[A/N: hehe this is to make up for that prank I did on y'all, hope you liked the surprise though ^^ I will not update tomorrow or until next week, do take note of that--lol jk. Would never do that :')]

As we reach our caravan, jimin lets go of my arm "what were you thinking Bora?" He questions, anger evident in his voice "I was just trying to help" I mumble.

"Help? After all he's done to you, you help him?" He narrows his eyes at me "I can't help myself Jimin! I like him okay!" I confess, shit what did I just do.

"What?"

I lower my gaze, tears welling up in my eyes "you like him?" He takes a step closer "you like Jungkook? That ruthless brother of mine? He abuses you, touches you, hurts you. He stole your heart and you did nothing?"

He places his index finger beneath my chin and raised my head. His watery eyes connect with mine. "I'm sorry Jimin" I whisper "no, Bora. I'm sorry, for falling for you"
My eyes widen "Jimin I-"

"Sh.." He takes a step closer to me, closing the gap between us "I know you don't like me back Bora, but just let me do this for the first and last time" his face leans foreword, his minty breath on my lips "just let me taste your lips"

Before I know it, his lips are covering mine. I don't kiss him back, I can't.
He pulls back "thank you." With that, he walks away, leaving me dumbfounded.

What have I done?

Oh my god, what have I done?

Why would Jimin like me? Why did I fall for the hard hearted Jungkook and not for the kind hearted Jimin?
I drop onto the floor, tears streaming down my cheeks.

What do I do now?

If only, jimin and Jungkook could switch positions. Jungkook stole my heart twice, but Jimin never did once.
I feel so horrible.

First I tell Jungkook I want Jimin in order for him to stay away, which pains me. Then Jimin confesses his feelings to me and I tell him I've fallen for Jungkook?

I stand up and go to open the door to my caravan when I suddenly stop at my tracks as I hear footsteps getting nearer.

"Bora."

I turn around but before I could speak, or move. Jungkook crashes his lips onto mine.
His hand grips my cheek while the other holds onto my waist, making sure I don't escape.

I kiss him back, I can't help it. It's uncontrollable.
He deepens the kiss by sliding his tongue inside and explores my mouth while I do the same with his.
His mouth leaves wet kisses from my cheek to my earlobe "I'm sorry" he whispers, nibbling on my earlobe, causing a moan to leave my lips.

He then kisses, bites and licks my jawline. I grip onto his hair when he pulls back.
Jungkook stares deeply into my eyes "I was just mad because of yesterday." He explained "but Bora, tell me one thing and I want you to be honest with me"

I gulp but nod "do you like Jimin?"

I hesitate to answer but I have to. I shake my head "no, Jungkook"
His eyes spark with amusement. Why does he look so happy?
A smile crept up on his face when he turns around "where are you going?" I ask "to see eunji"

Tears form my eyes "what's wrong Bora?" He says, he doesn't sound concerned though. His tone was different, as if he was satisfied, watching my tears run down my face.
He lifts his hand to touch my cheek but I smack it away "just leave!" I yell before walking into the room and slamming the door shut, sliding down it.

I sob, why is he so cruel?

He hurts me, apologises but then does it again. What's the point of saying 'sorry' when you're going to repeat it?
I did expect him to come barging into the room as usual but he didn't. He was gone. To see eunji.

Maybe I am right, maybe he has actually developed feelings for that girl. Maybe I am just a maid to him and nothing more.
An object that he plays with until he gets bored of it and throws it away, just like that.

I stand up, I really need a distraction because I seriously can't just sit here all day with just one person in my mind, and cry over him.
He's not worth my tears.

The worst part is, I don't have anyone to at least comfort me and tell me: Bora it's okay, that heartless asshole is not worth it, don't waste your tears on him. Or they could hug me, I could let it out and they could help me smile again.

This is what I hate about myself; I believe in true friends. It's just I can't find one, the one I want to always be with me, cry with me, laugh with me. Love me the way I am.

You see, all the friends I have had and once thought they were actually true. They end up betraying me, it does hurt, a lot may I add. And however much I try to forget it, it just doesn't exit my mind. It's like a scar that will never fade away.

I sigh, shaking my thoughts off. I don't want to cry anymore because I think my eyes have had enough.
I walk to the bathroom and wash my face, my eyes are red and puffy due to the long amount of sobbing.

I turn the TV on and watch spongebob squarepants. My favourite TV show since I was a child. Gosh Patrick always makes my day.
I giggle a little at their goofiness as I stuff myself with some crisps.

After a while, I was about to doze off to sleep when I heard the door slam open. I jump in surprise.
I snap my head to the door and my eyes widen "Jimin what happened?!" I run towards him as I cup his bloody and bruised face.

He yanks my hand away "nothing."

"But your face-"

"I said its nothing Bora!" I flinch at his sudden outburst. He shoots me a glare before slamming his bedroom door shut.

Did he get into a fight because of me?

Authors note:

Hm what do you think happened to Jimin?
Does Jungkook like Bora? What do you think Jungkook is trying to do here?

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