Hana's POV :

"Jungkook pull out", I said tapping his arm when I felt him getting closer, but he Just closed his eyes fastening the pace

This doesn't look good!

Something's not right

"Jungkook I said pull out, I'm on my peak time!!", I screamed again for him to listen but he still ignored my words

What has gotten into him, please No!!

And tears automatically started to pour out from my eyes imagining the worse to happen

Why are you crying though?

Didn't you knew his true Nature, haven't you still understand how Jungkook is hana?

My mind snap at me

"Fuck Fuck Fuck!!", Jungkook chanted as his body spasmed uncontrollably and he cum inside me

I was crying hysterically now, what was I even thinking when I decided to do this? What did I even expect from him!!

As he came down from his high, jungkook fell over me and hugged me close to his chest

"Thank you for coming in my life angel", he said placing kiss on my neck and tried to drift off to sleep and I scoffed in disgust

How can one be so selfish? I gave him one last thing that I had left and still he decided not to respect that

He made me regret, again!!

I was crying at my stupidity, at how I failed to control my urges

Stop crying Hana!! You knew this would happen

You chose this yourself,

Take responsibility now!!

Why should I though?

He's the one responsible for every thing!!
Why should I take responsibility for this, why should I be the only one to suffer?

Jungkook is the one who should suffer, he should pay for everything

He wants my love right? Now I will give him all my love!!

I have nothing left now anyway!

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Author's POV :

"Why did you do it?", Hana asked as she looked at Jungkook emotionlessly dead in his eyes

Jungkook didn't heard her at first, as he was on his way to dreamland but when he heard her sniff, he woke up

"What?", He asked again

"Why did you it?", Hana reapeated again in her hoarse voice but this time Jungkook Heard her properly

Jungkook had the answer to her question, but even he knew the answer he had was not something hana wanted to listen

"I had to!", He mumbled in low voice

Is that his reason?, hana scoffed in her mind

"Why? I need an proper answer", Hana insisted

She still wanted to know what was his reason, she wanted to know if he really had some reason for doing this, to explain himself

Deep in her heart she hoped he had, something that could change her heart

"I tried everything, everything in my power to make you fall for me, but something always seems to go wrong, so I had no other option but to do this, to tie you to me"

"Call me selfish, but I did it for us, for me, cuz I love you hana", Jungkook said in desperate voice

Hana could not believe what she was hearing, did he Just said that he purposely cum inside her to make her pregnant out of love

Even when she begged him to not do it?

"is that your reason?", Jungkook can hear pain in her voice

"does my opinion doesn't matter to you?"

Jungkook doesn't answers but only holds her close to him

"So you're saying, you tried to impregnate me, so I could never leave you in future?", Hana scoffed in disgust

"I'm sorry hana please try to understand!", Jungkook begged her

"What do you want me to understand!!", she screams at him pushing him away

"What my life has come to, what had you made me Jungkook, don't you ever feel guilty about it?", he can hear exhaustion in her voice and he didn't feel good about it

"whatever I did, I did it for love"

"Only if you had accepted me, or tried to understand me, you would have known it by now. That how much I love you, but you Just don't wanna give me chance" Jungkook said with tired voice

He still tried to explain his possesivenss in the name of Love and it was now starting to lose its meaning to hana

How can one hurt you again and again and still say it was all for love

As hana grew up, she saw love in Between her parents, she always thought love meant respecting each other, sacrificing for our loved ones

Making promises of always keeping each other happy

Not this!!

She didn't knew, love also had other meaning, this side. The dark one that no one ever told us about.

Exactly, if there was day then there was night too

Now she thinks about it, she remembers how her parents used to fight too, how her mom has cried at Times.

Was that the other side of love? 

"I'll never understand your defination of love" she said to Jungkook who was looking at her like she was his everything

Oh how many times this face has made her rethink her decisions, made her fool. Made her believe that, there's still hope that Jungkook can be helped

But maybe god is actually fair, that's why he gave Jungkook everything but not sense of reasonability

Maybe that's the reason why Jungkook is like this, maybe he only knew dark side of love, maybe he didn't knew love also had other meaning that meant care, sacrificing and respect

And hana was no God!! If Jungkook didn't know it, then Hana doesn't wanted to show him either,

It was not her responsibility to do so!

she has tried and he has always made her regret her decision

Jungkook doesn't deserve her Love, She didn't wanted to be that type of person, who say they can change people

After so much pain he has given her, he doesn't deserve to be happy

If hana is going to suffer, he will also suffer with her

After all they're married, and partners are supposed to share the pain together

Right?

"But you know what Jungkook?, do you think, I'm that gullible that, a pregnancy can stop me from going away from you, Did you really thaught getting me pregnant could stop me?", She said with smirk and such evilness that Jungkook was taken aback by tone of her

He looked up at her, startled with her answer, But tried not to think much about it

Maybe it's all her anger, he tried to understand where her anger was coming from

If Jungkook wants this to work, he needs to be patient with her, anger and force will not help.

He needs hana, and for that he needs to love her as she deserves.

So, he held her face in his big palms, and placed loving kiss on her forehead

"You can try to run away from me, but I will always find you my angel!!", He said with loving smile on his face, pressing their foreheads together

"I love you", he said again and held her close to his chest to share his warmth with her and assure his heart

That his hana is here

And she will always be with him, they are destined to be together, Jungkook know this and

No power in this world can change it!!

An update for you. And sorry forgive me.
I love you all my doves 💜