BELLA HAMILTON

No,this is not true!

I looked around,everyone were looking at me.A sob escaped my lips.

I looked at my friends,they all were looking at me with so much pity.

I muffled my sobs and started running out of the campus.

"No..no..",I cried while running.

"Bella..Bella...",I heard Rose and Jessica's voice.

"Mahir..you are lying..I know",I cried running on the snow filled road.

"This can't happen..you are lying",I shouted running on the road.

I ran to the lake and cried.Mahir is lying,he is lying.

I shivered in this cold weather and hugged my leg's crying to myself.

"You are lying on my face Mahir..you love me...I know it",I cried putting my hand near my heart.

I felt a hand on my shoulder,it was Rose and Jessica.

"Bella..you are freezing..what is this?"Rose said sitting beside me.

"Bella..let's go back to home,you are freezing",Jessica said helding my hand.

"He is lying Jessica..Rose..I know that Mahir loves me",I cried.

"Bella..don't cry..calm down",Rose said taking me in a hug.

"I can't bear this Rose..I can't.He is my everything",I cried hugging her.

"Rose..you know..you know right?That Mahir loves me..you know it right?"I asked helding her hand.

"Tell me Rose..tell me",I shouted leaving her hand.

"Bella..you need to calm down",Jessica said.

"No Jessica..this is..this not true",I cried.

"Jessica..you know..he..Mahir,he said that..he will always be for me..he said kissing my forehead.How can't he love me?"I sobbed helding her hands.

Rose and Jessica's eye's were filled with tears looking at my form.

"You must be knowing Rose.You are his best friend since childhood..he must have told you right?"I cried asking her.

"I'm sorry Bella..Mahir didn't mention anything to me.I'm sorry",Rose said not meeting my eye's.

"But my heart knows it Rose.Mahir loves me and he is fucking lying",I cried.

"I never felt like this Jessica..after my parent's death..it was just Mahir for me.He came and changed everything..and how can he say that he doesn't love me",I cried.

"Bella..you have to respect his decision",Jessica said.

"No...he is lying.He is hiding something from me..he is lying",I cried,shouting my heart out.

"Aaawoooo....",we heard a wolf's growl.

"Bella..we need to get going.It's not safe here..and you are freezing",Rose said making me stand.

"No..I..I don't want to..I don't want to live like this",I cried.

"Don't be stupid Bella...come with us",Jessica said making me stand.

They both made me stand up and I was still sobbing.I can't take this to my heart.

I can't!

They made me sit in car and I sobbed,
"Mrs.Hamilton looked at everything that happened.She was worried about you Bella.Why did you run like that?"Rose asked taking a diversion.

"Mahir loves me Rose,you also know it.He is lying",I sobbed.

"Bella..please don't cry like this",Jessica said.

I cried hugging her,
"I really love him Jess..I never loved anyone to this extent,I love him",I cried were muffled in her hold.

She was rubbing my back,even her eye's were filled with tears.

"I don't know..what to do with myself now",I sobbed.

"Just calm down Bella..stop talking",Rose said.

We reached our home and I stepped out of the car,
"Bella,Mrs.Hamilton was worried about you.Try to compose yourself in front of her",Jessica said.

We three slowly walked inside,I saw my Gram's.

"Bella..my dear",she came and hugged me immediately.

I started crying again hugging her,
"I love him Gram's...I love him",I cried.

"I know Bella..I know..just calm down,don't cry",she said rubbing my back.

"He is lying Gram's,Mahir..he is lying.How can he say that he doesn't love me when everything is clearly written on his face?"I cried and Gram's eyes welled up,wiping my tears.

"I never felt this Gram's.I never felt like..I can't live without a person.But now,I can't live without Mahir",I sobbed hugging her.

My Gram's couldn't say anything,she was just rubbing my back,trying to console me.

"Bella..it's been three months since you met him.How can you feel like that?"Jessica said.

I wiped my tears and looked at her,
"Three months is a lot Jess.It just takes a second to fall in love with a person.And after meeting Mahir..I knew he is the one.How can I take this rejection now?"I cried.

"Bella..please don't cry like this.You are not a weak person to cry over a guy",Jessica said helding my face.

"I am a weak person Jessica.You guy's don't know about me",I said looking at Rose and Jessica.

"I..I was having panic attacks for a whole month after my parent's died.I am a very weak person,very weak.But...I never felt weak after talking to Mahir",I said.

"He made the darkness within me vanish.He made me strong.But today...I am a weak person again",I cried.

"Shh..Bella...you should compose yourself...please baby",Gram's came hugging me from behind,when I slumped on the floor.

"I loved him so much Gram's..he can't do this to me",I sobbed.

"We have to accept the reality and move on Bella..this is not the way",Gram's said.

"You need to take some rest,you are freezing",Gram's said making me stand.

They took me to my room and made me sleep,
"Just sleep for sometime Bella,relax yourself",Gram's said caressing my hair's.

"Rose,Jessica..keep visiting her.Or else she will be left alone again",I heard Gram's.

"We are always there for her Mrs.Hamilton.We will keep visiting her",I heard Rose.

"Just make sure she is fine and doesn't take any wrong steps",I heard Jessica.

I sobbed helding my comforter.

"This is really amazing..so tatsty",I moaned eating his hand made delicious pasta.

"My pasta never turns out this creamy..but this is so yummy",I moaned having another morsel.

Mahir smiled looking at me and wiped the corner of my mouth.I was sitting on his kitchen island.

Eating white sause pasta made by him.He cooks so well.

"Hmm..maybe you won't put right amount of milk and cheese",Mahir said licking his finger and my lips parted.

"I..I do put it.But don't know..it never turns out well",I shrugged.

"You want me to teach you?"he asked coming close.

"Hmm..I am not a good cook.I can eat well but I can't cook well",I gave a sheepish smile and he laughed.

"And that's why I am asking.Shall I teach you?"he asked making me feed another morsel.

I was just staring at him.Into his deep brown orbs which holds so much power over me.

"And even I never cooked for anyone like this",Mahir said.

"Then why for me?"I asked.

He just blushed looking the other side.

"Don't know,I just feel that way for you.I mean...I don't feel like cooking for anyone.I am lazy.But for you...I..",he bit his tongue and looked away with a smile.

"OK..I get it",I said and started eating my pasta silently.

"What did you get?"he asked rubbing my lower lip with his thumb.

"That you..you..",I closed my eye's.

"That me?"he asked and I looked at him.

He joined our foreheads and we closed our eye's.Our breathes were fanning on each others faces,the environment around us turning hot.

I parted my lips when Mahir caressed my left cheek with his hand.He cupped my face and I opened my eye's.

"I feel for you Bella,no one can understand that",he said.

And that day I was lost inside him.He took over my emotions since that day,he holds that power in me!

All these moments meant nothing for him?

All his feelings?He lied everything?

"Why are doing this Mahir?"I sobbed closing my eye's.

MAHIR DAVISSON

"Aaawwoo...",I left out a loud wolfic growl running in this snow covered woods.

I broke her heart today!

"Aaawwooooo...",I transformed back into my human form.

"Aghh..aghh....",I shouted sitting on the ground.

I got up and ran inside my home,wore my shorts and picked up my glove's.I moved towards my punching bag and started punching it with all my will.

"Aggh....I had to do it Bella...I'm sorry",I shouted punching it.

I kept taking out my frustration on that punching bag.I lied on her face that I don't love her.

"I don't love her?I don't love her?"I shouted punching the bag.

"I fucking love her damn it",I shouted punching,a tear slipping from my right eye.

"I had no other way Bella",I sniffed leaning against the punching bag.

"I didn't have an option",I shouted giving a last punch,making the bag fall on the floor.

"Mahir..Mahir",everyone came inside my room.

I was panting and sweating,my hair drenched with sweat and all the sweat beads dropping onto my perfectly built body.

Rose,Joe,Ryan,Jessica,all four of them were looking at me with a worry.

"Mahir..",
"No..no..just give me some God damn space,for some time",I panted closing my eye's.

"Trust me,I'm fine..just give me some time",I gulped putting my punching bag again intact.

They all nodded and closed my door.

"I'm sorry..I'm sorry...I had no other option",I started punching the bag again.

I looked at the moon star bracelet which Bella gifted me.I opened the moon from the bracelet and sighed,I closed my eye's and leaned back clutching it to my heart.

"There is only one way to protect her now Mahir",Jessica said.

"Jesus",I sighed closing my eye's.

Rose read those pages and looked at me with pity.What's wrong?

"Rose...Jessica,I'll go to any extent to protect her now.Tell me what is it?"I asked.

Both Rose and Jessica looked at each other,
"Mahir..there is only one solution for that now.But it's going to cost a lot",Rose said.

"What?I didn't get you guy's",I said.

"It's going to cost your love for Bella",Jessica said.

"What?"everyone were shocked.

"Rose...what is this?"Joe asked her.

"Now Bella and Mahir's souls are bound together,they can feel each others emotions.And Bella's scent...it's not shielded anymore as it is bound to Mahir's scent",Rose said.

"Say something else Rose",Ryan said.

"Now anyone can recognize Bella's scent because of Mahir's scent.As Mahir is a werewolf,any supernatural person can easily recognize him.Now they can even recognize Bella's scent.She is a human,any supernatural person can get to her",Rose said.

"And she is in grave danger because of that.And there is only one way to put her scent away from the supernatural world",Jessica said.

"Tell me Jessica..what is that way?"I asked.

"Have you marked her last night after the ritual?"Jessica asked.

"No...not yet",I replied.

"You have to stay away from Bella,Mahir",Jessica said with a guilty face.

"What?"I was baffled.

"Yes Mahir,your scent is the greatest threat for Bella right now.It's an invitation for all the supernatural person's towards Bella",Rose said.

"Since Bella is not marked yet,we are left with a single advantage to save her",Jessica said.

"Wha..what is it?Just say it",I asked.

"Your scent has to stay away from Bella,completely locked away from her.After locking your scent from her,I and Rose can cast a spell to protect her body scent",Jessica said.

"That means...I should..I should stay away from her?"I asked them.

"Yes",Rose and Jessica said.

"How will I protect her...if I stay away from her?"I asked weakly.

"Mahir trust us on this.This is the only way now.It's the only way to protect Bella",Rose said.

"Are you ready for it Mahir?"Jessica asked.

Bella,after knowing that she is my mate.My dynamics of my life changed.I lost my heart to her the minute I saw her.

And after the ritual,I could feel her every emotions within me.And now,she is deeply in love with me,just as I am.

She cannot stay away from me and I too can't.

This is going to be a tough decision.But I will go to any extent to protect Bella,even be it loosing my love.

"I am ready for it...I am",I said looking at Rose and Jessica.

"Mahir,you found your mate after whole six years.And after finding her..you are going to stay away from her man?"Joe asked.

"I have no other option Joe.Finding your mate is not only the matter,protecting your mate also matters.And I would give my everything to protect her",I said.

"Jessica,Rose...cast a spell now.Lock my scent and shield...Bella's scent,even away from me",I said.

"Even I shouldn't sense her scent,nor anyone of you.Being a supernatural persons we are..it's safe to not put her scent even in our radar",I said.

"But Mahir,Bella?You think you can stay without her?She can stay without you?"Ryan asked.

"I have to...I should",I said.

"Mahir..do you have anything which belongs to Bella?"Jessica asked.

I caressed the bracelet which Bella gave me on my birthday.

"She gifted me this..on my birthday",I said giving it to Jessica.

Jessica observed it and nodded,
"OK...this can help",Jessica said.

"Mahir,we are going to lock your scent in this folding moon.And after that,Bella can't sense your scent nor you can sense her scent",Jessica said and I nodded.

Both Rose and Jessica held each other's hands and started chanting.They held my each hand and started chanting loudly.

I gasped suddenly and closed my eye's.I opened my eye's after a second.Both Rose and Jessica looked at me.

They touched my hand and both held that bracelet in their hand's.They closed their eye's again and chanted.

"It's done...your scent is locked now",Jessica said.

"Ryan..Joe..take a check",Rose said.

Both Ryan and Joe sat beside me and nodded,
"We can't sense any scent from him",Joe said.

"No one can find out that he is a werewolf now.This is an advantage in it",Ryan said.

Costing my love for Bella!

"OK,now we are going to cast a spell for shielding Bella's scent",Rose said.

It was taking much longer than usual.They said it was a tough spell,but still they are trying.

Suddenly Jessica started shaking her hand,slowly.Rose opened her eye's,
"Jessica",Rose called out for her.

Jessica was bleeding from her nose,
"Rose what's wrong?"we asked.

"I don't know...Jessica",Rose was calling her out.

"God",Ryan sat behind Jessica.

"Jessica...open your eye's",Ryan shouted.

"Huhhh....",she suddenly opened her eye's and left Rose's hand,slumping back on Ryan.

"Jess..Jess..are you alright?"Ryan asked helding her in his arm's.

"Jessica..what's wrong?"Rose asked wiping the blood off her nose.

"It's..the ancestors",Jessica panted.

"Oh no",Rose gasped.

"Rose..what is it?"I asked them.

Jessica was still panting,Ryan was comforting her.

"My ancestors..they are blocking our channel",Jessica said.

"Fuck...",I groaned closing my eye's.

"There is no way to trick them into this?"Joe asked.

"There are many ways...but..",Rose looked at Jessica.

"But?"I asked her.

"There will be consequences",Jessica panted.

I sighed and slumped on the couch,closing my eye's and rubbing my temples.

"There will be consequences if we go against them",Jessica said.

"And since the start,all of them were against Bella",Rose said.

There is no way now.Even after locking my scent,I'm not able to protect Bella.

"Jessica..what are you doing?"Ryan asked and I looked at them.

Jessica held Rose's hand and was ready to start the spell again.

"Jessica are you sure?"Rose asked.

"It's not only Mahir,even I can go to any extent to protect Bella.Even if I have to go against my ancestors.I can fight them",Jessica said.

Jessica looked at me and nodded.This girl is selfless!

Rose and Jessica started it again.They both were chanting,slightly shaking their hand's.

Both were bleeding from their noses,all the things around started shaking.They are putting all their energy.

"Jessica..let it be",I shouted.

They both were not listening to me,they are risking their life's for me and Bella.

"Rose",Joe shouted getting back at Rose.

"Jessica...you should stop",Ryan shoyted getting back at Jessica.

Both were not ready to stop,
"Rose..Jessica let it go...please",I shouted.

I don't want them to risk their life's for me.

"Huhhhhhhh.....",both gasped loudly and slumped back.

Ryan and Joe held them,they panted looking at me and that bracelet.

Ryan took a tissue and wiped Jessica's' nose,he was in tears.And I see Joe doing the same.

"It's done...it's done",Rose panted.

Jessica nodded looking at me.

"Thank God",I slumped on my knees.

"I don't know how to thank you Jessica.I'm so sorry for threatening you",I said helding her hand.

"It's OK..it's OK",Jessica panted.

I looked at Rose and she gave me an assured nod,
"Wear that bracelet Mahir,now",Rose said.

I wore it around my wrist.I looked at Jessica,
"I'm sorry Mahir",a sob escaped her lips.

"Jessica..why are you being sorry?"I held her hand.

"I didn't want to separate you and Bella..she loves you.But today..I had no choice to protect her.I had to do it and you have to..",she sobbed closing her eye's.

"Jessica..it's OK..it's OK,don't strain yourself",Ryan said kissing the side of her head.

"It's OK Jessica,I can stay away from Bella.From now onwards,I won't be talking to Bella..and I won't meet her",I said.

"I'm sorry my love,that was the only way to protect you.I have to stay away from you,how much ever time it takes",a sob escaped from my mouth,caressing that bracelet.

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