Chapter 21

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"Jin, stop banging, here I will call someone and tell them to open the door."
Taehyung said which made Jin a bit relieved, not because he couldn't stand being in the same but because he didn't knew what would he do if they're in the same room.

"Shit, I forgot my phone at the bar."
"But don't worry I will get you out of this."
Taehyung said not looking at the younger.

A few hours passed by and still no one came and opened the door, how could when it was all planned.
Seokjin curled up in a corner, shivering from the cold.

"Here take this."
Taehyung offered his coat and said.

"I don't need it."
The younger stubournly replied, but Taehyung was not having it, he put the blazer around Jin and sat him on the chair rather than the floor and himself stood besides the window, that's when he felt two arms around his waist and someone leaning their head on his back.

"Don't flatter yourself, I'm only doing this because it's cold."
Seokjin deadpanned, but deep down he did this because he didn't wanted his Taehyung-ssi to catch cold.
To Jin's surprise Taehyung didn't said anything, but after few minutes he felt his husband's body lean towards the window, which got him worried, so turned the elder around to see tears in his eyes, painful he looked.

"Taehyung-ssi"
He softly called out, stroking the other's cheek.

"Jin I-
"Can I ask you something?"
Taehyung asked, tears threatening to fall.

"..."

"Would you not divorce me if I say that I lo-

"Don't say those words which you don't mean Taehyung-ssi."
Seokjin criped as he placed a finger on husband's lips to stop him from saying those beautiful words which could only bring him pain.

"Let me say it nae sa-rang, it's suffocating me to keep it shut inside me, after so many years I've gather this courage to say it to your face rather than confessing when you're asleep, please."
Taehyung knew he was yet to find the truth behind the questions lurking around Seokjin, the truth of Jin's past, his relationship with Jimin, and the lies in which he was caught, who was behind this?
He was determined to find answers but not at the cost of losing his only love, his Jin.

"I love you Jin"
Such simple words yet holding such deep meaning, could save your life or destroy in mere seconds.
The power of love, only a true lover could feel the pain behind it.
Falling in love is easy as they say, but what's important is the further step.
And for Taehyung, the loving part was already done, now it was time to bring these words into existence, to tell the other about his heart's desire.

"I've loved you as long as I can remember, but was coward to say so, afraid that you might reject me, afraid that you would stomp my heart mercilessly, and why would not I think so, you're the most beautiful man, everyone desires to be with you, to have you and you with the snap of your finger could have anyone you wanted and I thought you Jin, is also one of those who use their beauty to lure people, have your way with them."
Taehyung paused when he remembered what Hobi hyung told him about Seokjin's and Namjoon, he clenched his fist thinking he's no good than Namjoon hyung.

"I was mad at you not because you could have anybody but because why that anybody could not be me, why you looked sad when with me and happy with others, why can't you smile at me the way you do at your friends and Jungkook."
Jungkook the reason behind Taehyung's hate, the fuel which ignited more fire in his heart.
At this point Seokjin didn't knew what to say, he could believe what his husband was referring to, when did he do all these things, when didn't he not smiled at the older, one thing whenever the younger would reminisce the past, his old whipped self would flash before his eyes, looking fondly at his Taehyung-ssi.

"You know what's worst Jin, my stupid mind thought if I want to be closer to you I gotta hurt you, made my heart believe that I don't love you and it's okay to hurt you, to see you in pain, said things which pierced your heart, made it bleed, but trust me nae sa-rang I never meant it, I was angry, hurt and mad that I could not have you, could not love you like a normal person, I was so fucked up, a mess from inside, blinded by lies that I couldn't see the love you have for me"
The pain inside of the older came out in the form of words, his demeanor crumbled before his love.

"I know it's hard to forgive a vile like me, but believe me sa-rang, I only loved you and have always."

"Please accept my heart."

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A/N

The (half)truth is out, will Jin accept Taehyung's heart?

Sometimes I wonder if Taehyung is really giving us hints of him liking(loving) Jin more than just as his hyung/band member.
Telling us how he wants us Armies to accept what his heart wants and be happy the way they are.

Taehyung - *pointsathisheart* Reserved for my Jin.

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