I slowly open my eyes. I let out a groan as I try to sit up "no, you need more rest. You're wounds haven't healed yet" Jimin says, gently pushing me back down. I glance down and find myself in my tank top and shorts.

"Did you undress me?" I ask, worried. He chuckles "no I wish I did though" he winks. I furrow my eyebrows at him and mouth 'byuntae' [pervert]

"No I'm not" I giggle at his reaction.

"How long have I been asleep for?"

"10 hours. Are you feeling better?" He asks. I nod, my wounds are but not my heart. Just then the door creaks open and the devil comes into view "you can leave now" he eyes jimin "no, it's too risky" he glares at jungkook "just leave"

Jimin heaves a sigh before exiting the room. I roll to the other side, pulling the blanket up to my shoulder. I'm clearly ignoring this douche.

"Bora" he calls. I give him the silent treatment.

"Bora" I hear his footsteps getting nearer. He calls my name 5 more times yet I still haven't laid my eyes on him once. I hear him sigh before I feel the spot behind me weigh down. I felt his finger caress my wounds "Bora" his hot breath fanning my neck "I'm sorry"

I froze, did he just apologise? The heartless jerk. Just apologised. Someone pinch me, I swear this is a dream.

"Are you seriously gonna ignore me now? You're the first girl I've ever apologised to, do keep that in mind" he says. I turn around only to have my face inches away from his. Like literally, if I move one more inch, our lips would touch.

I sigh before turning back around, facing my back to him. 'Sorry' doesn't fix anything. But I feel butterflies in my stomach at the thought of me being the first girl he's apologised to.

"I don't like Carter in the way you think I do" tears form my eyes "I know" he wrapped his muscular arm around my waist. Why can't Jungkook like me back? Why can't we just be in one of those cute relationships. Where we make love, wear couple clothes, go out on sunny days and eat ice cream together. Why?

"Face me" he orders. I obey and turn my body around. We lock eyes. Jungkook pulls my body closer to his. He brings his hand up and places a strand of my hair behind my ear. His cold eyes peel off mine and land on my lips as he bites his own. I could feel his warm, minty breath on my lips but just before they could touch I back away "Jungkook, please leave" I turn around.

I hear him sigh before sitting up "are you trying to fuck with my mind Bora?" He questions, anger in his tone. I don't respond.
As soon as his footsteps disappear, I hug the pillow.

He scares me, one day he's all arrogant, abusive and fucked up. Then the next he's all nice and likeable. Which makes it even more difficult for me to get over him.

I have to get over him, I need to leave. But he stops me, Everytime.

***

A sigh escapes my slightly swollen lips as I sit up. It's been three days I've missed college and work.
But I do feel better, my wounds haven't healed but I can still cope. Jungkook hasn't come to visit me at all, asshole. Why do I care anyway? He doesn't care about me at all.

I stand on my feet and walk to the bathroom to have a shower, I really wish I could talk over the phone with my new friends but unfortunately ever since that text message from Carter, Jungkook broke it, telling me I'm not allowed to use any other phone. Who the fuck is he to control my social life?

I honestly hate myself for falling for this douche bag again. As I'm thinking about my messed up life. I bath my skin lightly, taking careful notice not to touch the bruises that scattered my small body.

After I finished my shower, I went to put my clothes on but was interrupted by the creak sound of the door. I immediately wrap the towel around my bare body, even though I was still in my underwear.

It was Shannon, thank god.

"Jungkook is downstairs waiting for you. He told me to tell you to get ready because he's going on a class trip." I furrow my eyebrows "but I'm not going"

She shrugs her shoulders "I don't know, I just came to deliver the message. Just hurry up." She then left the room. I didn't even sign up for that shit, I hate trips. But then again, I get to see my new friends, I miss them.

I put on a high waisted black jeans, blue sweatshirt along with my matching black vans.
I grab a bag and shove clothes in it. I then head downstairs to find Jungkook waiting for me on the sofa, his backpack resting on his lap. I slowly walk near him "what took you so fucking long?" He says, rolling his eyes.

"Sorry, Jungkook. I had to shower, and pack my bag." I explain. He stands up, his bag thrown over his shoulder "where are we going?" I ask, trying to avoid his gaze as I fiddle with my fingers "on a little trip." I snap my head up, only to see a smirk playing around his lips.

"But why do I have to go with you?"

He remains silent but didn't break eye contact "I mean, I'm just a maid. All I have to do is clean, not go on class trips with you that I didn't even sign up for." His expression changes. I can't really figure out what he's feeling or thinking right now, he just stares at me.

He suddenly takes a step closer to me "you're my personal maid, so wherever I go, you go with me. Do you understand?" I nod, tears threatening to fall because he only sees me as a maid, nothing more. "Good." With that, he grabs my hand, intertwines them together, taking me by surprise at his sudden move. He drags me to his black BMW.

I don't utter a single word during the ride. Jungkook kept taking glances of me yet I chose to ignore.
The drive was an hour long. We finally arrived and I squealed out of excitement as soon as my eyes hit my new friends.

I smile widely as Eunji runs towards me, I open my arms to give her a hug but that smile fell when I watch her jump into Jungkooks arms beside me. He wrapped his arms around her.

Jungkook hugged her back. Jealousy hits me, I wanted to cry but I hang my head low, lifting my hand up to wipe my eyes. I try not to make it obvious that I'm fucking crying out of jealousy. Suddenly I feel a pair of arms snake around my waist, I snap my head up. Me and Carter lock eyes

"Hey Bora, where have you been? You literally missed college for 3 days! Are you alright? I missed you" He attacked me with questions "yeah, thanks." I try to avoid his first question and give him a smile "how are you?"

"Better, now that my baby is here" he shoots me a wink and I giggle at his jokes "baby?" I ask yet another giggle escapes my lips.

I then feel a buff arm drape over my shoulder, pulling me closer to himself and I immediately recognise that cologne. Gosh he smells so good.

"Mine." He whispers in my ear.