Chapter 39

YN's POV

I ran after watching Mila and Jungkook together. The living room was empty that was a plus point and I made my way out of it. I didn't care about my state and appearance, running was the only action that felt suitable for the moment.

I was somehow near the road and there I saw a taxi. People were giving me weird and judging looks, but I ignored them and showed them my unique middle finger and got inside the taxi as soon as possible.

I was travelling in that vehicle and started thinking that each and every person is a liar, narcissist, psychopath and I was one of them. The driver asked my many times about my condition, but I gave him a dumb reply that I am fine. He didn't ask further and continued to drive.

When we reached the destination I didn't pay him, I removed my gold ring that I was wearing and placed it on the passenger's seat. When I saw that he was gone, I ran towards my actual destination that was Nakdong river and noticed the view of the beautiful water body.

I inhaled the fresh air and it naturally gave me a feeling of relaxation. My legs made their way upto the bridge, it just felt like an another scene of a fantasy movie, but in reality it was a hopeless girl who was trying to take her own life.

I plodded towards the edge of the bridge and looked down at my faint reflection. I couldn't believe that I was going to suicide. The only thought of it was giving me goosebumps. Only three things were dominating my mind at that time, it was Jimin's hate for me, Jungkook's lie and last but not the least, my to be soon destination that was hell, according to Jimin.

I moved my foot, but I didn't fall into the water, whereas I fell backwards while gasping hard because of my sudden actions. My hands were shivering and I felt like I won't be able to get up from there for forever. After lying on the cold metal I got up and collected myself.

Life was chocking me at the same time and I was smiling in the pain albeit I was broken from inside like a shradded glass. I went down the bridge and sat on the grass and looked at my reflection into the water, I took a stone that was next to me and threw it on my reflection and this was the moment when I actually couldn't control myself anymore and broke into tears.

"I can't wait to meet you, Yoorin," I whispered and looked at particularly nothing.

"How many times I've to get these heartbreaks in life huh? Till when?" I literally asked the worm that was crawling free in his life without worries.

"B-boys will be~ Boys w-will be~ Boys will be~ Boys will be b-boys, but girls will be w-women," I sung with confidence even with a cracking voice, Jungkook's and Jimin's face came into my imaginary sight and I forcefully smiled after remembering our past-sweet moment which were fake for sure.

"Boys can be men too, but only if girls will give us a chance to explain," a similar voice opined and I knew who it was, I quickly got up from wherever I was sitting and walked towards different direction because I didn't want to meet him.

"Yeonnie, let me give my words to you, please," he said and grabbed my wrist, but in return I jerked his hand off and made my way upto the direction in which I was heading earlier.

He ran upto my speed and grabbed my shoulder, shook them and forcefully I had to look at his eyes which were already teary, this made me wonder that why on earth is he crying, but certainly I didn't ask him, but only my heart knew that I wanted to hug him so tightly and wanted to comfort him.

"Just give me a minute and I bet you won't regret it," he requested and I nodded carelessly and crossed my arms in front of my chest.

Flashback~

Jungkook's POV

All of my hyungs were about to leave, but I went into the room because Namjoon hyung dropped his beverage on me.

I opened the closet and chose a tee to wear. I removed my shirt and suddenly I heard something dropping on the ground in the bathroom, I was going to check it out, but suddenly something heavy pulled me on the bed and the only thing I knew was that my lips were connected to someone's rough ones.

While all of this was happening I heard that the door of my room opened, but my eyes were closed because of the person on top of me and apparently I couldn't see that person, but when I opened my eyes I saw that it was Mila and she fell on me and fainted as Chaerin Noona had hit her with a hockey stick that was placed on my room as a showpiece, but who knew it would be a lifesaver.

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