"Natalie?" Cayden says as he glances behind me.

Knock knock.

Who's there?

Natalie.

Natalie who?

Natalie bitch.

"Caydie!" she squeals as she runs pass me and jumps into his arms, kissing him on his cheek and hugging him to death like an Octopus.

Great now he'll have to rub that contaminated spot with anti-thirsty-hoe disinfectant.

Cayden seems stunned at first then he turns happy like a dog with two tails as he hugs her back and spins her around.

Yeah he's a dog.
And he seems very happy to meet his bitch.

I just don't why I want to rip this bitch's head off so badly.

Let's be real. If you hate someone, you automatically hate everything they do.

And I'm not saying I'm jealous but I'm jealous.
Wait I have no right to be jealous.

That's when I realise it....

I LIKE CAYDEN.

Just kidding.

I always knew i liked him... But never admitted it.

"Amy, this is Natalie, my best friend since... diaper days" he laughs ruffling her neatly-combed blonde hair which she immediately fixes.

Oh.
She better stay in her best friend lane then.

"Oh sorry. I did not see you there" she says frantically while patting her forehead to convey the 'Silly me' look.

Oh so you blind bitch?

"I'm Natalie. Cayden's best friend" she grins like a cheshire cat as she elbows Cayden do the side and extends her hand forward for a hand-shake.

Do i really have to this?
I guess a little slut on my hand won't do that much of a damage.
I try my very best to hide my disgusted yet desolate facial expression as i shake her soft hand with the fakest smile plastered on my face.

"Nice to meet you" I smile looking down at her perfect french-manicured nails while mine did not even had paint on.

To say she looks pretty wound be an understatement.
Her pin-straight golden blonde hair cascaded to her shoulders and her bangs reached above her eyebrows defining her greyish blue eyes.
She is drop dead gorgeous and I bet she looks like every guy's dream.

I, on the other hand would be every guy's nightmares.
I jump at my own reflection sometimes.

Now I feel really bad for being so mean and bitching about her. She had done nothing wrong to me and I'm acting like a jealous nasty hostile bitch.

Bad manners Amy.

"How I missed you Caydie. But not anymore because... Guess what?" she looks at him with hopeful eyes.

Unfortunately thinking has stopped.

"I transferred to the same school as Yours!!! " she squeals in great elation.

Oh.
I don't know why, I was not the least happy about that and I just stood like an awkward potato with a fake smile plastered on my face the entire time.

_ _ _ _ _

You know how olaf thirdwheeled between Anna and Kristoff right ?
Well I'm playing Olaf right now.

"How I missed our Movie nights" Natalie sighs as she takes a seat beside Cayden on the couch.

I guess I'll just sit on the most comfortable place ever.

The floor... Ahh so welcoming!

"How about thriller?" Cayden asks as he rummages through his CDs.

"No! I don't want to watch people ripping each other's head off" Natalie says in a distasteful tone, scrunching her face up in disgust.

Ugh. Mood killer.

What does she want to watch?
Keeping up with the Kardashians?

Puh-lease I'm not going to watch bimbos argue over a dress.

Let's be real watching people ripping each other's head off is better than watching the Kardashians ripping each other's wig off.

"What do you want to watch Amy?" Cayden says breaking me out of my thoughts.

"I... Um... Horror?" I suggest out of blue.
Cayden's face lights up while Natalie groans and rolls her eyes.

Way to make it obvious.

"Wait. Why the hell are you sitting on the floor?" Cayden asks as he lifts his eyebrow shooting me questionable look.

Well you see
I don't wanna intrude between you lovebirds.

"I - uhm uhhh" is what i instead manage to say.

Very convincing.

I get up and plop down on the couch furthest from them but which is also unfortunately the worse sitting option if you're watching the TV.

I will literally have to crane and arc and twist... basically break my neck to watch the movie.

"Come here" Cayden says as he pats the spot next to him.

"Nope" I say popping the 'p'.

As i said, I do not enjoy thirdwheeling.

Cayden sighs as he gets up and walks up to me.

What is he doing?

"I'm asking you one last time munchkin, Are you coming there or not?"

"Not." i say popping the 't'.

"Don't say I did not warn you" he smirks as he swiftly picks me up in bridal style and throws me the couch beside Natalie.

Something flashed in her eyes. So fast that i could not catch it. Then she smiles at me.

"I'm going to grab some popcorns" Cayden yells behind him as he jogs to the kitchen leaving me alone with Natalie.

Silence.

Awkward silence.

"So..." Natalie clears her throat.

"You and Cayden?" she asks and I do not miss the hint of hurt that flashes through her eyes.

She really likes him.
Since they are friends from diaper days, they must share lots of memories and have a very close bond.
More than friendship.
I saw how she gazes at him every time, they way she touches him, the way a trace of smile appears on her face when she talks to him.

Perhaps best friends are meant to end up together.
My heart aches every time, I think of them together.
But again Cayden's happiness is what matters right?
Happiness. Something I never gave him.
Something i don't think, I will ever be able to give anyone.

I was soo stupid to think that we would happen one day.
Stupid stupid Amy.
He was just being sympathetic about running over Skyler.
He would never look at you the same way you looked at him.
Who were you even kidding?
Why would he chose trash over the perfect barbie.

The truth is I'm pathetic loner that every one ditches.
And you know what?
I know that I will always be.

I don't want to stand in way between him and Natalie.
I don't want Natalie to assume anything about me and Cayden.
I don't want anything to take a wrong turn in their lives because of me.
I don't want Cayden to lose Natalie because of me.
I just want him to be happy.
I will walk away for his happiness.

My eyes water because i know i like him.
It feels like my heart has been slashed on the edge of a knife and left open.

"Earth to Amy" Cayden waves his hand in front of me, snapping me out of my thoughts.

Somehow my lips automatically tug into a smile whenever I look at him.

I slide to the right, making space for him to sit in the middle. That way, he would have Natalie by his side.

He furrows his eyebrows before plopping down and handing both of us popcorns.

I watch as Natalie leisurely grabs one popcorn as gracefully puts it in her mouth.

I, on the hand, grab a handful of popcorns and shove them in my mouth like a greedy ravenous pig.

She is as graceful as Aurora
And
I'm as inelegant as Merida.

There is a world of difference between us.

Who would ever chose Merida over Aurora anyways?

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A/N

HEY!

How do you find Natalie?

Do you prefer Aurora or Merida?

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