Jimin steps out of his bedroom "come on" he wraps his arm around my shoulder "don't worry, I'm here." He says. I nod while swallowing the huge lump in my throat.

I've been bullied before, it's all happening again. And it's all his fault.

We both step out of the caravan and luckily there's no one here, I heave a sigh of relief before we stand behind all of the students.
I take a deep breath "hey, look it's the slut." A boy yelled, pointing his finger at me. Some of them laughed while some girls glared at me "hey!" Jimin suddenly let go of my arm and stormed towards him.

The boy looked scared. Hell, I think he peed himself.

"What the fuck did you just say?" Jimin grabbed his collar "Jimin!" Mr Richmond yelled before walking towards the two figures "let go, now." He commanded, jimin glared at the boy and does as he was told.

"Right, if anyone continues all of this, you'll be kicked out of camp." Mr Richmond threatened. I lowered my gaze in fright.
Jungkook and eunji were nowhere to be seen. I wish I didn't care, but I do.

The teacher announced our next challenge. It was rock climbing, well that's something I'm very not good at. I'm afraid of heights, it horrifies me.

We were led to the indoor rock climbing hall and everyone had their turn, did I mention eunji and Jungkook were here?
I wish they wasn't, everything was going fine despite the fact that I was dying out of curiosity and jealousy.
It was finally my turn and I gulped, obviously nervous.

I felt all eyes burning holes in my back but I ignored and set my left foot on the rock, holding myself in place with my hand, clutching on to the upper right rock.
"Hey pussy! Hurry up, we're waiting!" I hate myself for becoming a laughing stock to these idiots.
Laughter erupted the hall and I panicked, quickly taking big steps up. But I made one damn mistake, I looked down.

Fuck.

I'm so high up. I squeezed my eyes shut, my stomach twisted and turned in nervousness, sweat covering my forehead and palms.
I heard some people sighing in disbelief, causing me to panic, again.

"Bora, are you okay?" Jimin yelled, his voice full of concern. I nodded my head, not daring to look down again.
My hands were slippery due to the sweat, before I could reach the top, it slipped.
I gasped with wide eyes as I was left falling through the air.

The next thing I knew, I landed limp on to the blue mattress. Laughter erupted the hall, I covered my face in embarrassment as blood rushed up to my cheeks. I'm sure I look like a tomato right now.
Jimin ran to me before helping me stand up "are you alright?" He looked concerned. I nodded, assuring him I'm fine.

I glanced over at Jungkook, his jaw clenched along with his fists. His eyes were shooting daggers at jimins arm over my shoulder.
"Let's go, I spoke to the teacher and asked for some rest." Jimin and I walked outside and into our caravan "thank you Jimin." I said when he pulled me into his arms and planted a kiss on the top of my head.

"Why don't you go have a nice bath. I'll wait for you here." He pointed at the couch and I nodded before running the bath up.
I relaxed into the water, feeling my muscles soften. I close my eyes and take deep breaths, enjoying the moment.
Whilst I sat there, Jungkook popped into my mind.

How he does what he desires. It's not fair, why can't I do what I want? Why can't I leave him even after all the devastating things he did to me. No matter what happens, I have to get my shit together and stay strong. I have let him take control over me too many times, it ain't happening again fuck boy.

But I sigh, because deep down, I know that one little touch of his, weakens me, brainwashes me, drags me out of the horrifying thoughts in my mind. How much I wish I had a little bit of effect on him at the least, if only he had feelings for me too.
I throw my head back as I close my eyes and clear my mind, not wanting to damage my heart any more than it is already.

***

After my long, comfortable bath. Jimin left the room, telling me the teacher needed him. I, however, made myself some hot chocolate and turned the TV on. I want a phone, so I could browse through the Internet all day without getting bored.

I suddenly heard the creak sound of the door as it opened wide, thinking it's Jimin I smiled without moving my attention to him "you're back already?" I say, taking a quick sip of my hot chocolate.

"Missed me?"

My eyes widened, the mug almost dropping out of my grasp. My head snaps to the door and I stand up immediately "get out."

He closes the door and leans against it, crossing his arms over his chest "are you deaf? I said get out!" I yell, does he fucking enjoy bothering me? Gosh why karma why? Why do you always get me for doing nothing wrong and not him for doing everything wrong.

The corner of his lips twitched up "how are you today?"

"I feel great." I scoff, making sure I sound sarcastic. I felt my eyes water as I swallow the lump in my throat, trying to hold back the tears. I don't want him to see my weak side right now, although he's seen it many times before.

Gosh why do I always cry around him?

"Then why are you mad at me?" He shrugged his shoulders. I grabbed the remote and threw it at him, unfortunately he dodged it and the remote hit the door, breaking into pieces. That reminds me of my heart.

"Are you satisfied Jungkook? Taking my virginity just to show off? I did know you as a ruthless boy but never did I think I would hate you this much Jungkook." I turn around, trying to hide the quiet sobs that was pleading to escape my mouth.

"I'm ruined, Jungkook. Do you understand!?" Just as I spin back around to face him, my nose crashed into his chest. I pulled back and rubbed it.

"Bora" he whispered, bringing his hand up to caress my cheek but I smacked it away "don't touch me." I take a step back

"Do you really hate me?"

"Tell me Jungkook, if you loved someone and they treated you like complete and utter crap, to the point where you wanted to die. Wouldn't you let hate replace it?"

He remained quiet, making me feel somewhat guilty. I hate that about myself also, how instantly guilt hits me when I see the other person hurt by my words, even if it was the devil.

That guilt replaced with pain when a smirk crept up on his lips "well then, Goodluck."

With that, he left the room.

****

Today is the last day at camp. Thank god we are leaving tomorrow, mr Richmond let us spend the day outside with friends.
Sadly, I don't have any girl friends anymore.

Samantha obviously is on eunji's side, Every time I bump into them they bully me, call me names and laugh at me.
Eunji and Jungkook are no longer together, she had a go at him for cheating on her but I could tell how hurt she was, she had strong feelings for him. Just like I did.

Jungkook is a heart breaker.

Although I understand the pain, she didn't deserve that of course but it's her own fault. I warned her, yet she took the wrong path.
You could say it was my fault too for willingly having sex with him behind her back but I couldn't control myself.
It was also Jungkooks fault for spreading a sex tape around.

I hate him, but I also love him, does that even make sense?

I decided to stay indoors in case those girls decide to egg me again. Yes they egged me earlier this morning when I went outside to buy some snacks. I hate bullies.
I ended up starving myself, there was nothing to eat inside, I wouldn't dare to go out. If you're wondering where Jimin is, he's gone to practice his dancing. He's such a great dancer though, even better than me.

I locked the door and Windows, in case those bullies barge in. You do not even know what these people are capable of. Being bullied in College is worse than in high school.

Suddenly I hear a knock on the door, I walk towards it, obviously me thinking its Jimin I unlock then open it wide "hey-" I get cut off as soon as I see Carter standing in front of me "Hi.." I smile but that fell when my eyes meet Jungkooks.

"Wha-"

Carter welcomed himself in, along with Jungkook "what's going on?" I question, clearly puzzled.

"I'm supposed to ask you that, Bora." Jungkook takes a step closer to me, ready to pick a fight. Okay, he is being such an ass.

"What do you mean?" I ask, he laughs, it was more of a bitter one though "don't play dumb with us."
I stare blankly as my eyebrows were knitted together "I honestly do not know what is happening. Carter?" My eyes travel to Carter, giving him a questioning look.

He sighs but doesn't glance at me "so you're telling me you didn't kiss Carter that day to get me jealous?" My eyes widen but that shock replaces with anger when I notice Jungkooks signature smirk. If I could, I would so rip his lips off.

"Jungkook," Carter stands up straight behind Jungkook. He turns around to see his reaction "what?" He speaks.

"Shut" Carter punches his cheek "the" another punch "fuck" and another punch "up!" One more punch and Jungkook is officially on the floor, placing his hand on the corner of his lip, wiping the blood off as he stares at Carter in displeasure.

"You've fucking put her through enough, Jungkook. You call yourself a man?" Carter scoffs "even my 5 year old brother is more mature than you."

Jungkook bursts out laughing, standing up on his feet "you don't know what you just got yourself into Carter." He says with a threatening tone "oh, what you gonna do, Jungkook?"

"Just wait." Responded Jungkook before leaving.

"Thank you." I hang my head low, tears dropping the clean carpet. I hear Carter sigh before pulling me into his arms "I am mad for what you did, but I won't let you go through any more pain. All that bullying was enough." I break down into tears, gripping onto the thin fabric of his shirt as Carter strokes my hair, whispering soothing words in my ear.

****

"You ready to go?" Jimin asks but before he could open the door I grab hold of his arm, stopping him.

"What?" He gives me a puzzled look "jimin, about the marriage," I sigh "I thought about it.." I trail off "and?" He looked nervous as he spoke, worried about my answer "I'm sorry, but I can't."

Jimin moves his attention to the door before jerking his arm away from my grasp "it's okay." A sigh escapes his lips then he opens the door and steps out.

I smile as I see Carter waiting for us by the door "good morning." He returns the smile. All three of us hop into the White Mercedes Benz. Jimin offered Carter a ride and he accepted.
It was silent, but it wasn't awkward, it was comfortable and nice. I know that if Jungkook was here it would be disastrous.
He took his own car of course.

Jimin seemed upset, but everytime I spoke to him. He had a warm smile on his face, which made me happy, he wasn't ignoring me.
Carter was quiet, just listening to music "hey," I nudged his arm. He turned his attention to me before pulling out one of his earphones "what?"

"What you listening to?" I asked, I missed music, a lot. I always used to listen to it to calm me down. But ever since that dumbass took mine, I feel incomplete.

"I am only human." He whispered "wanna listen?" I nodded, he handed me one of his earphones and I put it in, giving him a thankful smile.

The woman's beautiful voice blasted in my ear. I loved the song, it was so relatable.

[A/N: Do check that song out, it's amazing! It's by krewella and its called "I am only human" the song is really catchy if I'm honest :) stupid YouTube won't let me put the song up there but just search it up if you can ^^]

The rest of the ride, I listened to all of the songs that I have missed. Carter let me borrow it, he had his IPod with him, luckily.
We dropped him off to his house and I waved him goodbye. I felt a little disappointed when I had to give his phone back, I needed more music but oh well, I have to manage without one anyway.

"Here." Jimin held out his phone to me "what?" I asked "take mine" he smiled. My eyes brightened with happiness "really?"
He nodded "thank you" I quickly wrapped my arms around him "but what about you?" I gasped when realisation hit me "wait, Jungkook." I say.

"I'm sorry, I'm not allowed" I pulled away, placing his phone in his grasp. Jimin gave me a 'what the fuck' look "are you really going to follow his orders?"

"Jimin, he punishes me, really badly and you can't do anything about it, neither can your father." I played with the hem of my sweater.

He sighs, knowing I'm right "I'm here, you don't have to worry." He was about to give me the phone but I refused once again "no, thank you Jimin I appreciate it a lot but I just don't want to get into another argument, please." I sigh and sit back down on the seat across from his.

"Fine, whatever you want" he put his phone away in his pocket and stared out the window. I did the same, can't wait to get home [note the sarcasm]

Authors note:

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