After long 4 months I find some time to update and I feel terrible....
Lot of things happened , good ones and bad ones..

Now I want to write a decent chapter for all of you who waited for so long and all of you still reading and commenting on my book, it is and a lot and I appreciate every single one of you.   ♡♡

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It felt amazing.  To woke up pretty early (not that they slept long,  maybe 4 hours with the fact they cameback from a bar here really late) with sound of birds singing happily and it made Jimin eager to sing too,  or at least whistle since he had a man he actually always wanted in his bed,  breathing softly,  curled up close to Jimin with his bangs covering half of his eyes which gave him such an innocent look.

Jeon Jungook is absolutely beautiful. 

"Kookie. " blonde whispers as he sneak his hand around black haired male waist,  pulling him closer greedily remembering there's a woman,  pregnant woman waiting for his man.
That thought woke up something in Jimin he didn't knew he had.

Jimin was so deep into his thoughts he didn't notice big, round,  curious and sleepy eyes staring up at him,  Kook is awake and he's wearing cutest smile Jimin didn't saw in years. They didn't speak at first,  they didn't need to,  silence was nice enough.

It didn't last long before Jimin was leaning down placing a gently kiss on Jungkook's lips before speaking up. "Are you hungry?  Or maybe thirsty?  You look thirsty. " he started.  "Or we can take a shower first, I'll wash your back and hair,  and maybe give you a blo-"

"Jimin, breath. " older male chuckle at how silly smaller boy was so happy,  and excited. "I just opened my eyes,  I need to sort things in my head before making any other plans ." Jimin took this as a sign and started speaking again. "A lot happened,  you remember,  we met up,  catch up with everything,  and one thing lead to another , I missed you so much,  and it look like you missed me too and we end up here,  having sex,  like best sex I ever had and you actually stayed here,  with me because I'm kinda scared we won't have lot of time. " he looked down tracing his index along Jungkook's chest,  reality sucked,  he knew he had no chance.  "Unless you actually want to be with me,  make a new start. "

Then it clicked to Jungkook,  he promised Seunghee to come back,  kiss her goodnight,  like he always do,  not because he wants but more like because it was what he do every night,  out of habit which she liked a lot.

But he stayed with Jimin.  This beautiful and sweet and special little thing he always wanted by his side,  he wasn't his but now when he can be..... What's stopping him? 

"Jimin,  the kid... "

"You'll still see him,  help her with everything. "  younger male added quickly.

"Jimin, she.. "

"She'll understand,  I mean it's not like she's stupid and she can't see you don't love her or anything.. "

"Jimin,  her parents,  I can't do that to her,  especially with unborn baby growing in her stomach. "

Yeah,  Jimin was defeated.  But he can't let it go just like that,  he know,  by the way bigger male was holding him so tight that he still loves him the same,  they can work it out,  he's sure Kook will choose him.

Black haired male expected something else, maybe Jimin trying to think of a plan,  or begging him to run away together,  maybe even trying to convince Jungkoook to pick him trough sex, but nothing happened,  instead younger male put on his best smile pulling Jungkook even closer and resting his chin on top of said boy,  holding him,  even rocking him softly  it was weird,  what even is Jimin doing this,  Kook said he doesn't want to be babied or anything.

Maybe he changed his mind after feeling Jimin's heart beating faster and his breath stopping,  blonde is probably trying to collect his courage because next moment Jungkook had his eyes closed as he listened to beautiful,  raspy and soft voice, Jimin was singing to him,  and it warm up Kook totally got into familiar song,  the one he listened a lot,  the one that reminds him of Jimin every single time he heard it.
We don't talk anymore was the song that itch his heart a lot.

Jimin was probably feeling the same, since he's singing it right now,  Jungkook is amazed how beautiful he sound,  those birds outside can go hide because this was the real melody he wants to listen every morning. 

But he can't.

He already made his future.

With Seunghee and a baby,  baby he need to love like it's his even he know he have nothing to do with it,  but he can't change anything now.

"Can we go for a walk later,  Kookie? "

"Sure. "

"Can we hold hands too? "

Jungkook couldn't say no becaue he wanted it,  he wanted it so bad.  "Yeah. "

"Can I try to change your mind over Seunghee? "

Jungkook didn't even wanted to say no. "Yes Jimin." He said finally opening his eyes and meeting beautiful boy he had in his head and heart,  and dreams.  "Take me away from her Chim,  I don't care how stupid that would be or how much Hoseok is gonna hate me,  or her parents but I'll always choose you over her. "

Or is he? 

"Also... "

"Hm? " Jimin looked down with his eyes sparking thanks to Jungkook's answer.

"You sing way better then her."

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Okay,  I just wanna say next chapter is last one and it will be long too. 
It might be confusing buy everything will be clear at the end.  Hopefully.