Happy Birthday to Tsuyu Asu (February 12) and Early Birthday to La Brava (February 14)

⚠️Trigger Warning with plea for you not to call for my head⚠️

"Damnit." I mutter in my apartment's bathroom, crimson liquid flowing from my arm and into the sink below. What am I fucking thinking? Wouldn't seeing the ones I care about help me relax not more dead inside?

Luckily, or not, I am alone. Toga is spending the night at HQ since we were shopping into the early evening and I sure the hell didn't want to go back to the mansion yet. "God damnit." I kneel down on the ground, ice now covering my self-inflicted wounds as I put my face in my hands as the tears start to flow. Why the hell am I like this? I'm a Pro hero, I shouldn't be cutting myself like an old credit card that you are going to throw away.

"Azula?" I look up- Izuku. God I probably look like I just murdered someone unless he saw the razor blade in the sink. Not to mention the fact that I am in my bra and a pair of boxers, I didn't want to get blood on my clothes.

"Izuku I-" I want to say something, maybe that I didn't kill anyone? But I don't get the chance to as Izu kneels down and wrap me in his arms. Almost immediately I start crying into his shoulder, something I honestly been needing for months, just a good cry, as he holds me close, rubbing my bare back.

After what feels like hours, I calm down enough to actually look up at Izuku. Only to see his eyes full of tears Ike mine were. "Izuku- I'm sorry." I say softly, now looking toward my lap. I don't know what I'm apologizing for; cutting, hiding my emotions, making him cry, all of the above? I don't know.

"Let's get you cleaned up, okay?" he says, I nod before getting up with his help. But before anything can be said or done, I am brought into another hug, a tight one. "I love you Izuku." I say softly as I hug him back, "I love you too Azula."

We take care of my cuts, my arm either numb or I am use to the pain. Maybe both knowing me. "Azula, why?" Izuku asks.

"I-I don't know." I say "Maybe because I can't put my energy into patrol or training? Maybe because I am practically alone with my undercover work? i don't know." I repeat more softly. Izuku hugs me again that last for a bit before he pulls back and turns a bright red. Did he just now realized my 'outfit'.

"Something wrong Izuku?" I ask teasingly as he advert his gaze. He doesn't say anything [MidoriyaIzuku.ex stopped working?]. I stand up from the toilet lid and place a kiss on his cheek since I am mean in a nice way.

I go to my room and grab one of the hoodies I stole from Izuku, obviously since it's an All Might one. I don't put any form of pants on, so basically the same outfit that I was in before Toga dragged me out. "Have you ate anything for dinner?" I ask, it's almost eight now and I certainly haven't ate anything since the mall. "No not yet." Izuku calls back, sounding like he was still in the restroom. Hope that isn't because of me.

I start cooking something quick for us with my music playing aloud from my phone. Thankfully Izuku had arrived here alone, I don't know what I would do if he didn't, especially if Tenshi came.

Morning ❤️

I wake up a little dazy but much more rested than I have been for the past few days. I mean considering that before I didn't get any, it wasn't too high of a bar to meet.

I try to sit up, only to be pulled back down. That's why. I smile as I look at the sleeping figure of my boyfriend. I lay back down, but not before placing a kiss on his forehead. I had definitely paid for my teasing yesterday. I start running my fingers through his hair, asking myself how in this world was I able to get Izuku in my life with my lovely personality.

I rest my hand on Izuku's cheek, causing him to put his on top of mine as he begins to wake up. "Good morning." I smile, "Morning," he yawns "sleep well?"

"Better than the past few" I reply, maybe I should try to get a few more z's before I go back to the Villa. I mean Toga and I never told anyone that we were leaving nor when we would be back. But when I had resnuggled into the bed, someone knocks on the front door.

Of course I groan in response, "I'll go and see who it is." Izuku offers as he place a kiss on my forehead. "Tell whoever it is to fuck of." I mumble now on my stomach as Izuku gets out of bed, "Unless they have soba then you take the soba before you close the door in their face."

"That's a little mean Azula." Izuku says, I shrug saying that I was comfy. Izuku leaves my room, I decided to get dress. I mean, I'm awake and Izu is up too. I put on a black long sleeve turtle neck a pair of jeans as my name is called, sounding slightly embarrassed. It was Izuku's idea to walk out without a shirt to answer the door.

"Mama!" Tenshi runs to my legs as I enter the living room, "Hi baby." I smile as I pick her up. "Good morning Sis." Sho says giving me a knowing look as my boyfriend rushes to get a shirt on. "Mama! Look what Ko-chan gave me." Tenshi turns her head so that I could see the bow. "That was nice of her." I smile, kissing the top of her head.

"Really?" Bakugo asks, "What?" I ask, genuinely confused but he just shakes his head, setting a bag on the coffee table. "Sorry about that." Izuku says walking back in, now with a shirt on. Yup, his cheeks are still a bright red.

Hey, how are you guys liking my twists so far? Just to let y'all know I won't be updating until Tuesday because of a three-day weekend.