Allison

We have now been here an entire month. Everyone was very welcoming to both me and Lilith. If anything, they spoil my baby sister rotten. She loves it of course, as I do my best to keep her humble. She has tried to control the young boys that are her age and are sons of some of the other members. Unfortunately, there are no other little girls. That seems to be a common thing with this club.

Not that Lilith minds in the least, after our first night here, I pulled her aside telling her how sorry I am that she was the only little girl. Reassuring her that once she begins school the following week, she will be able to play and make some close friendships. That's something she has always wanted. Her entire life, she was homeschooled, cooped up in the mansion of those monsters.

Surrounded by no one else, besides her personal teacher, our dogs, and the occasional big man with a gun around his hip. When Grayson told her she would be able to go to actual school, with other children her age, she practically scared everyone with the loudest scream I have ever heard come from her little body.

The second week, that we had been here she came to me, tears in her eyes. I wrapped her up in my arms, holding her close to me. Bending my face within her hair, so I can breath her in. She always calms my anxiety, no matter what is going on in our world. "I had a nightmare. That he was going to come and take us away from here." Her voice broke, as she began to sob. Her face pressed hard into my chest.

"That is never going to happen." The usual big pile of man, that always sleeps on our bedroom floor, spoke up before a word could utter my lips. "How do you know?" Lilith turns her body to face Grayson. Her blue-green eyes, wet and puffy. She wipes the snot from the bottom of her nose on her nightgown. Grayson makes a face at her, "Eww..." He says just to make her laugh. It works.

The once crying little brown haired, blue-green eyed girl that was in my arms, is now rearranging herself to sitting on my lap. Facing the man that has become a father figure in her life. The man that has become so much more to me in these past four weeks. I know he can see how much I want him, just as I can see the hunger in his eyes when he looks at me. Like he is right now.

Licking his lips, his face says everything. With one look, this man can make my knees grow weak, and my heart accelerate. A sinister smile forms on his lips, as he mouths the word 'soon' to me before focusing back on the little girl in my arms. "We have gotten to know one another, right?" She nods her head, hanging onto every word he has to say.

"Do you think for one moment I'm going to let anyone harm either of you?" He tilts his head to the side, with one eyebrow raised. "Of course not." She didn't even have to think about it. The answer came so quickly, as though she truly knows in her heart how safe we are in this world now.

"Exactly!" He scoots closer to our place on the bed. "I will never allow anyone to take you away from me. When someone asks where you live, what your home is, you give them my name." He hits his chest for emphasis. "Because from here on out, for the rest of your life, I am your home." His eyes break from hers briefly to look up at me. "I am your safe place." I can see so much honestly in those chocolate eyes of his. I have to swallow down the sudden feel of wanting this man.

I have been fighting it for weeks, the growing attraction between us. No matter how much everyone else picks on me about it, or how often during the day everyone laughs when they see me watching him. I turn my head away so fast every time I grow dizzy. I'm no virgin of course, but at the same time I have never done anything truly with a man.

If I'm being honest with myself, everything I am feeling for him scares the hell out of me. I know he's patiently waiting for me to be okay, to give him the first sign that I'm ready for something more. The facts are, I'm not certain that will ever truly happen. I may never get there, and then I feel like crying for wasting his time.

He's a good-looking man. One every woman that is available here has done whatever they can to get his attention. One night, at their famous parties that they hold here on the weekends, some brunette that had no top on at all, plopped right into his lap. Started kissing his neck and whispering dirty things in his ear.

Of course, it didn't last long. He dropped her on her ass to the floor. She hollered that it hurt, and asked what was wrong with him. Apparently, he has never turned her down before. I know he has a past with women, but my own green-eyed monster, shown for a brief moment that night. I almost wanted to walk over, kick her away, and kiss the hell out of him.

Instead, when his eyes found mine, I turned and walked away. Heading for mine and Lilith's bedroom, where she was fast asleep. She had been told to stay up there, watching her fair share of movies, and eating her snacks that Grayson bought her. I don't know what he did, if he picked her up and took advantage with what she was willing to give, or if he simply sat back at the bar, bringing his beer to his lips. Either way later that night, when I was fast asleep, he did what he always does.

Helped himself into our room, placing his pillow and a few blankets on the floor. I tried to pretend I was asleep, but when he whispered my name into the night, I couldn't do it anymore. My eyes had popped open, even though I had practically begged them to stay closed. I could see him laying on his side, looking up at me. Looking like one of my dogs when I tell them not to go outside, so they can't play in the rain.

He said nothing more, just stared at me. Once my eyes could focus in the dark more. Where I could make out shadows, I watched as he brought his hand to his mouth. Spitting on it, I had been confused as to what he had planned. That was until I watched him slowly move that hand down his body. His naked body, I didn't even realize he had stripped out of his clothes.

His blanket stopped just above his hardened cock. I watched closely, biting my bottom lip as he rubbed himself beneath those covers. Making me squirm where I laid, next to a sleeping Lilith, wishing I could do something more. Fighting the urge to dip my own hand between my legs and explore myself for the first time.

Then, I felt embarrassed of what I was doing and looked down at my chest. It was rising and falling quickly with the excursion of my breathing, the more excited I was getting. "Look at me." I heard his breathy whisper, and my eyes couldn't do anything but obey. "Good girl." He grew bolder with his words.

Tearing the blanket from his body, to show me that long length of his. I could feel my eyes widen in surprise. I had never seen a penis so large. Of course, I've only ever had one inside of my body, but I have done some research. When I was younger, I once tried to explore my body, but I couldn't get wet enough to enjoy it. No matter how many pictures I viewed on my computer of men's bodies and cock's. I just couldn't get there, so I gave up. Although, that night I was certain I'd be able to come, no problem.

"Do it." His hoarse voice was letting me know how close he was to finishing in his hand. I took a deep breath, to calm my nerves. Looked behind me to make sure Lilith was fast asleep, before my hand slowly made its way down my body. When I got it between my legs, I was shocked of the wetness there.

I had never been so wet before. "Show me." He said, his movements are growing faster. Pulling the blankets away, I dipped my fingers in between my lips, and rubbed my clit. It felt amazing. So good, I had to place my hand over my mouth so I wouldn't make a noise. Faster and faster, I swirled two fingers around my secret place, making my legs move a bit with the power of it.

Just as I heard him grunt out his release, I came to myself. Head falling back against the pillow, mouth open wide, holding my breath so I wouldn't scream. "That has to be the hottest thing I have ever seen." When I opened my eyes, looking directly at him, it took me a minute to catch my breath. All I could see was his want for me in those obsidian eyes of his.

Just like that, I covered myself up with the blanket once more, and hid my face beneath my hand. Feeling embarrassed of what I had just done. I fell back to sleep, feeling more relaxed than I ever had before. With the sound of his laughter in my ears. "I'm going to go give Lizabeth and Martha kisses before bed." The sound of Lilith's words, and her feet scampering out of the room and down the hall break me from my straying thoughts.

When I focus, I suddenly feel warmth overrun my body. It's only Grayson and me in the room right now. From the look in his eyes, his teeth sinking into his bottom lip, he knows just where my thoughts were. He moves closer to my body, kneels in front of me, and takes my hands. My skin is on fire, as I hold my breath, waiting to see what he'll do next.