Blow the bridge to the past
Wipe the fingerprints
Melt your heart encased in wax
Steal it with a kiss

' illumi zoldyck he's just so perfect, from his large onxy eyes down to his silky smooth rave hair. I'm so lucky to be able to call him mine, I've always been there for his ups and downs, I love him dearly '. Hisoka thought looking at the said raven.

He sees as he pulls off his shirt, looking at the scares decorated across his back causing him to frown. ' i want to help you forget your past, to forget the lonely nights you cried yourself to sleep. The man times you wished to die ' he thought as he walks over to him and hugs him from behind.

Illumi was confused he looks behind him, " you're so pretty my illu dear, no matter what " he spoke as he teaches a mark on his back, he kisses the mark.

Our fate engraved
Scar enslaved
As we mutually destruct
Repose, my love, I've sinned enough for the both of us

No matter what illumi always stood by his side, he only asked for his love in return. Hisoka loved him, he has killed anyone who dared tried to separate them. Illumi would question why hisoka choose him, but he didn't care he was thankful he loved him.

Hisoka always showered him in sweet words and affection, illumi always blushed at the sweet and lewd comments he spoke. He's never felt such a way towards anyone, hisoka was glad he felt and returned his love.

Hisoka knew both of there fate was sealed the moment illumi abounded his family, he was so happy when he did that. But he vowed to protect him from that moment forward.

I'm ready to bury all of my bones
I'm ready to lie but say I won't
So tell me your secrets
And join me in pieces
To rot in this garden made of stones
Eternally yours

Hisoka knew from that moment forward he'd give everything up to be with him. He knew when he died illumi will die alongside him, he was prepared to lie and kill many others to be happy with him.

He wanted to know everything about illumi all his secrets, he would do anything for illumi no matter what it was.

I feed like you taught me and selflessly swallow
We coalesce in darkness, so selfishly hollow
Examine the wreckage
Writhing in tempo
Invisible anguish casting a shadow

Hisoka knows he's been selfish always shielding him from any harms, yet he could never return the favor no matter how hard he tried hisoka always killed those who tried to hurt him.

It wasn't till now did both noticed how much of a mess they've caused, they stood in dark watching as things unfold. But neither did anything to stop it, hisoka held his hand which was bloody. He kisses his hand and looks into his onxy eyes, " you always find a way to amaze me " he spoke smirking a bit.

I'm ready to bury all of my bones
I'm ready to lie but say I won't
So tell me your secrets
And join me in pieces
To rot in this garden made of stones
Eternally yours

Hisoka sometimes wonder if illumi knows how much he's willing to give up for him, he can't help but wonder if he'd do the same. He looks at the raven as he was cuddling besides, he runs his fingers through his raven locks.

" Illumi if I were to die, would you come alongside me? " He spoke. This caused the raven to look up at him, " if that is what you wish, I'd gladly except " he spoke as he snuggles close to him. " I'd give everything to just be with you, I don't care about anyone but you " he spoke smiling softly.

As we rest in pieces, though I know not your name
I would suffer forever to absolve all your pain

Hisoka knows if there ever was a chance where he would die for illumi's sake, he'd gladly do so. Even if he has to suffer alone surrounded in pain awaiting his arrival, he'd do it knowing his illumi his safe and sound.

And in the name of love

Love such a weird word to the magician, he used to envy anyone who used it in a romantic way. He laughs now as he found himself madly in love now, oh how he'd go to the ends of the earth for the raven, he'll make sure nothing will ever separate them no matter what.

I'm ready to bury all of my bones
I'm ready to lie but say I won't
So tell me your secrets
And join me in pieces
To rot in this garden made of stones

" Hisoka stop spacing out! " Yells a familiar voice, he looks to his right and sees the said raven he's been thinking about the whole time in this battle. " Sorry it's just I was thinking about us " he spoke chuckling a bit, " now's not the time you nearly got yourself killed " illumi spoke.

I'm ready to bleed to make amends
And sleep in this dirt we call our bed
So tell me your secrets
And join me in pieces
To fall and rewrite the bitter end
Eternally yours

" I promise it won't happen again " he spoke smiling brightly, " it better not, we have company " illumi spoke referring to the twenty bodyguards charging towards them.

I'm more than willing to rot in hell with you

" Oh goody, looks like things are about to get interesting~ " he spoke pulling out a couple of cards. " Don't die on me " illumi spoke gathering a couple of pins, " same for you " he spoke chuckling.

I'm ready to bury all of my bones
I'm ready to lie but say I won't
So tell me your secrets
And join me in pieces
To rot in this garden made of stones

They soon killed every single person there, but illumi found himself wounded badly. He was bleeding a lot, hisoka held him in his arms, " hisoka it's no use I'm a goner, go now before backup comes " illumi spoke. 

" No I refuse to, you promised you'd never leave my side " he spoke, " I'm sorry, but looks like they're a change of plans " he spoke laughing a bit. Hisoka cursed himself he refused to let him die, he won't except it. He grabs one of his cards, and looks at it.

I'm ready to bleed to make amends
And sleep in this dirt we call our bed
So tell me your secrets
And join me in pieces
To fall and rewrite the bitter end

Before illumi could react hisoka slit him wrist open, " hisoka what are you doing?! " He yells. " I told you, if you die I'm dying with you. I refuse to live this world without you, I build a life with you and your dumb if you think I'd let you go so fast. Plus we both know I wouldn't last long without you " he spoke smiling.

Illumi was shocked and smiles, " you're an idiot, but at least I'll be able to see your smiling face when I die " he spoke. Hisoka pulls him close and leans against a wall, he senses a couple of people coming, but he didn't care. He could feel the life draining out of him slowly, he held illumi close.

" I love you illumi, I'll see you on the other side " he spoke as his world soon turned black.

Eternally yours

So yeah I wrote this, it sucks but like I still liked it. Hisoka was a bit Yanderish but eh it works out. This song is called eternally yours by motionless in white, stick around for more.
~ pikatachi 🤗

08/28/2020

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