JIMIN pov

Take it off, take it off!

I was screaming in my mind while wathing Taehyung getting ready for bed....

He goes everywhere with that necklase.

My necklase.

"Baby?" he whispered and I shut my eyes pretending to be asleep.

I felt his weight on my body as he hugged me like koala. I bit my lip and forced myself to sleep while listening to his breathing. How can my feelings change in few months? I used to love him with all my heart.

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Next morning as usual Taehyung would woke up earlier, make us coffee and breakfast. He will put it all on a table before walking to our bedroom.

"Goodmorning baby boy." I felt a ligh kiss on my cheek. "Time to wake up." he would whisper.

I streched and yawned before blinking few times to adjust at sunlight. I would meet with his beautiful smile. He picked me up bridal style as every mornimg just to take me to the kitchen and sat me on a chair.

He never liked to eat alone. I enjoyed his morning company, but lately all we talk about in the morning was Jungkook and how I should stay away from him.

Every morning he would remind me of Jungkook's past.

"You will be late." I looked up at him while drinking the coffee.

He nodded and stand up to lean over the table just to give me a peck. "I love you Jimin." he whispered.

I gulped and filled my mouth with food and said something that sound like 'I love you too.'

After cleaning the table I walked to bathroom to get ready for my job too. And then I saw it.

Taehyung forgot the necklase, first time in two months.

"Hmm." I took her and bit my lip while staring down at her.

.

Should I give it back to Jungkook and finally be free?

Or should I put it back and lie that I can't took it from Taehyung.

Because I really enjoyed his attention, his apperiace even dark it made me happy. I love the fact that Jeon Jungkook exist.

I love our secret meet ups, our weird conversations, our long nights, and short kisses.

At the same time I hate reality. I need to come back to Taehyung and act like nothing ever happened.

Snd Jungkook goes back to his empty apartment. He can't find a job because Taehyung made sure everyone knows his past.

I fall asleep every night in other man's arms thinking how Jungkook us right now, did he eat, is he warm, does he miss me?

I decided one thing.

I will never bring him the necklase back.

I sat down on the empty box at the small alley not so far away from my club. I came 20 minutes just to meet up with him. To see if he's alright.

It took a minuted to heard heavy steps behind my back. I took my mask off and turn around to meet Jungkook's masculine figure, beautiful but tired eyes and that genuine smile.

I fall for his dark side that wasn't that dark anymore.

I stand up and hugged him around his waist tightly just like I do every day. He placed his hands on my cheeks and made me to look up at him.

"How did you sleep?" he asked concerned. "Is everything okay? He didn't do anything...."

"Kookie I'm fine." I gave him my smile and giggled slightly. "And you?" I whispered.

He shrugged. And I sigh seeing his face and all those saddness in his eyes. "I'm okay. I just wish I can hugg you to sleep and woke up with you in my bed instead of that jerk." he let go of me and kicked the box I was sitting fee minutes ago.

I took him my his arm and hugged it.
"Please don't. Jungkook I have no idea where this is going but I don't want to stop this, stop us."

He looked down at me, his breathing was fast but his gaze was so soft, so hurt.

"You're too good, Jimin." he started and I can hear his voice cracking already. "I will never be right for you. And what's gonna happen?" he stopped.

I heard people talking and moved more inside the alley so no one can see us.

"Jimin you're gonna get married, have family maybe you will be happy, maybe you wont. Soon you'll forget about me and God know's how I'm gonna end up. I just w-'

" Jungkook shut up!" I shouted and hugged his hand. "I will think of something." He smiled sadly and I let go of him.

"Go, you need to work." he said not even looking at me anymore.

"Please, visit me." I pouted but he just stood there with his head low.

I turn around and before I walked away I heard Jungkook whispering. "I will."

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Okaay I think it's so easier for me to write while listening to music.

I have no idea where I'm going with my ff's

I didn't proofread!