"Sophh!! we're going grocery shopping you coming ?" Anje yelled, seriously i didnt feel like going i just wanted to go swimming in the pool. "Nah i'll stay , i wanna relax a bit before we get ready for later" They all nodded and left.

Yesterday was hell , Anje kept trying to hit jeremy and the plan includes him as well , but jeremy's reaction was just ....

"Are you out of your mind ?! i've heard he's got a good hook and this pretty face needs to stay pretty for the ladies?" jeremy exclaimed

"Oh Oh the ones you pay ?" anje retorted and he just glared at her .

"They come voluntarily "

"Because they know they're gonna get payed"

It was just crazy those 2 kept bickering back and forth. They finally changed topic and went back to watch tv for the rest of the night. They girls slept over so it was definitly fun thats for sure , i dont know how it felt for jeremy because he's the only guy in this house.

I decided to change into my bathing suite and made my way to the pool which is on the side of the house.

As i entered the water felt so nice , ever have that feeling when its so quiet and peaceful and you just float and feel like sleeping

I began to think of everyhing in my life.

I was raised in a family that goes to church. Dont get me wrong i love jesus 24/7 nothing will change that. I know people say bad things happen to good people but they need to know god doesnt leave things happen to hurt you he's trying to build you up better yet he's trying to see if you trust him.

That's what i gotta do trust him.

I just dont understand Aiden , i'm starting to feel things for him and i cant let that be he'll just break me and step all over the broken pieces.

My famiy and i werent filthy rich soo i have witnessed people struggle for survival. I have been through it myself with my family we were going broke bad until someone introduced us to God and he came through for all of us . So i am 100% grateful.

I wish he wasn't so cold hearted. I wish he wasnt so selfish. I wish he wasn't so demanding. I wish he would just listen. I wish he wasnt money obsessed.

Now that his cards are frozen i dont know what to do. I was floating on the water , i could feel the tears in my eyes now. I feel like he will never love me , i feel like my parents dont love me because they forced me to do this marriage. I feel worthless like i am absolutely nothing.

Why does the battle have to be so hard ?

All of sudden a song comes to mind and i sing it:

Great is your love for me
Great is your mercy
Great is your grace
Always covering me
So undeserving
You still look out for me
Great is your love
Always covering me

I was in tears all now "I guess your the only one that truly loves me" i whispered looking up to the sky.

You know how certain music explains how you feel like right about now , it doesnt help . I started listening to music that'll give me hope . Because suicide is something i dont want to do.

I swear i just saw a shadow pass but you know i guess my eyes are tired. I'm just seeing things.

"Sophiaaaaaa!! lets go we need to go get ready!!"

Oh maybe it was them . Now i have to spend hours on a chair doing my hair and make-up. Yaaaaayyyy fun .

NOT.

Aiden's pov

'I love you'

is what i wanted to say.

But i couldn't. Seeing her cry was affecting me in so many ways i never experienced before and it sucks.

If she wasnt cheating i'd make her happy. Okay wait wait wait maybe she's not cheating because i mean best friends do those stuff right ??

They're such things as false rumors.

I dont know i dont know i dont know. But she makes me feels soo .... When she was comforting me i was feeling soo ..oh crap i cant even find the word.

Having my cards frozen really sucked , but i was beginning to see such things as 'Struggle' or 'Broke'

I was beginning to see what sophia was talking about , i had to save what i had in my pockets which was not much . Providing food . Bills . It was getting hard.

I needed help. My friends always used to tell me to pray and God will answer our prayers. But i dont know. I haven't spoken to god in years.

This woman of mines will be the death of me.

I see a car pull in the driveway so i rushed out quickly and made my way to the car and left.

Hours later.....

I need to talk to my wife

Sophia's pov

"Done done done !!" Anje squealed in my ears.

"Hey hey hey i'm right here calm down" i said covering my ears.

"Sorry you just look soo beautiful!" she gushed

I was wearing a floor length red dress and i looked off the hook . Make-up was on point and my hair was flawless.

I stared at myself in awe.

"Wow" i said in aweand giggled. I'm looking good. "Let's bounce"

"Girl you going have your husband crawling back for you" she said making me blush.

She whistled "If i was a guy i'd take you away long time"

We laughed and walked out to meet jeremy.

He stood there with his mouth open. "Well you look mighty handsome" he grunted in response.

"For now " he muttered

"Jerbear you'll do fine , sure he might do some damage but it'll heal" he rolled his eyes and opened the door for us.

"So emotional" anje muttered under her breath as we both walked out.

The drive there was fun we laughed and talked about stupidity.When we made it there i was getting nervous.

"Ready jerry ?"

He groaned "Urghh i hate it when you call me that" he whined

"Ughh come on lets go" i grabbed his hand and walked out . Camera's were flashing all over the place. When we made it in i sighed in relief.

"well looks like i still be looking mighty fine"

"Huh?"

I looked and saw Aiden with some bimbo in his arms.

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