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Author's POV :

With drink in his hand he sat there in darkness trying to understand,
why do things keep going wrong for them always?

Whenever he thinks things are getting better, something goes wrong and they're back to square, ALWAYS!!

He just don't know how?, he went to find her at party when it took her long for bathroom and there saw them together.

Her lips were smudged, jimin had smirk on his face, it doesn't take genius to understand the situation, anyone would have know what happened but he concluded the Worst!!

He's always been sensitive whenever it concerns to hana. His rationality jumps out of the window, all he sees is rage

He didn't even try to ask her what happened, and punched jimin and one thing led to another

He regretted doing that to Hana, but not beating jimin though

Oh!! How much he wants to go back and kill him but No, he needs to stay here for Hana.

He was scared, that she will try to leave him and he won't ever let that happen

Not even in his nightmares!!

He doesn't knows why he always loses his cool with her so easily.

It's his FEARS that do things, he's always scared of her living him, and how can he not be scared? he has literally forced her to live with him, taken away her freedom

He knows it's wrong but still he won't let her go, NEVER!!

he loves her too much for that

He just wants her Love in return, is that too much to ask? He deserves love too!!

Jungkook knows he has no right to complain, but he Just wants her to see how much he loves her, Hana has always only seen his anger, why can't she see his love too, his efforts, his dedication?

She doesn't Knows how Hard it is for him to control his desires for her, he never used to fuck around. No!! Jungkook hates that thing but ever since hana has come around, it's like his teenage hormone have come to life

Can't she see his love in that?

Oh!! Hana drives him crazy, he just doesn't know what to do anymore!!

Jungkook regrets today's incident from bottom of his heart, he never wanted to do that but again as I said whenever it concerns hana Jungkook loses his sensibility of thinking, he's sured today's incident is going to leave scar on her heart

He was scared!! Jimin scares Jungkook cuz he knows hana loves him

Jungkook wants to embrace her, just like he wants her to embrace him. He wants to shower her in his love, wants to give her the best she ever had

He wants to make memories with her, sweet one filled with love and happiness but they just keep going in circles with no progress at all

Unknown to him tears started to fall from his eyes, as all kind of negative thoughts engulf his mind, trying to pull him into darkness that he is trying to escape for so long

No!!! He can never lose hana, he will die

Jungkook needs her, he needs her to live, to stay sane, or he doesn't know what will happen to him  

He was still drown in his thaughts when suddenly door of room his burst open and came inside sweating furious Hoseok

"What did you do to her?", Hobi said panting as he took in his surrounding

Glass shattered on floor, no lights in room only darkness where Jungkook was seated in corner

"Nothing", he heard Jungkook whispering back

"Don't lie to me Jungkook, I was at party I saw you taking her furiously away from there and you even asked guards not to let anyone in, tell me truth the Jungkook!!", hobi screamed back, he was furious to say the least.

He saw how angry Jungkook was and he Knows whenever Jungkook is upset related to hana it never ends well

He already feels bad for ignoring whatever is happening with her. He liked hana, she's nice person and he liked her more for Jungkook, he feels bad seeing her like this

But he loves Jungkook more, he cares for his happiness and Jungkook is happy when he's with hana

He has seen Jungkook suffer, cry and all those things holds hobi back, he just wants best for him

"I said nothing hyung, and it's none of your business, so Leave!!", hobi sighs at his reply, behind jungkooks hard voice he heard him crack and devastated

Hobi knows, if Jungkook doesn't wants he won't talk, it's just wasting your breath

"I'm leaving now but if I got to know you have gone far with her, trust me I'll be the one to take her away from you", hobi says and soon glass is thrown at his way barely missing him

Jungkook is on him in an instant, pressing him against the wall clutching his neck in chokehold

"No one can take her away from me hyung!, she's mine and only mine. You or not even death can apart us, anyone who tries to apart us I'll kill them!!", he says with greeting teeth, eyes red with rage and pushes stunned hobi out of the room

Breathing furiously he goes out of his room to their share bedroom where hana is slept

Or

That's what he thinks

*******

Next morning,

Hana woke up on bed with Jungkook sitting on her side placing strips of cold water on her forehead looking wreck than she has ever seen him 

He had darkcircles under his eyes, it looked like he hasn't slept a bit

"You woke up", he said with hoarse voice and tried to touch her forehead to check her temperature but hana helds his hand midway stopping him from touching her and sat up straight against headboard

She looked down and saw she was dressed and treated. Her bruises that were given by the same person aiding her now were also treated

"How are you feeling?", He asked but got no reply in return

They sat there in silent, Jungkook looking at her helplessly not knowing how to apologise for his sin, when he heard her mumble something

"How long are we going to be like this?"

"What do you mean?", Jungkook didn't understand what she was trying to say but he felt in his bones whatever hana is going to say next won't be pleasing to his ears

"Exactly how long are you planning to continue your obsession with me Jungkook? Get over with it already for god's sake!!", This time hana scream at him looking straight in his eyes as tears started to fall from her eyes

She was crying hysterically, but this time her tears didn't faze him, cuz his own heart was bleeding

She just called his love for her obsession,

Jungkook sat there dumbstruck, she threw all his efforts, his love like trash. He was hurt deeply!!

"What are you trying to say Hana?", He replied still hoping for her to take back her words, to mend his broken heart

"You don't love me Jungkook!!!! That's what I'm trying to say", she screamed in his face and in blink jungkook was over her pressing her against headboard of bed making her gasp in fear as he held her hair bringing their faces closer

"Do not ever question my love for you!!", He said with bloodshot eyes

"See this is what I'm trying to say, you don't love me Jungkook. We don't hurt the person we love, and you don't even hesitate to hurt me", hana said with broken voice

Totally given up at this point

Jungkook breathes in and out, this isn't how he planned to wake her up. He was supposed to apologise to her not make things worst

She's had fever due to sitting in shower yesterday too much crying is just going to worsen her condition

Jungkook places his head on her shoulder exhausted, he is tired of all this

"Please Hana", she heard him mumble in breathy voice with his hot breath hitting her neck

This is first time, he has called her with her name and it felt weird to hear that

"Please try for me, I'm exhausted. I didn't wanted thing's to be this much bad between us Hana", he says now looking up in her eyes with his own broken one

"I thought after sometime you will forget everything, you will accept me and we will live happily, that MY LOVE will be able to make you forget everything but things keep getting worst between us, I know I have fucked up many times but please try to see my love too hana", now tears were flowing continuosly from his eyes with no stopping in them

"Why do you only see my rage always, Why not love? take it in consideration too, Everyone deserves chances, can't you give me one chance Hana, can't you try once for me, I'm dying inside Hana!!", Jungkook says hitting his chest in pain

"It hurts here, please love me back Hana. I'm sorry for everything but please for once LOVE ME BACK!!", his voice was now not more than whisper at this point, he hugged her close burying his face in her neck trying to get her warmth as much as he can

His sobbed were painful, even for hana to hear, his cries stabbed her heart in painful way

Just like him, his tears has always been her weakness, she didn't knew it at first but somewhere deep in her heart he was making place for himself that not even hana was aware of

Very Slowly hana placed her hand on his back, in soothing way hugging him close to her, she pressed him close to her body trying to take his pain away

With only one thought in mind

Is it true?

Did she really not even once tried to love him???

Horror Fact : A human head remains conscious for around 20 seconds after being decapitated.

Sounds painful!!😣

A/N :

I have become shameless at this point now, giving reasons, apologising and still not updating on time but I promise I'm really so busy

And I was hurt too, in just last few months I losted 3 of my favourite authors from Wattpad only for one reason, hatred!!
And they were so nice and wonderful, their stories were so beautiful, nothing like to hate at all

It's my deepest request to all, I know you guys are angels but if you see anyone hating on someone's work plz stop them. Author try their all to give their best but still people hate on them, it's always easier to criticize someone, but keep yourselves on their place, how will you feel?

It hurts alright, how can people hate on someone so much that they Just leave, they lose confidence in themselves

To all those haters if you can't give constructive comments, don't comment at all, just fuck off!!
You have no right to criticize someone's work, they work hard on them!!

Atleast think before you speak, assholes!!

Sorry my dear doves if I ranted so much, but I'm just so disturbed that I had to say this.

That's why if you ever see hate comment, tell them to stop 🛑