Difficult to handle

Didn't really do the editing. Sorry for that. And sorry for the late update but now I updated twice I guess you can forgive me. Enjoy and do tell me your thoughts about our Anav and Roshni's relationship.

Roshni

"You don't love me", He said looking in my eyes. I was hell confused because of his weird behavior.

"Ji?", I questioned him with confusion.

"I said you don't love me", He again repeated himself.

"How can you say that?", I asked him being hurt by his words. Not really knowing how much his future remarks would hurt me.

"I am saying because I know it", He said with confidence.

"You can't just judge me when you don't know me", I argued trying to pull myself away from him. I thought he is different. He would never judge me but guess what I was wrong again.

"I am saying because I know you enough. Behind this innocent face their is a vicious woman", He said with hatred as I gulped.

"Don't say something you would regret later Anav ji", I told him feeling hurt by his words.

"Oh really than why a girl who is not even 21 having her whole life in front of her gets ready to marry a man nearly 5 years older than her", He said.

"My mother was married at this age only and my parents also had this much age gap", I told him trying hard to control my tears.

"Oh really aren't you worried about your future a bit", He said mocking me on my face while his eyes shouted disgust for me. I never knew he hated me this much.

"You are right I won't have agreed to marry you if I was worried for my future because I was not really thinking about making my future with my studies", I told him. He smirked before leaving me with a force. I stumbled a little backward.

"Because you wanted the title of Mrs. Khurana", He answered himself turning to leave.

"Because I can't go against my father's last wish", I told him as a tear left my eyes. He turned to me with confusion. I smiled with tears knowing how he judged me without even knowing much.

"Yes Anav ji my father's last wish to see his daughter marrying in a good family and fulfilling his responsibility of a father to see his daughter happy with her husband", I told him taking a long breathe holding the krishna locket around my neck to control my emotions.

"My father is... is not well", I said with a lot of difficulty.

"Doctors said he is only having an yea....year", I told him closing my eyes as I felt loss of oxygen inside my system trying to control my sobs.

"You are lying", He stuttered as I looked at him with a sad expression.

"I may have done sins unintentionally but I am not that disgusting that I would lie about my father's well being", I told him.

"Anav Ji if you wanted you could have ask me all this. But questioning my love and indirectly calling me a gold digger was not really expected from you", I told him. 

"But it's not really your fault whoever I loved the most in my life had never loved me back. But first time I thought to give my heart to a stranger with whom I thought I could live my life happily. But when my family don't really care than why would you. Roshni was born to get hated by the world even by the strangers", I looked down trying to control my outburst.

I removed the necklace, earrings and whatever jewelry I was wearing in a quick motion hurting myself in the process but right now the only thing important was to proof myself innocent. I kept the jewelry in his hands. 

"I don't need all this. If you ask for the nuptial chain and anklets than sorry I can't remove it", I told him at last removing the diamond clutch in my hair making them fall down my shoulders reaching till my hips.

"This is the last thing I have yours. Keep it to yourself", I told him taking my clothes from the bag bhabhi send today only wiping my tears harshly.

After getting freshen up and washing my hair again. This time with my own shampoo and conditioner. I don't want to use anything which belongs to him. I didn't even saw what I took with me. Bhabhi didn't pack a single comfortable night suit for me but who cares I need sleep and I don't care about anyone else.

This pink little thing is really irritating for me when I have only wear kurti and anarkali suits whole my life.

I went outside drying my hair while he was in the balcony. I will not give him any wrong idea. I tried to move without making any sound but this chooda and anklet won't get silent. What was I even thinking. The floor was really cold for my bare feet because of the low temperature due to the ac. 

I was looking at my reflection without make up. I don't really deserve such life. I dried them a little more before leaving them the way they are. I saw him entering inside when he felt my presence in the room. To say I was red would be an understatement. I was freaking looking like a strawberry or apple with this pink thing and my neck and cheek pink as well as his eyes travelled on my whole body. I made a silent plan to jump in the bed. Because god helps me I can't sleep on the couch or on floor. I am his lawful wife and if he is having problem he can sleep on the floor.

I applied my moisturizer on my body feeling it too dry not really caring about him at the moment. Stupid idiot man I don't care what he thinks. I thought when I would confess my feelings the whole surroundings would be like in Disney with the imaginary flowers falling on us. Birds chirping around but nothing like that happened. Instead of that I was declared a gold digging bitch.

I took out my furry slippers from my bag. At least they are here I am not going to roam around bare foot and catch cold when this man clearly don't care. Stupid Khurana.

 After combing my hair I got ready to go to bed while he was standing on his place taking in my new avatar from the mirror reflection as I was still sitting in front of it. It took so long to remove the kohl, eye liner and mascara from my eyes. I was just checking if I got rid of the make up properly. After getting satisfied I moved to the bed but luck you see. He caught my wrist. He freaking caught my wrist after doing so much.

"I'll appoint the best doctors for your father's treatment", He said looking at me while I looked the other side not really answering his question.

"He is getting treated by the best doctors only he is not a charity case. He is my father and my family can capable to pay for his treatment", I said pulling my wrist from his grip.

"Do you wear only this thing at night", he said pointing towards this stupid dress.

"Don't dream too high. When I would go home tomorrow for pagphera I would bring my night dress. I was not knowing what was packed in my bag", I told him opening the comforter. At last I can get proper sleep after two days.

"What if I say I like you in this only?", He said standing at the same place. I immediately looked up to find his eyes trained on my bare leg. I immediately covered it with the comforter.

"Than I will say I don't care. You should have taken care of your words if you wanted me to hear to you", I told him  

"If I haven't said anything like that would you have given yourself to me tonight", He asked. I looked at him with shocked expression.

"Why are you even asking? I am not answering that question", I said leaning on the bed rest checking my phone. He sat on my side of the bed near my legs. I looked at him with raised eye brows.

"Just wanna know if I missed a feast", He said taking in my expression as I tried to keep myself normal but was resembling apple only.

"You don't have the right to ask anymore. Nothing is happening anymore", I told him with a little confidence.

"Are you denying your husband", He asked caressing my leg as I looked at him shocked. Oh god how dare he touch me like that after saying what he said a moment ago.

"Don't touch me", I said trying to get out of his reach but his hold on my legs were tight.

"You do have soft legs", He said feeling them. Is he bipolar or something like that?

"I have soft hands as well. I will slap you very tightly if you didn't stop touching me. For god sake I am angry and you are acting all romantic now. I would never forget what you said to me just a while ago", I told him glaring daggers at him. He touched my nose as I flinched back.

"Oh god your whole body is as cold as ice. You could have told me that you were feeling cold. If it was not for your red nose I won't have never known", He said covering me with the comforter till my neck.

"You could have asked for my clothes if you were feeling cold", he said making me lie on the bed and snatching the phone from me. I am not a baby. 

"I will never take your things", I told him with confidence looking in his eyes.

"But you would surely be the mother of our kids", He said so easily as if it was the most obvious thing.

He off the lights not before asking me if I was okay with darkness which I was. He took the other side of the bed and I was still looking at him with shocked expression.

"You were sleeping in the middle of the bed last night. I have to pick you up and made you lie on the other side. You were in my arms whole night. You didn't even moved a centimeter whole night", He said as I was lying on the corner of the bed.

"Your mother told me that I shouldn't let you sleep on the corner. You can fall down from the bed and won't even know you fall down. You really are a heavy sleeper I see", He said pulling me in his arms. As soon as my bare legs made contact with his pajama clad legs I felt shivers. This is too intimate for me. Oh god I will go mad like this.

"There is nothing wrong in being a heavy sleeper. At least I don't have to worry that somebody would judge me again", I told him loving the warmth radiating from his body.

After a moment of silence he asked something I wasn't expecting.

"Are you a virgin?", He asked as I turned to him with an are you serious look.

"You really know how to ruin a moment", I told him as he raised his eyebrow. I hit his shoulders for acting like a stupid.

"You act like all sati- savitri reading Ramayana and still hitting your husband. Isn't it a sin now", He asked stopping me from hitting him more.

"They never told what to do when you get a bipolar husband. You ruined my day. I have thought so much for it but you have to start your investigation. I know it's hard for you to live with a complete stranger but I left my whole family for you. I trusted you without even knowing you so I can expect a little trust from side as well right?", I asked him.

"What did you thought for today?", He asked. Did he just listen this much from what I told him from so long. I pinched my nose to control myself.

"You Mr. Rude Khurana only hear this much in my whole speech", I asked him as he pulled me closer that I ended up falling upon him. God what is happening. He questioned me of my virginity I should bang his head somewhere and here I am melting in his arms.

"See I did wrong so I need to take responsibility of it as well", He said as he on the lights with me still lying on top of him and immediately changed our position with him hovering me.

I thought werewolves are not real. And the next moment his lips touched mine. I don't know what really happened next. I was all blank at the moment. 

The thing I know is he pulled my body to his and breathing in my scent started caressing my back. I was still thinking about the incident when I fall in the arms of sleep.

Tale as old as time
True as it can be
Barely even friends
Then somebody bends
Unexpectedly

Just a little change
Small to say the least
Both a little scared
Neither one prepared
Beauty and the Beast

I heard my alarm ringing and I tried to reach to it. This is too early to be 5:30 I guess. But it is always like this. I can't get my beauty sleep this easily. When I reached my phone I turned it off.

I opened my eyes to find no one with me. Don't tell me he woke up earlier than me. I didn't really give much heed to it and went to get freshen up. I will go home today. I am really happy. Should I wear saree or suit.

"Wear saree in the starting days of your wedding Roshni", I mimicked my mother's dialogue and laughed at it ending up choosing a saree. I am not really a lover of pink but still I don't know why most of my outfits are pink.

After getting ready I went downstairs to get another shock. How can I forget this? You are so stupid Roshni. How can I forget this? I groaned in my mind having nervousness taking over me again and on top of this this veil is getting so difficult to handle. God helps me.

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