Huh ... so remember all that confidence i had earlier ?

It was replaced with fear.

Okay wait no fear, no fear, no fear i'm doing good so far . Just keep your face neutral and answer neutral . All of sudden tears start to build up. NOO NOOO NOOO!! no tears Sophia no tears . Its sign of weakness !! I blink back the tears quickly and walk into my room because I know he was coming.

I heard the door slam . Tha-dump Tha-dump Tha-dump

5...4....3 .....Dont cry...2 neutral soph...1

He burst through the the door in full on rage .. "What the hell did you do?!!" he yelled in my face . I cringed at the tone , but i stood my ground.

"What i should've done long time ago!" i fired back . It's about time i start standing up for myself , he's had his rules set but i never agreed to it !

"Don't you ever yell at me !!" he yelled back me , i decided to challenge him , there's no back out now. "Or what?" i asked , in one swift movement i was pushed up against the wall. He had my hands pinned up beside my head. He was dangerously close!

"Don't temp me Sophia" he whispered fiercely. His eyes was boring into mines . Anyone could see the intensity in his eyes. Don't cry Soph don't cry !

Suddenly his eyes cast down to what i was wearing and i suddenly blurt this out without thinking "I'm not scared of you " i wanted to cover my mouth as quick as i could but i couldn't because he had my hands pinned above my head.

His head snapped back up "You should be !" he said fiercely "And what is this your wearing ?" he spat in disgust.

Okay somethings wrong with him ! This is impossible ! i scoffed "well excuse ME as long as i live in this house i wear what i want and as far as i know i don't dress like this when i'm in public that's what whores do to get attention , you know like the ones you bring home" i cocked my head to side as i pressed my lips together looking at him challenging.

Which only seems to make it worse!

"I never asked for this !! I never did !! we don't love each other , but on our wedding day you said that you would try, yet all you ever do is demand things from me that I don't normally do , i'm not happy , you cant control me !!" I yelled in his face furiously

"Yessss I can!! , and I will !! Because i am your husband!! i can do what i want with you !!"

Who exactly does he think he is ? yeah yeah I get it my husband but who gave him the authority to control my actions?

"Who do you think you are ? don't even try to interrupt me !! or wait did you push me out ?" I looked at him curiously and shrug myself out of his grip and cup my ear. "That's what I thought!" I yelled back.

"I am your husband I have authority over you as of the day your father handed you over to me !!"

I looked back at him in shock "Oh yea ?? well... things are going to change " I grab my bag and my car keys "Where are you going ?!" he yelled pulling me back by my elbow.

"Out!!" I rip my self out of his grip and rushed to my car ignoring all his shouts.

I had no idea where I was going to be honest with you.

I stepped on the gas and drove off.

Who the hell does he think he is the mayor , my mother my father or Jesus ??

Urgghhh he soo frustrating i'm tired of this i need a chill pill i need to relax i am a woman and i have freaking rights !

Stupid guys !! Always feel because they have muscles their in charge and shit . Urghh sorry Jesus I didn't mean to swear he just pushed me pass my borders!

Why do they have to demand , they ain't you !!

Before i even knew it i pulled into my best friend's driveway.

I walked up to his door and just opened the door . I do this all the time, I walk in like it's my own house and just cruise if its locked I got a spare key that he doesn't know that i have but he knows I always walk in his house like its mine. It's fun i get to scare him a lot .

I looked around to see if I could find him but to my luck i didn't.

But I did hear something I just couldn't figure it out.

As i walked through the hall i went up the stairs and went to his room which was slightly open , i heard moaning and all that. This kid doesn't learn watching porn is no good for you kids.

I burst through the door and looked at him to see him butt naked with a girl in bed "AAAAAHHHHHH!!!!! " I covered my eyes quickly and ran out screaming i'm sorry repeatedly.

"Soph!! soph!! " he rounded the corner looking freaked out ."I'm soo sorry Jeremy I didn't mean to I was just coming over because I had a fight with him and.. I.. I'm soo sorry" i couldn't help but break down into sobs. "I'm scarred for life" i continued sobbing. That was not something i'd ever wish to see again.

He rushed over to me "Hey hey hey its okay , it was an accident" he wrapped his arms around me just like when we were kids. "Maybe that'll teach you to knock before you come into my house now huh ?" i sat up straight and punched him in the shoulder . "shut up" i said , he muttered an oww and chuckled and we went back into the comfort zone.

"So what did he do ?" he suddenly asked while rubbing my shoulder.

"Well he came home with some bimbo and I realized that I don't want this lifestyle soo I stood my ground, I broke some rules tonight" i sniffled , he suddenly sat up straight "It's about damn time !!"

He yelled and high fived me "Damn Soph you had to do that the day he turned into your husband set your damn standards I'm soo proud of you This is the Soph I know !!" he wrapped me in bone crushing hug.

"Let's go out to a club or something , I don't want to do nothing , i don't want to go home either" i sighed and frowned "it's okay I got some clothes for you " he said

I gave him a disgusted look "eeewww nooo " he began laughing so hard. "I was referring to the clothes you left behind" pretty sure I took them all the last time

then suddenly the bimbo comes down with the sheet wrapped around her "soo are we going to finish this or ....." I mentally pinched my nose .

wow no shame.. whatsoever .

"Uh Soph give me one minute let me escort her out " he said hesitantly "Uhuh 'escort' her out i get it" I smirked and he glared at me playfully.

"What? Do what you got to do" I said playfully looking innocent.

He turned away and talked to her and showed her the door.

And he came back smiling "see ? i didn't do the dirty or anything close to it " he shrugged

"You told her to come tomorrow didn't you ?" I smirked knowingly and he instantly turned red .

"Maybe" he muttered under his breath and and turned away so I don't his red face , i laughed at his embarrassment.

"Come on I'll call Anje over and she'll bring me some of her clothes" he nodded and went upstairs to change.

Within 15 minutes Anje made it over and I went straight to answer the door and Jeremy stood next to me. she looked at both of us curiously "So.... am I interrupting something ?" she ask hesitantly, smiling triumphantly.

"If you did , I wouldn't have called you over" i smirked back at her and folded my arms.

"Right " she frowned then instantly turned happy again "Okay so lets get started!"

*****

"Clearly you don't understand what covered up dresses mean i should'Ve known " i sighed

" I didn't know you signed up to be a nun sheeesh " she retorted fixing my dress

"And its not that exposing you look great!" she clapped her hands in excitement ,

While I frowned and looked at myself in the mirror.

"I don't find so "

"You'll find out though when all the men at the club are fighting over you!" she squealed.

"My boobs are popping out " I whined

"stop it you look great and that's final, now lets go because Jeremy is waiting " she scolded me I zipped my mouth shut.

We were walking down the stairs "we're ready lets goo" Anje yelled

"Finally you guys took for---wow" he looked at us stunned at what he saw , his eyes raked over my body and my face heated up . "I would so bang you right right now " he chuckled. "Manners! Young boy!" Anje scolded him.

He raised his hands in defense "I'm sorry I meant to say , you look very beautiful Soph" I blushed "why thank you kind sir" I said in a British accent

"And what about me ?" Anje said striking a pose .

He took a while and let his eyes roam over her body "Nah!" he said and she gasped and ran after him in heels!

She's mental I know.

Finally we made it to the club. There were lots of people it was really full tonight .

"Hey guys lets go get drinks , the little one here needs one " Jeremy said looking straight at me with a look that say ' live a little'

"Fine" I breathe out cue the eye roll .

I notice lots of men are staring at me hungrily and I was beginning to get a little tense.

"Here you go... Cheers to living life" Jeremy said as we all took shots.

"wooooooooh!! Another round please !!" Anje yelled at the bartender

After a few rounds of shot we were all pissed drunk doing stupidity.

We began dancing. Things got extra hot when a pair of unknown arms wrapped around my body. Instead of pushing myself away i find myself leaning further into this person.

"You're coming home with me tonight" he said huskily in my ear. I don't know why but I felt very comfortable and tingles just shot up from my arms and I felt butterflies in my tummy.

Then I started to see flashes camera flashes and I started to get tense. Aiden's gonna kill me , 1st I left the house without permission which i don't really care about then I go to club then I'm drunk  and I'm in the arms of a man who's name I still don't know !!

"Calm down relax , keep walking with me to the car and we'll go home, I don't why you left in the first place" he whispered, well more like hissed in my ear and instantly I knew it was Aiden. 

But how in the world did he find me ??

He kissed my cheek long enough to see all the flashes go off.

Then we walked out together. Pushed through a whole lot of people who kept taking pictures.

Got to admit I smiled for half of them might as well enjoy myself before he puts me in a bad mood.

The car ride was filled with so much tension i just had to do this...

"Hey i just met you "

"urghh"

"This is crazy but here's my number call me maybe"

"Stop"

"All of the other boys try to play me "

"Sophia!"

"So here's my number call me ma-"

"SHUT UP !!" he scolded me , instantly frowned and I felt the water works coming.

"Why do you always have to be so mean to meee!" I sob dramatically . Yeah when i'm drunk i get emotional just like a pregnant lady.

"Oh god now she's crying " he said in pure irritation 

"I never did anything to you you.. you.. you meanypuss!" I poked him in his right arm.

He gave me a lopsided grin "meanypuss?" he asked and he chuckled 

"Your a special case Sophia " he muttered under his breath.

I drifted off into sleep , believe it or not when I tell you this car seat is very comfortable especially when the ac is on!!

I felt him nudge me by the shoulders. But I didn't budge . I felt him do it again. This time I groaned.

"Leave me alone" I whine on the verge of tears as I drifted back into sleep.

I heard him sigh. He got out and slam the door shut. I felt my door open and his arms wrapped around my body and held me bridal style. 

"You're soo lucky I have a heart" he muttered.

"I must be a four leaf clover then" I smiled to myself 

He chuckled lightly "That you are"

I felt my body being put down on the bed I took the opportunity and rolled my self in the sheets like a 5 year old.