~Changed~7

I looked in the mirror in my bedroom and saw someone cometely different from a year ago. My hair was longer and my hazel eyes were darker, more greener. Laugh lines around my face were fading, since I barely laughed and smile anymore. I've gotten thinner and it looked unhealthy. I had ripped right skinny black jeans with a Obey crop top on. Then thick heels. My hair was curled and put to the side. I took a deep breath and smiled, today is Ry's birthday. All about him, and only him. I went downstairs and speak of the rebel.

"Ry!!!" I shouted and ran down the last few steps.

Which was the dumbest idea ever because I tried over my feet and landed on top of him.

"Ow!" He yelled as his head has got the hard tiled floor.

I say up as I looked down at him and made sure he was fine.

"Ray I'm fine," Ryan smiled up at me.

That's when I noticed how close we were and how our positions were. I was straddling his waist while he had his hands on my hips.

"Ryan honey it's time," his mother's voice made us sprang apart.

I looked at his mom, but she grinned at me, happiness shrined through her eyes.

Hmm?

Ryan helped me up and looked as embarrassed as I was at that moment.

"Why don't you guys come out. Let Ray on your back Ry, like old times!" Mrs. Hawken beamed at us.

Ryan looked at me and his look aids he didn't mind. But I minded. It would look like we were together or... I looked at his mom again.

'All about Ryan today' my inner voice whispered.

I smiled.

"If Ry could hold me still," I grinned and lightly punched Ryan in the shoulder.

He unexpectedly picked me up as I screamed when he flipped me over on his back.

"Ryan let me go!!!" I yelled while laughing so hard my insides started to hurt.

"Okay okay!!" Ryan threw me down but I fell back.

"Ryan you Jerk! Sometimes I am so glad we aren't siblings because of how mean you are," Ryan's laughter filled the air.

I helped myself up my heels to the side of my foot and my shirt was pulled up.

Agh

We went to his cake and man did mom and his mom go all out. Six layers of chocolate cake with white icing. It had happy 17th birthday on it. We all broke into the traditional song 'happy birthday' and I smiled when Ryan-

"Here you go Ray!" Ryan threw his first piece of cake right in my face.

OH MY GOD!!!!

I kicked off my heels and ran at Ryan. I pushed him into the pool but not without him grabbing me at the last second.

I quickly scrubbed my face and went up for air. Then everyone started jumping in.

"Sorry Ray but I had to," Ryan grinned at me and whipped his watery hair at me.

But I couldn't help but smile. This is the most fun I had in ages. And it was with my friends. My best friends who are like family. I got out and got a towel. I sat down on one of the lawn chairs. I felt someone sit beside me.

"Great cake, but I think you already knew that," Kyle laughed at me.

"Shut up McVea," I lightly pushed Kyle's arm.

I looked around and saw everyone happy.

"So uh I came," a voice awkwardly said behind us.

I turned and saw Ash.

"Oh hey Ash. Glad you could make it," I got up and hugged him.

"That's cold!" his deep voice suddenly went high.

"Sorry!" I moved away forgetting I was still wet.

"Hi I'm Kyle Ray's big brother," Kyle got up and shook Ash's hand.

"He's not but most times him, Ryan, Curtis and Amer act like it," I rolled my eyes at kyle.

Ash looked really uncomfortable.

"Ash why don't we uh go talk," oh my god I couldn't make it more awkward could I?

I went to one of the lawn chairs by the pool where no one was. I saw down and I felt a lump in my throat knowing I was going to cry. He looks so much like Morgan. 

"Okay well-" I started but Ash interrupted me.

"Please don't look at me like that. I know I look like this Morgan guy. And I hate it. People look like they saw a ghost when they look at me in this city. Or most people who knew the guy. I hate it. And I don't know you at all besides the fact that you randomly invited me to this party. And I only came to meet new people and I thought you were hot...but everyone here just stares at me like I am an imposter or somethin," Ash ran a hand through his blonde hair indicating he was tired. 

How do I know that? Morgan did it alot. And I fell bad because he's right. People have probably stared at him thinking he was Morgan. And……

Wait did he just call me hot? No no no no! I shook my head trying to get these though gas that are forming in my head to stop.

I took a deep breath.

"I'm sorry. Okay like I don't mean to. He was my boyfriend. And my best friend. He was my everything. And what happened to him, it sucks and I recently just moved on but you looking like him and moving here. That is going to be hard on all of us. But I'm going to try and treat you like you. Ash. Okay?" I gave him a half smile which he returned with a full one.

"Okay," Ash got up and looked around his eyes landing at the beer pong table.

"So I bet I can beat you so easily it well be sad," Ash laughed ashe looked down at me.

I pretended to offended and with my most determined voice I raised an eyebrow at him and said

"you're so on," and pushed Jim I to the pool.

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Six games of beer bong games later of a tie game I finally called it quits.

"Caillou!!!! I meannn Ky-looooo!!! Came her!!!" I waved at Kyle asking him to come here.

He looked at me funny and smiled as he saw how drunk I was. I mean I only had like 10 cups of beers and did a few shots with Ash. Wait I was drunk.

"Ray did you have more then you could handle?" Kyle laughed at me.

I put my pouty face on and punched him and on the shoulder.

"Ow!" Kyle rubbed his shoulder giving me the evil eye.

"Me you and Ash should play a game. Never have I ever. Or wait all of us should get the guys and some other people and meet by the deck," I walked away with Ash and went to go on the deck where all the chairs were.

I grabbed three bottles. Vodka raspberry, smirnoff ice, and rum. Then I sat down waiting for the others.

"Want some?" Ash held a brown looking cigarette towards me.

But that didn't smell like it. Weed. He smokes weed? I looked around if any of Ry's or mine parents were around.

"You can't just lit one up!" I hissed at him but I stared at the blunt.

What harm could it do? I have never smoked weed before so I don't know how it feels but some of my friends said it is amazing. What the hell. Right? I took it and inhaled as much as I could handle. Then I coughed so much it came all out in a hazy cloud. Ash laughed at my inexperienced and I inhaled again but this time not coughing like I was going to die.

"Nice," Ash grinned at and we both finished it off before the others showed up.

I took a swing of smirnoff vodka dry and the burning sensation was the last thing I remembered that night.

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The sun shining on my face made me even grumper waking up. My head was pounding and I was freezing but the blanket over me helped. Wait. Blanket? I looked down at myself and Oh my fuck!!! I was only in my panties. Whose shirt is this?? I looked beside me and my heart dropped. Oh no! Please no! Nothing is going to be the same again. The drama has started…

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A/n

Hey guys. Updates will start happening again. Finally I know I know. Like the cliff hanger??? Who is beside Ray?? Can you guys guess? Also if anyone is interested in cowriting with me please message me. But that means I have to give you my account password and trust that you won't delete anything or mess anything up. Also if anyone has ideas or wants me to help or anything comment what you need. Love you guys tons and thanks for being patient with me. Rebels for life

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