•Chapter 30•

Jimin's P.O.V.:

Kai really is my saving angel. We planned everything and tonight it's going to happen. Tonight at 12 am.

I'm going to break free.

Kai left early today together with Jin. Jin isn't cooking today because Suga is going to do that so they didn't have any reason to stay here.

Jin knows about the plan too. He'll be here to get me tonight with Kai. I only have to do one thing.

At night Suga and Taehyung are looking the front door. There is a big lock on the door that will keep me from breaking free.

Kai will be here at 12am and I need to have a key of the lock so I can leave. This means that I need to take it from Taehyung or Suga. I know they both have a key. I don't know where Taehyung keeps his so I need to take Suga's key.

I feel bad about breaking out here. I know that Suga paid a lot of money for me and if I think about the good times with him I feel bad.

But after what happened yesterday I just feel like leaving is the best option. I only get one chance.

I can have a normal life. I can go to school, get smarter, and make friends. That's all I ever wanted and that's what will happen if I leave this place. Suga is never going to allow me to go to school because Taehyung would kill him if he does so.

So I see this as my only way to have a normal life.

I know where Suga hides his key. He never really bothered to hide it very well. That honestly makes me feel even guiltier. I think he just trusts me and doesn't expect me to do anything wrong.

But I am going to do something wrong. I will take the key. I will take the opportunity to escape.

I look down to look at Jungkook who is lying in my arms. We had dinner a while ago and there is still a tension between Jungkook and Taehyung. Between Suga and me too but that's alright. That's our own fault. But it's my fault that Jungkook is sad now.

This dinner was the most awkward dinner ever. We are all fighting so nobody was really talking. After eating we went upstairs and the other two stayed downstairs.

"Jungkook," I say after a very long silence.

"Hm," Jungkook says and he moves to look up at me.

"Can you come downstairs at 11.55 pm tonight?" I ask. I want to take him with me. Kai says I had to say it to Jungkook and of course I was planning to. We can leave together.

"In the middle of the night?" he asks confused.

"Yes, I'll be sleeping on the couch tonight"

"Alright, but why?"

"Jungkook.. please don't ask and just promise me you will be there," I say and I sigh.

He looks at me for a while with a thinking look but he nods.

"Sure" he answers eventually.

"Perfect. I need to leave now. I still need to do some stuff" I say and I put his head on the pillow before getting up.

"I see you tonight," I say and I kiss him on his cheek. He'll stay in this room for now so I have to do this alone.

I quickly walk to my own shared room and take my camera. I look at it. It's a beautiful thing. I put it down on the bedside table and take the pictures.

I quickly put the pictures in my pocket. I won't take the camera. I'll leave it here for Suga. I just want the pictures.

I walk to his side of the bed and take the box underneath his bedside table. It's a very typical place to hide something.

I open it up and take the silver key out of it. It's shining in the light. It's my way out of here. I never tried to escape because I wouldn't get far. I had nowhere to go. But now I have Jin and Kai.

I quickly put the key in my pocket too. I also see my file in the box. It's a tin map with my name on it. There is some other stuff in it too. They are little things but I guess they are important because they wouldn't be in this box if they weren't.

I quickly close the box again and put it back. I just needed the key and I don't want to look at the stuff that is private.

I quickly walk out of the room. I just see Taehyung walking into his own room but he didn't see me.

I close the door of the room and walk downstairs to be met with Suga who's sitting on the couch. He's watching something on tv. I look at the clock. 10 pm.

The lock is already on the door. Taehyung probably locked it before going upstairs. Suga looks up when he hears me. He sighs and starts talking. "I know you're mad at me but could we talk for a second?" he asks and he turns off the television to give his full attention to me.

I nod slowly and walk closer to him. I take a seat next to him and he immediately takes my hands. I look at our hands. His hands seem to be so big compared to mine. They feel cold but it's okay because mine will warm them up.

I look at his eyes again.

"Jimin, I want to say sorry to you. I know that what I did is so so wrong and I know that the fact that I was drunk doesn't make it okay but I was drunk and I didn't know that I did it when I got up this morning. I don't remember it and I surely wasn't myself when I did it. I feel really sorry and that's why I want to promise you that I will never drink again when I'm with you and you don't want me to" he says quickly and he takes a deep breath.

He laughs softly. "That was a lot to say," he says and he smiles at me. I automatically smile back at him. He's so sweet sometimes.

"Jiminie... do you forgive me please?" he asks and he looks at me with big eyes full of hope. I feel bad when I look in his eyes. I quickly look down at our hands and nod slowly.

"Of course. I maybe overreacted" I say and I start caressing his hands with my fingers.

"No, you really didn't! Jimin I feel sorry for everything I did before." he starts what causes me to look up again.

"I really like you and I don't think you deserve this so I'll change everything. Tomorrow we will take the first step for a normal life for you" he continues.

I feel my eyes getting wider when he mentions 'normal life'. What does he mean with that?

"What do you mean? What are we going to do tomorrow?" I ask curiously and still shocked.

"That's a surprise! But you'll be happy with it, I promise" he says before kissing me right next to my lips. I feel myself heating up.

He gets up and I quickly put my hand in my pocket. I bring the other one to my face to the place where is kissed me. I feel so warm inside, just by that little touch.

"Are you coming with me?" he asks from where he is standing at the stairs. I look up and see him with a little smile on his face.

I go with my fingers over the key that I have in my pocket and shake my head slowly.

He smiles weakly. "I get it if you want to sleep here for tonight. It's okay. I promise I'll make it up to you tomorrow! Wait until you see! Oh and by the way, call me Yoongi. I want you to know the real me" he says and he smiles widely before running upstairs.

Why does he have to make it so hard for me? I'm leaving tonight but he's being extremely nice.

I lay myself down on the couch and hold the key in the air. The light is shining on it.

I'm curious about tomorrow. And I want to know if he was being serious about the normal life but I don't know. I can't wait any longer. This is my only chance.

I HAVE to leave.

Tonight.

--------------A little later-----------------

I wake up from someone who's shaking me. I open my eyes and see Jungkook looking at me. "It's 11.55 pm. You wanted me to come here" he says and I quickly sit up straight while nodding.

"Yes. Jungkook I have big news" I say and I take his hands in mine.

He smiles and nods. "We can escape tonight. We can leave this place forever! We can live normal lives far away from here!" I say and smile at him.

He looks at me with big eyes.

He starts shaking his head slowly. "I-I don't get it" he whispers.

I get up from the couch and walk to the front door, pulling him with me.

"Kai knows everything. He will come and get us at 12am. He can be here any minute" I say and I see Jungkook looking at the door.

"What about the lock?" he asks, still confused.

I smile and hold the key in front of his face. His eyes are getting bigger. "You stole that?" Jungkook whispers.

"They will be so mad" he continues but I shake my head. "They won't because we are leaving!" I say and I look at the clock. It's almost 12am.

I turn around and unlock the door. I open it and I see Kai walking up to me. "Nice timing," he says and he smiles.

"You guys ready?" He asks and he looks at us.

"Yes!" I say.

"No!"

I look next to me to see Jungkook. He has tears brimming in his eyes.

"Jimin. I'm really happy for you that you can escape and I feel grateful that you are asking me to come with you but.." he starts.

"But what?" I ask confused about what is happening.

"I want to stay here. I'm happy with Taehyung. I've been living here for so long now and I'm in love with him"

"But you've been crying all day," I say but he shakes his head.

"I know but he comes to make it up with me and I know he loves me"

"You sure about this?" I ask after sighing deeply.

He looks at me and shakes his head heavily.

"Yes. I love him and he loves me" he says.

I quickly pull him in my arms. I let my head lean against his and put my hand on his neck.

"I'll miss you so much" I whisper. I feel tears rolling down my cheeks.

"I'm so sorry for leaving you" I continue.

I hear Jungkook sobbing too.

"Jimin, I think we should leave," Kai says. It makes me look up to see two figures coming downstairs.

"Holy f*ck" I hear Taehyung's voice saying.

"Jimin! We need to leave! NOW!" Kai yells from outside already.

I see Suga and Taehyung running downstairs.

Jungkook turns around and lets himself fall into Taehyung's arms.

"Jimin take your chance!!!" he yells and the last time that I look at him is to see him holding Taehyung so tight that he can't come to get me.

Suga is still here though and he is coming to me so I quickly run outside and jump into the car that is parked in front of the house.

The car immediately starts driving and I look out the window at the back to see Suga running outside with his hands in his hair and I would swear that I saw some tears on his cheeks, shining because of the moonlight that is shining on his beautiful, pale skin.

I quickly turn around. It's a heartbreaking scene to see. My heart is racing and the only thing I can do right now is crying.

Kai is driving and Jin is sitting next to him. He looks at me. "Are you okay?" he asks but it only causes to make me cry even harder.

"I'm everything but not okay right now," I say and he nods before turning around again.

I bite my lip and let the tears fall.

I'm feeling relieved and happy to be free.

But something hurts...

my heart broke when I saw Suga like that.

Or should I say Yoongi?

I take the picture that I took of him out of my pocket and caress it with my thumb.

"I'm sorry Yoongi... I just wanted a normal life.."

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