Teach Me How To Live
Dedicated to NoelleJaspar
I hesitantly sit down on the couch reading the 'Fault in our stars' for the 28th time.
Water starts to drip on the pages
Wait its raining inside the house?
Oh its my tears.
The ending always gets me crying no matter how much I read it and i fall into depression for weeks everytime.
My book is ripped from my hands and I look up to see a smirking Cayden.
"Are you crying?" he asks.
"No." I sniff.
"You know reading is staring at a dead piece of wood and hallucinating right?" he says.
"No"
"yes"
"No"
"yes"
"No"
"Come on" he says tugging on my wrist.
"Where?"
"somewhere" he shrugs.
"May i know where somewhere is?"
"somewhere" he smirks.
Ugh.
"I'll teach you how to live" he smiles.
I quickly place a dollar bill in my book because let's be real, a dollar bill is cheaper than a bookmark.
_ _ _ _ _
Its been hours since we have left the house and we are still walking... Well Cayden is walking while I am plodding.
The silence between us is getting way to awkward so I do the most logical thing.
I complain.
"My feet are hurting" I whine.
"Its only been five minutes" he deadpans.
Two seconds lateur
"What a torture... I'm suffering!" I whine again.
It is funny to watch him getting more annoyed every time i complain and he would face-palm himself probably regretting his decision every second passing by.
"I can barely feel my feet. I can't take this anymore"
"Jeez!" i hear him mutter as he pinches the bridge of his nose.
"Hop on my back" he says while crouching.
I suddenly really want to walk.
"What? No thank you. I can walk"
"Too late. Now hurry up munchkin " he says looking back at me.
"uhh okay?"
I hesitantly hop on his back. Oh his muscular back and I resist the urge to run away when I feel his hands cup my butt to hold me in place.
Inner panic attack!
Breathe Amy. Breathe.
Oh my gosh I need an air pump!
I really need to control myself before i go completely like those hormonal teenagers of my school.
I hesitantly snake my arms around his chest because i don't wanna face-plant the floor people. Not that i really really wanted to touch his perfect chest.
I immediately relax as I inhale his cologne.
As much as i don't want to admit it, I never ever want this moment to end.
I am very eager and keen where he's taking me to.
_ _ _ _ _
Okay. remember when i said that I was eager and keen to know where Cayden is taking me to.
Well scratch that.
I'm dying to fly back home.
In front of me stands a creepy woodland that reminds me of the Aokigahara Forest.
Overhanging branches coated thickly in pale green moss scares me shitless and i just want to fly the fuck away from here.
"I... Kinda wanna go back home now. We could come next time" I manage to choke out in a trembling voice.
"Someone is scared" he sings to purposely annoying me.
"I-I'm not scared... I'm just spooked out" I retort.
"It still means you're a Chicken" he chuckles. Yeah like a chicken.
Just kidding. His chuckle is absolutely heavenly spellbinding and charming.
"That's a nice place to hide bodies. Don't you think?"
All blood drains from my face as terror washes over me, raising the fine hairs on the back of her neck and I look at him in complete disconcertment.
"Chill munchkin. You really thought I was going to murder you?" he laughs while placing me down his back.
I miss it already.
"You Swine!" I yell and slap his chest. He purposely did that to scare the shit out of me.
Jerk.
Ugh I feel so stupid for falling for his daft prank.
The gnarled roots writhing into sodden soil made me trip thrice already and Cayden found it hilarious and was busy dying laughing instead of picking me up.
Fucker.
After trudging for five minutes leaving me completely deadbeat, I gasp at my surroundings.
We are on the top of a cliff overlooking the flat sea that stretched in all directions, the afternoon sun scattering diamonds across it's surface.
I inhale the fresh water smell that feels divine and peaceful and close my eyes.
"Come" Cayden says as he intertwines our hands together and lead us to the edge of the cliff.
He lets go of my hand and takes his shirt off leaving him only in his shorts. His perfect abs and 'V line' are on display. I bit the inside of my cheeks and try my best to resist the urge of eye raping him.
He takes a few steps back and charges toward the tip of the cliff, falling off it.
"Cayden NOOOOO!!!!"
My heart stops.
I run to the edge and try my best to look for him in the water through my hazy vision.
I stay at the edge, waiting for him to show up, my heart pounding in fear.
I hear the swashing of water and look down to see him resurface as he runs his hand through his wet hair.
"Munchkin! You should try it too!" he shouts.
I close my eyes in relief and let out a deep breath that i didn't know i was holding in. A single tear drips down my cheeks as I clench my chest.
"You fucking scumbag!!!You gave me a heart attack asshole! " i yell.
"Calm down Chicken and get down here"
"I'm not a Chicken! and NO thank you I'm not suicidal like you ! "
"Then prove it"
"Prove what?"
"Prove it that your not scared"
"I don't have a death wish"
"Get down before I come up and push you off the cliff myself" he groans.
"You remember what happened at the pool right?"
"I'm going to catch you munchkin. Now will you stop arguing and trust me once?"
"How can I be sure you will catch me?"
"I'm your Prince Charming" he smirks.
I sigh and tightly close my eyes as I slowly make my way to the edge of the cliff.
God please don't let me fall
Please don't let me fall
Please don't let me fall
I don't think i ever prayed that much in my life.
A rock falls beneath my feet and my eyes shoot open.
I look down and that's when I go on full panic mode.
"I-I can't do it. I can die! " i stutter.
"Or you can live" Cayden says.
"Trust me. I will never let you fall"
My heart flutters at his words encouraging me to Go for it.
Three
Two
One
Zero
Minus one
Come on! I can do it.
I close my eyes and jump off the cliff.
I feel the wind crashing against me and I forget everything.
I focus only on the moment and i can hear my heartbeat.
I feel free.
I press my eyes tighter waiting for the impact to come, but it never comes.
I slowly open my eyes to see Cayden smiling down at me, his eyes greener than ever.
He is holding me in his arms!!!
I swear i will never shower again.
"Falling for me already?" he smirks.
"I don't fall for jerks"
"You know i could drop you right?" he
"You wouldn't" i narrow my eyes at him and hold him even tighter.
He purposely lets go of me making my heart stop but quickly catches me back.
"Ahh! You jerk!" i smack his chest.
"Calm down Satan" he chuckles and slowly puts me down.
My breath hitches at the contact of the cold water and i still grasp Cayden's arm firmly. In case I accidentally go under the water and drown.
I'm clumsy so you never know.
"Amy?"
"Hm?"
"Were you crying?"
Oh. Shit.
He saw me.
Well fuck.
I suddenly want to drown.
"It.. It was tears of happiness" i stutter.
"Happiness?"
"Yeah I thought i finally got rid of you. Unfortunately."
"Ouch" he says, placing his hand to his heart acting like he is hurt.
"I guess I'll go have another jump th-"he says walking away.
"NO! You don't!" i shout and grab his arm jerking him back.
"Awn. You're worried about me?"
"No"
"Okay then" he says as he again makes his way for the cliff.
"Cayden No! What if-" my voice cracks.
"I'm flattered you care about me so much" he smirks.
"I don't. Its just that I don't want to be suspected and accused of your death" I lie.
"Don't lie munchkin. We both know you'll terribly miss looking at my sexy body if i die" he smirks.
"You wish and you better shut up before i change my mind about you dying" i say crossing my arm across my chest.
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A/N
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