Dedicated to KhushiArora3

I seem to be in and out of consciousness as I feel someone grab me and take me somewhere. I feel them walk up a flight of stairs.

I try to move but my body reacts like it's paralysed, my mouth won't form words. Tears roll down my eyes in fear.

The man who's face I still can't see takes me into a room, I pass out a little before feeling him throw me on a bed.

"Lets see what all this fuss is about. They say you got that mob boss to settle down, you must be such a good fuck for him to settle down" the man says as I feel his hands on me.

I can't move or scream.

"I couldn't stop staring at you all night, so I figured why not have a little try and taste of the goods. It's a good thing had some drugs on me" the man says chuckling as his face comes into view.
I can't recognise him, he just must be someone from the party.

I feel him kiss me all over and I try to move. I feel like I'm going to be sick.

I hear a zip being undone and I beg my mouth to scream but I can't form anything. He's going to rape me and I won't be able to do anything about it.

I hear a bang and the man collapses and rolls off me.

Aiden stands there, gun pointing and his expression murderous. He shoots the man a couple of more times before he throws the gun and rushes to me.

"Fucking hell" he says as he grabs me. I seem to pass out again after that.

When I awake I'm back in my bed, in a t shirt. Aiden sits on the chair opposite, his head in his hands. Moving closer I see his body is shaking and he's crying.

My heart breaks into a million pieces. Never did I think I would witness Aiden cry. Shrugging out of the bed I stand in front of him while he looks at me, his eyes bloodshot.

"I'm so so sorry" he sobs.

I collapse in his lap as I hug him. He rocks us back and forth. "It's okay, it's not your fault"

"It is. It's my fault, every time you get hurt. The thought of what could have happened to you if I didn't get there in time... it makes me sick to the stomach Alessia. I couldn't live with myself if anything happened to you" he says burying his face in my neck. "I love you so much"

"I love you too" I say wiping his tears and kissing his jaw. We sit like that for a while, me in his lap and while he buries his face in my chest.

I start kissing his neck, running my hand down his chest. He closes his eyes and tilts his head back.

He grabs my hand, "Are you okay? I mean if you don't feel comfortable yet it's okay"

"I want you" I admit. I need to reassure myself that I'm okay. I want to take my pain away and I know only Aiden can do that.

He doesn't need to be told twice as he kisses my neck sucking my skin lightly. He grips my thighs and stands with me as I wrap my legs around his waist. He throws me on the bed as he throws his shirt off. He unbuckles his pants while I take off my top.

He leans over me tugging a nipple in his mouth. I moan running my hands through his hair.

He leans back admiring my naked form.

"Touch yourself" he says.

"What?" I say blushing. This isn't usually something he asks for.

"Touch yourself for me" he says huskily as his eyes darken.

I run my hand down my stomach watching him as I reach my opening I hesitate.

"Don't think" he commands.

I listen to him and touch myself for him. I don't take my eyes off him as I touch my most sensitive part. He groans and I can see the bulge in his boxers getting even more impossibly bigger.

He grabs my wrist and pins it above my head, I spread my legs for him willingly as he roughly takes off his boxers. He pushes inside of me roughly and I cry out.

The feeling makes me clutch his back as he takes me hard. He grabs my chin as he moves faster, "mine all mine"

"Yes" I breathe agreeing.

He seems to get even deeper as I feel all of him. The faster he goes the more I feel myself falling.

It's not long before I see stars, my vision blurry from my orgasm. He pushes deep and I feel warmness inside of me. Before I can close my eyes he turns me over so I'm on my stomach.

He cups my ass as he plants kisses on my back. I feel him harden against me again and I know he wants to go again. He touches my sensitive mess as he kisses my neck and pushes inside of me from behind.
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All this time I think I've been in shock, as Aiden sleeps quietly next to me I feel the tears finally come. It finally dawns on me that I could have been raped tonight.

Looking down at Aiden I softly run my hands through his hands. I cry harder. This isnt what I want. What if next time Aidens not there to save me?

Between Caleb and what happened tonight its becoming too much for me to handle. But more than what I feel, I know Aiden is hurting. I'm not the woman he needs, he needs someone strong who can defend themselves.

Slipping out of bed I decide I need a drink. I throw Aidens t shirt on and a USB slips out of his pants.

Strange. I should just put it back but I curse myself as I take the USB and pad quietly downstairs.

Switching on my laptop I push the USB in. There seems to be a link to get onto a video stream, clicking on the link I gasp.

Caleb is tied to a chair, bloody and beaten. He looks dead but I can see some movement. The room is dark and empty.

Aiden has Caleb captured, that's why he's not worried about him. He knows exactly where he is.

"You know they say curiosity killed the cat" Aidens voice says nearly making me drop the laptop.

He stands at the bottom of the stairs in only his boxers, he's still half asleep.

"What the hell Aiden. You knew where he was all this time?" I say loudly.

"The last time you saw him I had him captured the next day. My men have been following him for ages, I was going to give him the benefit of doubt and let him go but he couldn't help himself. He came back here to get you again. I couldn't have that" Aiden explains as he heads to the fridge and drinks some juice out the carton.

"Why wouldn't you tell me?" I say softly.

"Because Alessia you don't need to concern yourself. I look after your safety. He wouldn't  even be able to touch a hair on your head" Aiden says as he glances at me.

He heads back upstairs. I collapse on the sofa. It's like all my worst fears have come true. Aiden doesn't think I'm strong enough to handle things and I'm not. Shutting the laptop I head back upstairs and start writing.

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"Are you sure you'll be okay by yourself?"Aiden asks. He's heading out to a meeting.

"Yeah I'll be fine" he turns and I grab his hand.

"I love you, you know that right?" I say at the door.

"I love you too" he says kissing my mouth. "Call me okay"

I nod and he closes the door. Sighing I quickly run upstairs and pack my stuff. Grabbing some money I've saved, I head back downstairs. Grabbing the letter I wrote last night I place it on the kitchen countertop and leave my phone there so he won't trace it.

Locking the door I head outside. Sliding in the car I turn to Daniel.

"Thanks for doing this. I really appreciate it" I say crying.

"It's okay my cousins out of town so her penthouse is empty. Are you going to tell me what's going on? You scared me calling at 4 am in the morning" Daniel says.

"Maybe later but we need to go" I say looking around scared.

He shifts the car into gear and I take one last look before we take off.

I relax into the seat crying. This is for the best. He will be better off without me.

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Hi guys

Please don't hate me lol. Fights happen in relationships, right now Alessia is really down in the dumps and she feels like she's doing what's best.

I'll try to update again this week.

Nina xx