will be fine", I told him as sincere as I could be.
"Okay, thank you. Uh.. Em, I'm sorry I told you like that yesterday", he stuttered scratching his head weirdly.
"The thing is you didn't even tell me. You denied it. But that's okay, we weren't dating. No need to make a big thing out of it", I said without showing any emotions but deep inside of me it really hurt me to say that.
"Yeah, you're right. I'm glad you see it like that", Harry smiled at me coming closer to hug me tightly which just made me feel worse knowing that he's not feeling the same as I do and still it felt so good being close to him. How will I survive dinner with the new couple?
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