30- missing you
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No matter how hard Jungkook tried to listen to his brain telling him it's smartest way to go home and forget that he saw Jimin, that he still looked adorable as ever and the fact he's single now. He really tried to, but Jeon Jungkook was weak guy when it comes to Jimin. Sweet, soft, beautiful Park Jimin.
And it might cost him a lot.
"You first. " black haired male said as he opened the doors of the bar where it all started.
He didn't want to come here, but Jimin was insisting on this, so he can feel little bit as home.
Jungkook couldn't say no.
"Thanks. " it came out shyly, just like the first time. It was still the. same old dark bar full of smoke and laugh. In that second Jimin felt sad because of quitting.
So he walked to the counter where Jung Hoseok was probably trying to catch flies with his mouth, it was funny so Jimin giggled at his silly ex colleague. Other boy didn't find it funny at all.
"Hyung shut your mouth you look even more like horse like that. "
Bartender did as said and ignore Jungkook, because he was staring at Jimin, next moment he was walking to him and touching his shoulder gently, like Jimin was a ghost or made of glass, it was weird, Hobi was weird.
"It's you! " now he was hugging Jimin tightly while Jungkook was rolling his eyes behind them.
"Hyung I called you two hours ago. "
"Yeah but still, I thought I'll never see you again. "
Jimin's smile fell an he looked down at his feet, yeah if things were like they had to be, they would never see each other again.
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"So uhm... " Jimin started, he tried to start the conversation but Jungkook was on his phone texting right now, and that made younger boy really sad.
Maybe he was texting his girlfriend, his pregnant girlfriend that was probably more beautiful and smarter them Jimin, she was probably more funny then him and she was better in bed it's just so-
"Oh, I'm sorry I had to uhm, tell her I'll come home later. " Jungkook finally looked up and put his phone in the pocket.
.
"What did u told her? "
"That I'm with my old friend. "
Oh.
Should he ask him about her? Jimin wanna know everything.
"Tell me Jimin, what do u want?"
You.
But I guess it's too late.
"You want the truth? " he asked weakly.
"Mhhm. "
And now the blonde lost the need to tell Jungkook everything, he obviously don't care, Jeon moved on and Jimin is supposed to be happy for him, he wanted to be happy but his selfishness was stopping him.
"I was passing by and I remember your birthday is in two days. " and look on Jungkook's face didn't change, hia gaze was still cold, just like first week when they met before
Jimin broke his wall down.
"Silly me, I thought I will be best present. "
And they both laughed.
"Yeah, silly you."
Idiot me.
Just stand up and say goodbye quickly and save yourself from even more embarrassment, Jimin. Just do it.
"Tae left me and I really hoped you will give me... anything. "
So the plan is not gonna work, because Jimin is weak.
"And I just, I never thought.. "
"Jimin. " Jungkook interrupt. "Don't try to pity yourself, be happy you got rid of that fuckface. "
I did, but I lost you.
So smaller boy smiled and nodded quickly before cupping his glass. Change the subject, don't show how much you need him.
"Tell me about your girlfriend. "
He tried to keep eye contact, get lost in his beautiful soft eyes, soft as his heart but on moments he felt pathetic, so small and Jungkook was a giant for him.
"She's great. "
Talkative as always.
"O God, I hope you didn't say that when people would ask you about me. "
"They never asked Jimin, no one knew about you. "
And this is how story about Jungkook who was killing Jimin slowly started.
It all felt unreal, like everything stopped, it's quiet and blonde can only hear and see Jungkook.
He was a coward but he also doesn't want to leave. Jimin was on top, he almost had everything he wanted, he should have stayed that night, but the fact Taehyung would get Jungkook locked again torture him and kill was something Jimin would never never let happen, if he only came earlier and told Jungkook why he did that, well, Jungkook would call him an idiot for sure, but it was the move out of love.
"Right, because we we're a secret, something forbidden. "
They both took a sip of their drinks, but Jungkook drinked his bear all the way down. Was he hurrying things? He want to leave as soon as possible.
"Why did Taehyung left you? Or you left him? "
O God, this is all so embarrassing, Jimin is on the ground and his secret ex just keeps kicking him.
"I guess he found a replacement, someone younger and sluttier. "
Boy on the other side of desk sigh, he never knew Jimin can come here and make him angry like this, it's been two years and Jungkook was never this mad (if we don't count month after Jimin left without saying goodbye. )
"You still talk down about yourself I see. "
"Yes, you know you get used to it when you listen your husband calling you all kinds of way. "
"Was Taehyung always like that? "
Jimin shook his head, his Taehyung used to be sweet, and funny and caring and always there for him. But it all changed after Jungkook, at the end it looks like he was too jealous.
"So he left you just like that? Doesn't he know you're irreplaceable? "
And in that moment Jimin can swear by his life he saw something in those black eyes, even the tone of his voice was different and Jimin saw hope (not the annoying bartender but real hope).
And then he remember her, Jimin is not a home wrecker, Jungkook is gonna be a father soon, everything Jimin dreamed of is falling apart.
"Obviously I am, I saw that in two cases, Jungkook."
Thing about Park Jimin is that he's fragile, like glass, like thin ice, like snowflake. Every wrong move can leave huge scar that is impossible to repair. That's why Jeongguk decided to stand up from the table and leave soon.
But before he go back home and act like everything is perfect he reach for Jimin's left hand, it wasn't here, the ring that used to burn his eyes.
"I knew it, your hand looks more beautiful without that ring. " with that he let go of smaller and soft hand.
"I got rid of the ring and you of your handcuffs, isn't that what used to keep us a part? "
And Jeon had no answer, so in a panic he turn around and took a deep breath.
"Don't you dare to leave!" Jimin shouted desperately.
"Like you left me two years ago? Is that what you mean? "
And just like that now was Jimin's time to be speechless.
"I'll meet you here tomorrow around 8pm."
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(LOOK HOW GOOD JIN lookS)
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