(Lol I have no life I'm at my graduation dance watching my daughter play with a balloon while I write this. I have a health condition so no point in dancing. None of my friends have even noticed I'm off to side having trouble breathing >.>)

  Two months later

"Ellyn is going to watch the girls today, now we can go out like the old days. Sound okay?" I asked Y/N. She looked up from Elizabeth's wooden crib and looked at me with a concerned look. 

"I trust no one but you with Elizabeth, I'm sorry Sam but no," She replied. I sighed and walked out of the room with my sword in hand. I walked outside and let the cold air greet me. 

"Daddy!" I turned around and saw Sarah running after me. 

"Sarah? What are you doing outside?" I asked her. 

"I wanted to come with you!"  I smiled warmly at the small girl. She was wearing her regular clothes, we didn't have enough money to buy or make her a winter coat sadly so I worried for her health a bit. She had some old boots and mittens, and Ellyn had given her a scarf so she was somewhat okay. 

"Stay close to me." I told her. She giggled at my response and took my hand, dragging me down a bit. 

"I miss Mommy." Sarah told me. 

"What do you mean?" I asked her, looking down. 

"Mommy is always fussing over Elizabeth now, she doesn't have time for us anymore," She replied, looking down with a frown on her face. I bit my bottom lip out of nervousness, I noticed I tend to do that a lot. 

"Does Mommy still love us?" Sarah asked me, tears welling up in her eyes and slowly rolling down her face. 

"Of course she does, she loves you very much," I replied. I wiped away the tears on her face. 

"Where's my happy child? Where did her smile go?" I asked, trying to lighten the mood. 

"Does Mommy still love Maria?" 

"Of course she does, why are you asking these questions?" 

"Does Mommy still love you Daddy?" I sighed and sat down beside Sarah in the snow. 

"Your Mother and I have had our differences but never have we hated each other enough to want to leave each other. We love each other very much and we love all three of you equally," I explained to her. 

"Thank you Daddy," She replied before pressing her small body against mine and wrapping her legs around my leg since she was so small. 

"I love you Daddy, I love Elizabeth too." Sarah told me. I stroked her black coal hair. 

"I know you do and I hope you continue to love us all," 


I wanna be a pancake 


~Lila W.