OKAY BEFORE Y'ALL LEAVE, I'M NOT JUST HERE TO APPRECIATE BANGTAN SO SHUSH YOUR MOUTHS.
Warning I will be swearing without y'know bleeping it.
I am very tired and kinda sick so yay....

  Long ass weekend *cri*
Friday I went to Six Flags. That was fun. I got to see a black and white wolf in person for the first time! And my friend went to the hospital. That was eventful...
(she's fine now) wow my friends are right I do go from 0 to 100 real quick.
Saturday I was mostly sleeping all day cause sick. I had a weird dream I was captured by a yandere werewolf (he was very attractive but not a korean so ufjsjejw)
And then my other dream I forgot. Fuck you short term memory loss. (Something I actually have not the 10% remembering your dream shit)
   Then Sunday. Today yes. I went over to Katie's. We played Sims. I tried to get Namjoon and my OC together. They were too sleepy -.-
I tried to get tae and kookie together. Too energized but now boyfriends so yay. Uhm FUCKING YOONGI RUINED FUCKING EVERYTHING. I GOT THEM TO HAVE SEX (too much jeondaily(an author I love)) BUT I WAS ABOUT TO HAVE JIMIN ASK YOONGI TO BE HIS BOYFRIEND. YOONGI WALKED AWAY TO GET FOOD. I UNDERSTAND FOOD IS VERY IMPORTANT BUT YOU FUCKING RUINED EVERYTHING. This is the funny part. I yelled "YOONGI YOU ASSHOLE!" and Katie's grandma just shouts "UHM"
(she wasn't mad she's cool with us swearing)
ALSO I GOT ENGAGED. I CAN'T SHOW MY RING CAUSE IN MY DARK ROOM. I'M VERY SWEATY CAUSE IT'S HOT HERE. I LOOK LIKE SHIT. AND I'M TIRED. YAAY CLOSER IS PLAYING!*dances*
*is actually listening to American music for once*
And today I found out Jungkook is in an arranged marriage. Crying. No wonder he just smiled when armys liked his wedding proposal the best. *BTS's MANLY wedding proposes/info from Her Jams/look it up*

  YAAAY AND NOW FOR THE FUCKING BBMAs. I got harassed today by my friend. She sat on me twice, probs almost crushed my thighs and broke my rib cage. *is that one skinny friend with the body of a model, hates it*
(BLAME MY BROTHER)
  Uhm. The Magenta carpet was great. I loved watching it and I got to see BTS on good morning America. That was great. I loved seeing Lindsey Stirling and Lea Michele. And honestly I have to say, Drake and Nicki are REALLY cute together like couple goals. And Blake and his girl too. *already forgot her name even though used to watch the voice all the time*
  And BTS met the chain smokers, I SMELL A COLLAB COMING UP ;)
I BETTER HEAR IT ON THE RADIO LIKE BITCH I CAN START LISTENING TO THE ACTUAL RADIO AGAIN INSTEAD OF YOUTUBE, SPOTIFY, AND PANDORA >.>
(along with V live which no one here but armys will understand)
  YAAAAY SET IT OFF IS PLAYING WOOOOOHOOOOO!!!!!!!
*is a music nerd*
I'm so happy Lindsey won the Electrical dance award and I LOVED HER DRESS AND NEW HAIR MY GORD. AND HER BEING EXTRA AND TRYING TO FIND SOMEONE TO GIVE THE MIC TOO JUST DYING. And on Insta this morning she filmed herself in a bathroom, oh dear gord that was hilarious. Oh holy shit my finger hurts from wearing my ring.
Mas-I mean uhm my fiance O_o got the wrong ring size. (Tiny I already see you screaming at me in the comments. I can already predict your comments. That's why you're my favorite :P)

  Wow it's gonna be weird not living with my parents. No more bickerings every morning. I'm scared. SHSHIIUEHGHF

  YES MELANIE MARTINEZ LOOOOOOL
TAG YOU'RE IT. TAG TAG YOU'RE IT. *is a nerd*

  And Nicki SLAYED TONIGHT LIKE GIRL YOU GOT STYLE. BITCH INTRODUCE ME TO YOUR WARDROBE DESIGNERS I WANT YOUR OUTFITS FOR WHEN I GO TO VEGAS (again. Note children. When you go to Vegas, don't go to Paris. I accidentally walked into a strip club. It was horrible. My "innocent" eyes)
  I loved everyone's performances, cringed at a few outfits XD
So proud of Bangtan for winning the top social artist award. Lindsey gave it to them too *crying* Idol meets idols.
YAAAAY SOME GET SCARED
Birdie: You're weird

FUCK OFF

I was really upset they didn't get to perform. Actually, I feel like they were gonna do a surprise performance but didn't have time. Because with Drake bringing up his fam and stuff, yeah *cri* cause the Big hit managers were there when BTS wasn't and stfu. And both Namjoon and Hobi covered the red part on the card that has writing on it. It might've said performer. They said they wanted to perform. They were in appropiate costume.
YES SHAWN MENDES FHWHSJEY
  And it was said they were gonna perform Blood sweat and tears AND FIRE.
(sexy and lit perfect to blow away them western artists)
(wow no wonder my mom and Dad call me gangsta and swaggish and forgot the other one....)
Plus they were teaching that one Disney star girl Fire. And on the BBMAs snapchat the girl said they had a surprise planned.
But they didn't so cri. I swear if it's because of Drake at the end HHSHSF
I understand it was really cute with the fam but....
FNIWJIKOOFPD
SOMEHOW I GOT MY JIKOOK SHIP IN THAT WHAT THE FUCK?!
YOOOOO MORE SET IT OFF

  Yeah so I'm happy our boys got to meet a lot of their favorite artists. They all said they were amazing guys *forgot how to do sunglasses face* B) (right?)

   Wow this was my first time watching Billboard like honestly I was blown away. I hope to see some collabs. I got my bts extra (thank you Tae for your glasses, face, and blessing us with your Gucci. I would recognize those shoes, shirt, and watch anywhere. *is a Gucci fan thanks to Tae* and Hobi for your beautiful angel hope smile and dance. Beautiful)

  Proud of my boys. Proud to be an army. I saw them crying. I saw them hug. I saw them receive their reward from Lindsey. I saw them be extra. I didn't see jungkook drinking juice *cri* and Justin Bieber didn't show so I didn't see Kookie act un human because of him around*

ANNYEONGHASEYO JUSTIN SUNBAEMIN

J.B: Did he just call me an annoying mayo?

  Dead lol. I saw a lot of things today. My poor bts pillow was harassed. I got scratched by Hollyleaf and started bleeding. Sat next to my crush for hours. (lol y'all be screaming at me, I keep my relationships private cause my last one just blew up on instagram and our life wasn't very private -.-)
AND WOOHOOO HALSEY. YOU KILLED IT TONIGHT GUUUURL
LOW OF SELF OF STEAM SO YOU RUN ON GASOLINE.

  Shit I am so sorry I've rambled. I spammed Snapchat, Twitter (I am so sorry it took me 30+ minutes to do all of that), and I still need to post on Insta.....
IT'S THIRTY TO ELEVEN SHIT. I HAVE FINALS TOMORROW *crying*
   I hate graduation............
I still need to get my dress...
Should I get a dress, boy outfit, or a super hip outfit like FUCK DRESSES AND HEELS IMMA WEAR MY BTS HAT BACKWARDS AND HAVE MY RED HIGH TOP CONVERSE. GO TO THE COMMENTS. DO IT OR I WON'T UPDATE. I KNOW WHO READS THIS. STATS TELL ME EVERYTHING.
Shit this is longer than a chapter................
*wanted it to be 300 words*
Fuck my life
  I'M SORRY. I'M PUBLISHING MY BTS FANFICS BETWEEN JUNE 2ND AND JUNE 5TH. AHEJEIEHYSG
Cause my graduation is June 1st and my party is June 2nd. And then Santa Cruz, L.A, Vegas, Palm Springs, San Diego, San Francisco, and then Chicago. So busy........ *crying*

I'LL PULL THROUGH I PROMISE
I like talking with you guys I want to be more open. You're free to pm me any time about anything I am the most mature and immature person you will ever meet. Anddddd I also got the Amino app! I am Bluestar4872 if you wanna hit me up *realizes that sounds wrong, is taken. Kill me now*
  I joined the K.A.R.D, ARMYS, and *forgot the other community*
I'm mainly in Armys lol
As soon as I get my Iphone 7 for graduation and I've familarized myself with the app I would like to start a community so yaaaaay......
*doesn't know wtf to do*

I'm not a stalker I swear.

And this cat was great. It kept getting in front of camera
Okay I will finally take my leave. My stories Insanity and Under the stars will be released in early June. Will be updated randomly until His Warrior is finished by the end of June.
And my sister is working on a cover for my poems and short stories I would like to update more often. I'll put in some convos with characters, fun q and a's, *the title*, and maybe book trailers? After I do my BTS I would like to do more K-pop. Or maybe some anime like I love Attack on Titan. FUCK WHAT AM I DOING?!
GOODBYE

~Lila W.