Trigger warning: Mentions of suicide attempts

Role: ι'м ɴoт α cryвαвy
Name: Jacob Hockley
Nicknames: Jake,Jakey,and Jay
Age: 14
Gender: Male
Grade: 9th grade
Sexuality: Homosexual (closeted)
Face Claim: Asa Butterfield

Personality: Jacob is a huge crybaby even though he claims he's not. This child will cry everyday like no tomorrow. He's hella sensitive,so if you hurt his feelings,the waterworks will come pouring out. He's not a fan of conflict, so he will rather run like a coward than face his problems. Call him a coward,but that's how he does things. He's also very passive. Want him to do your homework for you? He'll do it. Want him to be your fake boyfriend? He'll do it. Want him to do your dirty work? He'll do it. He can't say no to save his own life because he's afraid of being attacked. But he gets attacked either way, so it's a lose-lose situation
Likes
- When people are nice to him
- His family
- Romance movies
- Comedy movies
Dislikes
- His depression
- The popular people
- Being targeted for bullying
- His low self-esteem
Strengths
- He's pretty smart and creative for his age
- His mother's notes gets him through the day
Weaknesses
- Listening to his demons/the popular kids
- His lack of motivation
Fears
- Thanatophobia (fear of death)
- Atelophobia (fear of not being good enough)
Hobbies: Jacob used to play tennis and chess,but lost interest in doing those things
Social cliché: Loser group
Family
Natalie Hockley (mother)
Armitage Hockley (father)
Brianna Hockley (older sister)
Isabella Hockley (older sister)
Nathan Hockley (older twin brother)
Backstory: Jacob was born with his identical twin brother Nathan to Armitage and Natalie Hockley. Life in the Hockley household was okay for him. It was normally a safe environment for Jacob to be himself. Until 3rd grade came around and kids started to pick on him and tease him. Those kids repeatedly called him rude names and he didn't like it. But did he tell them to stop? No. The bullying continued throughout elementary school and the teachers there didn't give a shit. When he reached 5th grade (10 years old),he was diagnosed with depression. At first his depression wasn't bad. He still was able to go through his 5th grade year with a big smile on his face. But when 6th grade arrived,his depression got worse. He started skipping school due to the bullying. Those bullies made him feel like shit. They made him feel not wanted. So,he did something bad. He listened to the demon that told him to "slit his wrists" and he did. He then began to lose motivation and interest to do things, always wanting to stay in his room, away from a cruel world. He felt like no one cared about him. One day in 7th grade,the bullying got so severe that he actually attempted to take his own life on his birthday. Now,he's in 9th grade,faking smiles and finding his reason to be alive even though he doesn't see one.
Other Information
- Has tried to take his own life a total of 6 times (All failed obviously)
- His birthday is June 22nd
- He has glasses,but doesn't wear them
- Cries himself to sleep every night
- His therapist makes him feel worse,but he doesn't want to tell his parents
- Wishes he wasn't a burden to everyone