Heyyyyyy Guys!! I put a song up and I think it goes with the mood of the chapter. And I gotta rep for my boi ZAyn. If you've never heard of Zayn, listen to this song, it's really beautiful. Zayn tryin to make me go broke with with his merch, shoe line, clothing line, album, soon to be tour. Damn Zaddy I got to get a job. Guys I'm seriously going to become a stripper.

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October 15, One month to Andrew's Birthday.

I finished packing the final items in my bag and zipped it up. Tomorrow morning, bright and early, I leave for Italy. I should be happy to be going on vacation, but I'm leaving behind the most important thing to me, Andrew. I have to tell Andrew today that I'm leaving for Italy.

Me and Andrew have been spending a lot of time together and have gotten really close over the month. Hopefully Andrew doesn't take it too roughly, if he doesn't, I know I will.

We were meeting at the park where we first met. The park where we first held hands. Our park. Maybe I'll buy the park and name it after Andrew. I'm sure he'll love it.

I put my bags in the trunk of my car, so I wouldn't have to do it early in the morning, then started driving to the park, where me and Andrew are going to meet. One thing I learned about Andrew is that he really loves the park, specifically this park.

I took a deep breath as I parked in the familiar parking lot and saw Andrew siting in the grass playing with some flowers, his presence automatically bringing a smile to my face. I check my appearance, seeing that my beard hasn't been trimmed in a while and my hair was in a bun. I fixed up my hair a little bit and straightened out my shirt.

I got out the car and walked over to Andrew, him smiling once he saw me. I sat down on the ground and hugged him, it's only been a few days since I saw him, but I miss him already.

I pulled back to sign to him, Hey beautiful, what are you doing?

Making a flower crown, I missed you. Before I could he answer back, he hugged me super hard and rested his chin on my shoulder. Wo, was he making it hard to leave.

I pulled back, I missed you so much, I couldn't stop thinking about you.

What flowers are you using? I questioned, leading into a different conversation.

Andrew looked up, looking like a pure angel, I'm using daisies and wild flowers.

Andrew picked up the flower crown he made and placed it on my head and adjusted it.

The flower crown was absolutely beautiful.

I pulled out my phone and flipped it to the front camera, I love it, I leaned over and kissed Andrew on the cheek, I held my phone up and took a picture, wanting to remember this moment forever. Andrew noticed I was taking a picture and hid his face in my shoulder just as I took another one.

I lifted his chin, Don't hide, you're perfectly beautiful. I took a flower and put it behind his ear into his hair, making him smile shyly.

I held up my phone and took a perfect picture of two imperfect people.

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After having the best day with Andrew, we were at the park, after getting ice cream, the time coming close to five. And it was time for me to break the news to Andrew, making this perfect day come to an end. We sat down at a bench, Andrew eating his ice cream.

I'm leaving to Italy tomorrow, for a week.

What?, Andrew stopped eating his ice cream, looking up at me with big, wide eyes.

I know, but it's only a week.

A tear slipped from Andrew's eye, you're my only friend.

I know baby, and I'll miss you so much, but the trip is scheduled already.

Andrew let out a loud heartbreaking cry and jumped forward to hug me tightly, completely dropping his ice cream. I rubbed his back feeling so guilty, but I already spent so much money on the trip and I'll be back.

Andrew pulled back, Please don't leave, you make me feel better, you're always so nice... Andrew started signing really fast, things I couldn't catch.

Calm down, calm down, I'll never leave you for good. It's only a week.

Take me home. Andrew crossed his arms over his chest.

You sure?

Andrew nodded his head, then we stood up and started walking, the first time since we've been together Andrew didn't take my hand in his, making me think about my decision.

Was this stupid?

Is Italy more important than Andrew?

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I sat in the first class seat, the seat and view perfect, but I feel lost, lost and unhappy.

Wasn't this trip to make me happy? What if I'm at my best with Andrew? What If I like spending everyday with Andrew? What If I have stronger feelings than like for Andrew?

What if I love Andrew?

Do I love Andrew? Like a friend? Something more?

"Let me off", I stand up and take my luggage down, making the flight attendant turn towards me.

"Sir, I can't just let you off, the plane's about to take off-"

"You want a free trip to Italy?"

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Once I made it off the plane,I ran to my car. Tossing my suitcase in the back, I texted Norma.

How do I say Love in sign?, I quickly texted Norma, not having to wait long for her response.

She sent me a 30 second video link, then another message popped up after.

I've been waiting for this, good luck ;)

I chuckled, then practiced the video a couple of times. I drove off with me practicing during red lights.

I stopped at a floral shop and rushed in, "How many white roses do you currently have in stock?"

"Let me check", he typed in something on his computer," We have twenty five currently, Sir"

"I want them all and add in something with a lady bug", I pulled out two hundred dollars and placed it on the counter. "That enough?"

"More than enough, S-Sir", the man with the black tie went to the back and started putting the bouquet together. I sat down and practiced my sign language, the nerves building inside me. Once Andrew's bouquet was ready, with over two dozen white roses and fake lady bugs spread throughout it, I left and headed home to change my clothes.

Meet me in the park in 20 minutes?, I quickly texted Andrew.

I thought you were in a plane?

Just meet me in the park please?

Okay, but I'm still mad at you.

I changed into a suit and freshened myself up then headed out, with nothing but confessing my love to Andrew on my mind. I arrived at the park, the drive seeming faster than usual, seeing Andrew sitting on the bench with his head down. I took the flowers and hopped out the car rushing over to my love.

Andrew, I signed touching his face after, feeling a little stubble making me smile.

I'm mad at you, Andrew signed pouting, but not moving my hand out the way. I thought you were supposed to go to Italy today.

I know you are, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have left you, you're more important to me than any stupid trip. Accept these roses please.

Andrew took them, letting a small smile slip on his face.

I've been stupid Andrew. I- I love you Andrew Jenkins.

Andrew's eyes widened. He pointed at himself, making me chuckle a little.

Yes you. I love you Andrew. I love your smile. I love your hair. I love your personality. I love everything about you. You don't have to say it back.

No, Andrew hugged me and pulled back, I love you, I love you I love you, I love you, Andrew giggled cutely.

I was going to wait until your 18th birthday to ask you this but, May I kiss you Andrew?

On the lips?

I chuckled, yes on the lips.

Andrew leaned forward and pecked my lips, before he could pull away I put my hands on his hips and moved my lips against his, slow and passionately against Andrew's rigid lips. Andrew moved his lips against mine innocently, but perfect all the same. I pulled back for air resting my forehead against Andrew's.

I love you, I confessed again.

I love you, Andrew giggled kissing me all around my face.

Now what am I going to do with a week off, I playfully teased. We sat in silence for a little while.

I've never been camping before, Andrew hinted shyly, looking down.

Camping it is then, I said making Andrew smile.

And maybe before I dropped Andrew off, we shared a secret kiss and secret I love you's no one had to know about.

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How'd you guys like it. They've known each other for about two months now, and I know the I love you's were kind of fast, but It's not like relationship I love you, it's like you mean a lot to me, soon to be relationship I love you. Idk if that makes sense, but trust me I think the early I love you's were cute.

My characters in the book start saying I love you, when I start loving the book and characters in it. Thanks for all the positive feed back.

I love you guyssssss soooooo mucchhch. It really makes my day, when I come home from school and see all the positive votes on my story.

Can we get a couple votes for this chapter and for the Nicholas and Andrew kiss?

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