My heart was beating louder then Dr dre head phones. If he was up he would have heard the beat of my heart instantly. He snorts while turning over. I stare at his backside...Omg I can't! I can't start thinking about this at all.

"Harder?" He groaned the question.

What the...?

My stomach felt like it was going to be sick if there was any food in there. How f*cked up did I get last night to commit this hence crime??? Think Ray think!! My head tried so hard but it wasn't getting anything. I literally felt like the hangover. Where they had to find where Doug was. But in this hangover I need to find out what happened. I looked over at him again. His hair looked so soft. I wanted to run my fingers through it.

STOP BRAIN!!!!

I got up and quickly got dressed. I knew he was going to know when he wakes up. Because I cannot move him. Wait. Kyle can help me. Kyle would definitely keep this our little secret. Out of all the boys I trust Kyle the most. Honestly have no idea why but I know he would help me. I looked around the house and thankfully nobody was up. I found Kyle curled up on a couch with a baby blue blanket. I ripped it off him and he wakes up, looking around to see who did the crime. When his eyes land on me he glares.

"Really Ray? Really. I have the biggest hangover and can barely remeber last night. I'm glad I didn't do anything that I regreted," Kyle laughed pointing at Curtis and a red head snuggled up to each other. Oh no. What is kera going to think. I felt like waking him up and asking what the hell was wrong with him. But then I am not in the position to judge because of who is in my room.

Speaking of.

"Kyle you need to help me with something. Shit is going to hit the fan if anyone finds out about this. And what we did," I clenched my jaw as I kept thinking how stupid I was to let this happen.

"What is it? Who is in your room Ray?" Kyle's eyed were full of concern.

I just told him to follow me while we went upstairs to my room hoping he wasn't up yet. I peaked in and still saw him in the same position. Good. Kyle looked in and his face paled.

"No...you guys didn't..." Kyle trailed off as he saw the look on my face indicating we most certainly did.

"Agh. You're right if anyone did find out alot of drama would happen. Dammit why did we have to get so drunk. And you, you were acting so weird. Like did you take drugs or something?" Kyle looked at me and raised his eyebrow.

"I only smoked some, well alot of weed," I guilty admitted.

"WHAT!" Kyle shouted.

I put my hand over his mouth looked at him making sure he wasn't up.

"I will explain later right know let's get this over with!" I hissed at kyle.

He rolled his eyes and we both entered my room. I quickly pulled the covers off softly making sure he didn't notice.

"wish you did that to me," Kyle mumbles.

I give him a look and then went to go shut my curtains so the sun won't wake him up.

"Take his arms I will take the legs," Kyle said while already grabbing his legs.

I nodded and we lifted him up taking him out of my room and putting him in the guest one right down the hall. Slowly we lifted him up on the bed and run out just in case he woke up. My heart was beating again. If we got caught I would not know what to do.

"That was close," Kyle said as he tried to catch his breath.

"I was holding my breath the whole time. It was like we were doing a crime. I don't like being that bad," Kyle huffed.

"I know. Well I'm going to go ask Lacy to make us some breakfast," I ran my fingers through my hair glad we were done.

"Ask her to make her crepes," Kyle made this strange moaning sound.

I laughed and nodded. As I made my way downstairs I heard people talking and saw Curtis and the redhead stop as they saw me walk down. I didn't bother looking at them I just went straight to the kitchen. Lacy was reading a magazine on "100 ways to be the best cook."

"Hey Lacy," I greeted her while looking around for something to quickly munch on.

"Hello child. Finally you're up. Didn't know if yous was dead or not," she smiled at me.

"I know. But could you make us breakfast please. The usual just alot more and your famous crepes please?" I batted my eye lashes at her making her grin.

"Yes now go eat that out of my kitchen. Will be ready in half an hour," Lacy started grabbing eggs and pan out of the cupboards.

I took the rest of my blueberry muffin and went out going upstairs to get my phone. Jake texted me while Adam tried calling me. Boy drama. Is so not worth it right now. I ignored the and logged onto twitter. All the fans were saying happy birthday to Ryan and how some asked to marry him. I get the fangirl drama. That's how I feel with One Direction. If the boys ever got to meet them I would totally flip. Or Nash. They met Shawn Mendes and I was so angry when I could be there with them. I was in France that day with my mom but honestly meeting Shawn would have been so much better. I would Lacy call us down for breakfast and I ran. I mean her coming is amazing and thats why we kept her for so long. She basically raised me. I grabbed a plate and piled eggs, bacon, fruit, a cup of apple juice and a few pieces of toast. Everyone was up getting food then sat in the living room. Ash got up and looked lik he was going to say something but he just looked at me came to sit down beside me. But this time I knew Angelo was going to say something when he waited for us to look at him.

"I just wanted to say that was a amazing party last night. Even though I barely remember most of it, Ryan hope you had a great party," Angelo raised his glass of juice to Ryan as he smiled back at him.

"Hey I have this video on my phone from last night if anyone wants to see it," Ash spoke up.

Curtis Helped Ash hook up his phone into the TV so everyone could watch.

It started when we played never have I ever. No. Oh my god no.

"Never have I ever thought about Ray as in a girlfriend," Angelo's sexy drunk grin made 3 boys drink.

It was Ryan, Kyle(!) and himself.

My face looked surprise but my drunk self winked at them taking a drink of a bottle I had in my hand. Which made no sense because I never thought about myself like that.

"Never have I ever...had feelings for anyone in this circle," I smirked at most of the people who drinked to that.
Then it started to rain. Ash ran in side because the creation went all crazy.

"Look at these two already," Ash laughed and he focused the camera onto me and Ryan making out in the corner.

Then he followed us all the way up to my room where I Shushed him and closed the door. Then Ash turned the Camera to his face and laughed. Then it went black.

No one said anything. I did not dare to look at anyone. Now people know. I ran upstairs as I heard Kyle and Ryan shout my name. This could not be happening.