JIMIN pov

My mind is a mess, I acted like I'm not hurt, like I don't care but I am so fucking in pain.

Totall stranger came to my life with his sassy tongue and cokd stare, his "I don't care additude" and big warm hart.

And he fucked me up. He turm my world around.

He acted, no he hides his real self, he made the walls and hid his past.

I was there for him, I was willing to help him heal. But he told everything to Hoseok, who doesen't care about anyone or anything.

"Tae?" I glanced at right to find him streching.

"Yes Minnie?" He yawned cutely before putting his arms around me.

"I feel sick." I pouted and snuggled to his chest. "I can't go to work today."

He looked down at me and kissed my forehead. I smiled. He know I lied but yet he acted like he doesen't care.

"You don't wanna meet that liar, right?" He whispered with his deep raspy morning voice. "I understand."

I nodded and closed my eyes.

Jungkook was dangerous, he's first one who nade me imagine life without Taehyung, I enjoyed his little act. I believed I would have fun with him, I imagined myself with him. I sinned!

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Mall was crowdy, I liked the fact that no one even payed attention on me. It was just me.

I sneaked out an hour after Taehyung left the house.

I don't know why but I needed a day free for myself. I put my sunglasses and new jacket i never had a chance to wore before, I felt good and i don't need anyone to make me feel like that.

He didn't crossed my mind at all, but I did to him. Apparently I never left his mind.

I stood at the line for coffe when I felt someone's arm sneaking around my waist. I looked back in a second to meet a tall man with his head down and his bangs covering his eyes, his arm still on my waist.

I frowned at him and moved his hand away.

He didn't fight back. He looked up at me with his cold stare and moved his mask from his face.

I gasped and pushed him away. "O hell no!" I said and decided to leave.

He followed, he didn't said a word he just followed quietly.

I walked slower, I can hear his hard breathing and feel his parfume.

After few meters I stopped walking when we end up on empty part of the mall, he walked until he was shoulder to shoulder with me.

"I hate you."

He laughed and it melt my heart. Just his laugh, nothing else.

"How I wish I got a dollar every time I heard that."

I glanced at him and met his gaze. "How did you find me?"

"I stalked you."

"Stop. I don't want to have anything to do with you."

He break the eye contact just to reach for his pocket. He looked down at the necklase in his hand.

"Can I give this to you?"

"I don't wan't."

"Just listen to me." He interrupted. "My story is fucked up and don't blame me for not telling you. I didn't want to lose you." He handed me a necklase.

"Can I give you a promise?"

I nodded and looked down at shiny necklase. This is wrong Jimin, wrong.

"I promise you to tell the truth about me and I'll made you fall for me."

"Jungkook!" I shouted and decided to run away only to be stopped by him.

"Please, I won't touch you, I won't bother you. But just hear my story and I will leave after it." He loosen his grip on my wrist just to interwine our fingers together.

"Once you don't want to see me anymore just give me this necklase back." He spoke and let go of ny hand.

"Jungkook I can't."

"Try." He whispered while looking down at his hands.

"You're doing drug's you were..."

"I know that! I fucking lived that life. No need to tell me." He said and sigh making his way to the exit.

"I'll try!" I shouted after him but he didn't even looked back.

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I KNOW THIS SUCK BUT FORGIVE ME I'M NOT THE BEST LATELY