Stars P.O.V

My brain was showing me scenes...Memorys I think. The first one wasn't to clear but I managed to make it out as Jason and I. Jasons voice filled my brain and soul.
"I wish I could do this differently maybe a little bit smoother."
"Do what Jase?"
"Well to tell you that Im in love with you and I want you to stay with me forever."
"Jase I thought you understood, My parents wont ever approve,"

"I dont care Star, I love you and I want to make sure you know that, If I had met you when I was younger before any of the bad things had happened to me, When I was a good boy things might be different. Your parents would like me and we wouldn't have to hide from them, So here I stand before you today Promising to you that we will get married, That you parents will love me, and intill that day comes," Kneeling he smiled "I promise to love you, Your mine always, May this ring be your proof"
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Fading out another picture took its place and I was staring at a small piece of a napkin I think. 

"I told you I was gone love you till Is dead"

"So if the ties of bond ever do come lose, tie em in not like a hang mans noose, cause ill go to heaven or Ill go to hell before I see you with someone else, Put me in ground put me six foot down, and let the stone say here lies the girl whos only crutch was loving one man just a little to much, If you go before I do Im gone tell the grave digger to dig two"

"It wont be whiskey it wont be meth it'll be your name on my last breath, if death ever do us part the coroner will call it a broken heart"

"So if the ties of bond ever do come loose, If forever ever ends for you, you might as well read me my last rights"

"His stone right next mine, we'll be together till the end time, dont you go before I do, Im gonna tell the grave digger he better dig two, I told you I was gone love you till Is dead"

Staring at the lyrics something in them seemed to be missing and I couldn't figure it out, That was when another voice came in and I hid the napkin in my bag.

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Once again the picture faded out and again I had a piece of paper in frount of me, quite a few actually.  This time I was at my desk at home. It looked like a letter.

"Jason, I do love you with all my heart and music is the only way I've ever really known how to express myself so Though this Vows might ryhm I hope you understand the meaning.
I wanna tell you but theres so many words to say, I wanna tell you but the words get in my way,  Its all there on the tip of my tounge, My hearts so full my brain goes numb, Wish I could tell you make me feel like I shine, And Im so proud to be yours and to call you mine, Its all there in the beat of my heart if only I could open my mouth and start, I promise to be there as the years go by, And Ill be faithful to you till the day I die, So many pieces of paper crumpled up and thrown away, So many times I said Ill do it later, Such crazy behavior, If only you knew how I lost my mind writting this and that Im having such a hard time getting this out so instead of some long speech, Ill just ask you, Do you? Because I do"
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"Vows?" The words tasted funny on my lips as my vision cleared and Justin and Aj stood in frount of me staring down with worry. Fingering the ring on the silver chain around my neck. I looked up at Justin bitting my lip I sighed, "I know your the one who leaked my supposedly relationship to the media, and I know you did it to try and jog my memory, And I dont remeber any thing really but what I just saw....What I think was real....I have one question....Were Jason and I engaged?" I whispered the last part softly scared of the words. "Sort of, You were writting your vows and you were starting a song but You never told me if you were offically engaged, You didn't wear the ring on your finger cause of your parents, You wore it on your neck and when your mom asked where you got it from you told her it was something AJ had given to you" He replyed with a sad grin. Looking at my sister I sighed "were Jason and I engaged?" I asked again softly. "Yes" she replyed soothingly as if she was scared the words would break me and if Im being honest, I think they did.

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Ok guys so two updates in one day I couldn't help myself.
So the ring in the picture above isn't the engagement ring, Its the promise ring Jason gave her, He hasn't gotten her engagement ring yet because He wont intill she tell her parents. So for now she wears that one around her neck.
The song above are the words that inspired her vows and soon Ill post the song that inspired her song she wrote abour their engagement. Anyways I dont own either I give full credit ti the artist. And Well I hope you enjoy comment and lwt me know what you think ok?
Love Lex

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