'Confused heart'

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I'm on my way to the building for the finishing of BTS' album. We need to finalise everything to make sure that it was all good to go since the company is going to launch the album tomorrow and also the music videos.

'I need u' will be released first then 'Dope' a week after. Their album 'HYYH Pt.1' have over a hundred thousand pre-orders already which really surprised Bang PD-nim and BTS. They didn't expected it to blown out so much.

I went inside the meeting room and saw PD-nim and BTS there.

"Hello." I told them and they just smiled at me.

I met Jimin's eyes and I tried to shrugged it off so that I won't get distracted. I went to the empty spot which is unfortunately next to Jimin. Well, basically between V and Jimin.

I sat on the chair and made myself feel comfortable with my sitting. PD-nim cleared his throat and started discussing.

"So guys as you all know, we're launching the album and the music videos tomorrow!" He said happily. "Let's hope that this album will be a success!" He continued and we cheered with him.

"So first off, I have here the finished look of the album and the CD inside together with the photo cards and yea." He said and passed us an album both the grey and peach one each.

The album looks so pretty. I felt so overwhelmed knowing that I have successfully achieved what I'm dreaming even before. That's to have an album full of music that is created by me.

They started opening theirs and so I opened mine slowly and carefully. I opened the grey album and a photo card of Jimin was in it.

Great.

"Yah." I called Jimin and he looked at me.

"Oh?"

"Who did you got?" I asked him and he showed me a picture of Jungkook.

"Kookie." He answered.

"You?" He asked.

"You!" I said and showed him his picture.

He took it happily and started complimenting himself saying that he looks so handsome and stuff. I just rolled my eyes at him.

"Aish! Give it back!" I told him and he gave back the picture.

I opened the peach album and saw Taehyung's picture on it.

"Tae Tae I got your picture look!" I told him.

"Jinja?!!!" He asked happily and I showed him his picture.

"Wahhh! That's awesome I got Namjoon hyung!" He said and showed me Namjoon's.

"Who did you got, guys?" I asked them.

"I got Jiminie..." Namjoon said lamely.

"I got Suga hyung!" Jungkook said.

"JHOPEEEEE." Suga said excitedly.

"Yah you're lucky you got my picture hyung!" Jimin said and rapmon just rolled his eyes.

"I got taehyungieee!" J-Hope said happily.

"Omo! So handsome!" Jin shouted and we looked at him.

"Who did you got?" I asked him.

"Hehehehehehe!" He said and showed us a picture of... himself.

We rolled our eyes and the boys started torturing him.

"Yah! Ouch!" Jin shouted faking his hurting.

He looked so red and then suddenly shouted, "Hey! STOHB IT!" He said and we laughed at his attempt on saying 'stop it' in english.

"It's 'Stop it!' Not 'Stohb it!' You pabo!" Namjoon lectured him as he crossed his arms.

"That's how I wanted to say it! Cash me outside how bow dah?!" He said using the famous phrase that the girl in the show Dr. Phil said.

"Boys! Stop now okay!" Bang PD-nim said and we suddenly got so quiet.

"Okay what do you think about how the album looks?" He asked us.

"Very pretty!"

"Awesome!"

"Fabbbb!"

"Infires!"

We stopped and looked at the person who said that alien word.

"Whet?" Suga asked.

"What did you say.?" I asked him.

"What say?" He asked.

"The word you said."

"Oh? Infires?" He asked.

"Yea."

"What about that???" He asked.

"What does that mean?" Namjoon asked.

"It means WOW!" He answered and we just went back on the topic.

"Anywaysss! Who already heard the whole album.?" He asked us.

"Me!" Namjoon said and the rest of us just sat quitely.

It's funny how I'm the one who produce it but haven't heard of it completely.

"Okay then since a lot of you haven't heard it yet then I'll play it here. Remember that it will be an hour long so." He said and we just nodded.

The songs played and we started jamming along with it. Taehyung started leaning on my ear and was very close to my face.

"Chaeyoung-ssi, thank you for being our music producer. I know that we were very rude to you but seriously without you, we won't have this great songs." He whispered to me.

"You're welcome. You guys deserves all the best." I whispered back at him.

"No but really, thank you." He sincerely said and kissed my right cheek.

Nobody seems to notice what he did but I was blushing so hard.

"Can you come and get some drink with me at the cafeteria?" He asked me and I just nodded.

He grabbed my wrist gently and we started walking towards the cafeteria but before all those happened, I saw Jimin's glaring eyes looking at us or should I say our hands.

We grabbed some bottle of sodas and some snacks and went back up the meeting room. The boys are still hyped from the music that are blasting through the speakers.

Except for one person who seems so stressed up about something. Jimin.

"We're back!!" I cheered on and passed them the sodas. We started drinking it and had more fun together with the CEO.

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J I M I N

I saw taehyung leaned in on Chayeong's ear and they started whispering at each other. Not to mention, the kiss. I feel... angry, upset, furious ugh I don't really know, for some reason!

Seeing her laughed at all the things taehyung tell her makes me feel like I should just shove Taehyung's face hard on the ground and be the one who's making her laugh.

I have no courage to do that though. I have no right to. Oh god, what am I feeling? What is this feeling?

I went and sit down for a minute and waited for them to come back and after waiting, they went back with chips and cans of sodas in their hands.

Chaeyoung passed us some soda and continued jamming to the songs. While I sit here don't knowing what to do to stop this feeling.

I don't like her and will never will but what is this? It feels so weird. I feel like I'm already betraying Nayeon.

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Music used: I wouldn't mind by He is We

2/06/17