"LET ME KNOW HOW WOULD IT FEEL TO BE YOUR GIRLFRIEND ONLY FOR A FEW HOURS.."

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Author's pov

Inside the meeting room,

"Hello, Mr. Ríos, good to see you, it's been a while," Taehyung shook the young Hispanic's hand warmly.

"Hey Mr. Kim, good to see you again." Manu Ríos smiled as he shook his hand with him, his English was heavily Spanish accented but overall it was a charming sound and the young attractive designer never failed to impress the girls.

"At last we get started on the project," Taehyung remarked as he took his hand back whereas Manu faced Mr. Han for the translation of his spoken words which he instantly did with a nod.

"Y estoy emocionado por eso," (And I'm excited about it) He acknowledged with his breathtaking smile making Taehyung nod at him.

Taehyung didn't need a translator for himself because he understood Spanish quite well as he had studied this particular language in his high school days. It was just he didn't like speaking Spanish because he got stuck in between because of his accent.

"Espero que podamos hacer el trabajo sin interrupciones y esas cosas, sabes que hay muy poco tiempo." (I hope we can get the work done without any interruptions and things, you know there's so little time.) He asserted as he took the seat beside Taehyung's table.

"You don't have to worry about it, everything's under control." He responded after passing him a quizzical smirk as he peered at him making him chuckle with a nod.

"KTH, shall we start the meeting?" Ms. Kim asked as she stood near his chair.

"Hmmm..." He acknowledged as he proudly leaned on his chair waiting for the meeting to start.

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At Jimin's penthouse,

"I am deeply in love with you, Melon. Please be my girlfriend."

You felt your body become stiff at your place just the moment you heard his confession. You peered at him with your widened shocked eyes with slightly parted lips not believing what you heard as for you it was really unexpected. Is this for real?!

Jimin harshly bit his tongue as he closed his eyes realizing what he uttered was something he shouldn't have. He was continuously blaming his suppressed feelings in his head but as you all know spoken words can never be taken back no matter what we do here.

He was getting tensed thinking about your response on that and the most important thing that was messing his mind was what if you accept his confession. If you did then he had to break your heart which he never intended to do so not even in his imagination and this all occurred because of his foolishness. Fuck my life!

Sighing heavily, he thought to solve his mistake in his way. After taking a long pause, he finally glanced at you whereas you were already peering at his face, the moment he opened his lashes, your gaze unknowingly landed on his eyes, and you felt your heart, soul, and mind get captivated in his dreamy brown orbs.

Your heart picked up an extra beat seeing yourself swimming in his hypnotizing eyes which wasn't something new to you as you always used to do it before as well. It always happened when you were with him but right then it was something you couldn't decipher in just some mere words.

He forcefully blinked his eyes which lead to breaking eye contact with you and that's when his gaze shifted to your hair as he caught something unusual making him frown, then a throaty chuckle left his mouth but you didn't hear him as you were busy admiring his angel-like face.

He shook his head glancing at your frozen state in disbelief. To break your trance, he softly flicked your forehead making you come back to reality from your dreamy world as his flick made you blink your lashes multiple times.

"Melon, your hair.." He softly emphasized getting your attention.

"Huh!? What happened?" You gave him your perplexed look that made him slightly smile at you. Shooking his head lightly, he tenderly grabbed your head making you turn to the left side of the big hall where you saw a large mirror stuck to the wall reflecting the images of the surroundings.

You intently scanned yourself in the mirror and that's when your gaze shifted to your hair making you rose your brows in confusion. You carefully stared at it and found a white patch of something just a little above your forehead that was on the left side of your head.

"Huh!? What's this?" You slowly lifted your hand to touch it but before you could do so, he caught your wrist midway stopping you.

"No, don't touch it." He uttered shaking his head as he left your wrist from his hold whereas you squinted your brows giving him your confused facial expression.

"Jimin-shi, what is it? Is it white paint or something like that?" You asked, again facing the mirror and then at him earning an awkward smile from him making you rose your brow.

"Uhm.. it's the bird droppings." He answered making your mouth hanged in shock whereas your whole body felt disgusted cuz of it.

"What the hell! Why me?" You exclaimed in utter disbelief.

"Wait here I'll bring tissues to clean it up." He informed before striding towards his bedroom, leaving you alone standing in the hall with your scrunched-up face.

"So, all this time I was walking around while having a bird's poop on my head.. oh god this is so ridiculous." You muttered as you threw your purse on the couch stomping your feet in anger.

You exhaled a long breath and folded your arms against your chest while glancing around only to find his luggage that was kept in the corner of the hall.

"Look at him, he still didn't unpack his luggage." You shook your head in disbelief.

"Here it is." You turned your head in the direction where he stood with wet wipes in his hand. He strode towards you taking long steps and soon stood against you towering over your small figure.

He pulled out 2-3 wet wipes at once before placing the box of wet wipes on the table which was present beside you two and then moved back to you.

"Jimin-shi, you don't need to. I can do it myself." You softly requested when you found him lifting his hand to clean the shit.

"Ayee.. it will be hard for you to do, so just let me do it. Okay?" Sighing defeatedly you kept quiet and let him clean the mess which the bird left on your head. Ugh!

In meantime, your eyes were openly staring at his buffed chest making you thickly gulp your saliva because the t-shirt he had worn was a light material fabric and that was the reason you were able to see his built-up chest through his T-shirt. Holy moly he's so sexy!!!

Your eyes then traveled to his neck and then to his face making your tummy fill with butterflies watching his face so closer to you and then your heart tingled knowing there was no doubt that this angel had the most mesmerizing appearance you ever saw in your entire life. So handsome!

"I know I am handsome Melon." He huskily uttered taking you out of your thoughts and making you frown. Did he hear my thoughts?

You embarrassedly took your eyes off him and fixed your gaze down staring at the white marble floor cursing yourself for shamelessly staring at him.

After a minute of him cleaning, he placed the dirty wet wipes on the table and took another 2-3 wet wipes from the box again so that he can perfectly remove the stain of the bird's droppings.

"Can you turn your head a little to your left side?" He suggested which made you immediately do as he told. Gently dabbing the wet wipes onto your head as he was focused on cleaning it ASAP whereas your eyes shifted to the huge mirror which was facing in your direction.

You blinked your eyes scanning your face which had a small tint of blush and was brightly displaying on your cheeks making your eyes enlarged but soon a shy smile spread upon your lips when you touched your cheek knowing it was his effect on you.

Though Jimin was focused on the work but still somehow he was observing your every action with his sad and moist eyes as it was going to be yours and his last meeting before he leave for India.

He harshly blinked his eyelashes a few times to stop the tears from escaping from his eyes and instantly put a fake soft smile on his face.

"Melon," He softly called you earning a 'hmm' from you.

"Whatever I said earlier, take it as a joke. I actually didn't mean it." He stated with a heavy heart making you instantly face him peering at his eyes intensely which made him avoid your eye contact. Was that confession a joke for him...

You stared at his face whose gaze was wandering everywhere but was avoiding your eyes which were focused on him.

"Your eyes are betraying your lips, Jimin-shi."

He thickly gulped his saliva as you caught him off guard but again he composed himself and asked, "What do you mean?"

"No, the question is why did you lie?" He stepped back as he kept the dirty wet wipes on the table still avoiding your stares.

"I did not lie. It was indeed a joke." He answered as he grabbed the wet wipes box and turned back striding towards his room. He was sure that you would believe his lie but that was where his conscience went wrong when you walked past and stood before him which made him stop in his tracks.

"Then prove me.. look at my eyes and tell me whatever you told was a lie, a joke."

You challenged him acutely staring into his eyes but instead of answering you, he walked ahead passing by you ignoring your words.

"You cannot go without answering me, Jimin-shi." You spoke in a little loud tone following him from behind like a stubborn kid.

"You are trying to escape from my question, aren't you?" You again enquired taking continuous big steps to catch his speed as he was walking at a fast pace.

"No, I'm not.." He retorted back gritting his teeth.

"Yes, you are.."

"No, I'm not.. "

"Yes, you are.."

He roughly pushed his bedroom door opening it and angrily threw the wet wipes on the couch which was present across his king-sized bed. His action made you slightly flinch but you regained your senses back and peered at his back.

"Jimin-shi, stop lying to--"

"Is it that hard for you to understand that I'm not lying?"

He growled loudly crushing his calmness away which he was keeping till now as he turned back, clutching your arms in his tight hold.

"Jimin-shi.."

"Tell me Y/n why does it even matter to you whether I was lying or not." He asked exasperated staring at your eyes deeply with his angry eyes.

"Tell me--"

"It matters cuz I love you, Jimin-shi."

You snapped back as you pushed him with all your strength making him utterly shocked at your response.

"W..what?!" He stared at you like his ears were not properly hearing what you said.

"Yes Jimin-shi, you heard it right.." You took a step ahead getting closer to him.

"I really love--"

"No just stop.." He cut your words in the middle with his loud raspy voice making you halt in your place.

"This is wrong, Melon. You cannot have feelings for me. I can't betray Tae." He uttered in a low voice as he shook his head multiple times still trying to digest the new information. You didn't get what he was blabbering about at the last so you ignored it.

"Why?" You enquired in a low tone of yours only to receive silence from his side as a response which made you move a step closer to him. Your hand softly reached his hand, you held it with yours lightly as you peered into his eyes wanting an answer from him.

"Tell me Jimin-shi why I cannot have feelings for you?" You again asked but this time your voice held desperation, desperation to know what he was trying to hide from you.

"Because we are not destined to be together."

He uttered those words like they were venom which was killing him brutally from the inside. Hearing his words, you lose hold of his hand as your eyes were bewildered at his words but those words clenched your heart badly.

"I don't know how to explain myself but just know that you.." He pointed his finger at you and then at him after continuing,

"And I can't be together, not in this life. This is why I thought to distance myself from you because this way none of us get hurt more." Your heart halted hearing his every word which made you angry and hurt at the same time.

''Okay, I got it." A throaty chuckle left your mouth as you answered it sarcastically.

"Answer me one thing, will you?" You enquired as you folded your arms against your chest staring at him for a response which he gave with a short nod.

"If it's not you, then who's destined to me?" You questioned staring directly into his eyes that caught him off guard.

"You'll know it soon," He simply answered in his calm voice as he turned his back to you, while you just stared at his back feeling your heart aching terribly inside your chest making it impossible to even breathe at the moment. And for a brief moment, you two stayed silent hiding your pain from each other.

By then, your eyes turned heavy with tears because now you were not capable of holding your emotions back anymore especially in front of him as it was hurting your heart and soul painfully. So you just closed your eyes without hurrying and just silently shed your tears without creating noise. After a few minutes, you opened your eyes and wiped your tears still staring at his back making you release a sad sigh.

"If you want to reject me, just say it directly but please don't make excuses for destiny." You stammered out followed by a remorseful chuckle as you gulped a lump that formed in your throat from your silent weeps. Hearing your broken voice, he hastily turned to you as he slightly shook his head in denial.

"No, you took it in a wr--"

His words got interrupted by his phone ring which made him annoyingly close his eyes. He excused himself to you and then turned back as his phone was kept on his bed. Taking it in his hand, he gazed at the caller id which showed "Mr. Shin" who was currently his secretary. He swiped the receive option and placed the phone against his ear.

"Hello," He spoke first making the other side greet him politely.

"Sir, your flight ticket has been emailed to you. Please check it once." His secretary informed making him close his eyes as the time to leave his country was running out too fast.

"Okay, I'll check it right now. Thank you for informing me."

"No worries sir," He politely replied and cut the call making Jimin release a sigh.

He then opened his email inbox and saw the email of his flight ticket which he clicked on it. His gaze fell on the departure time which was of tomorrow at 9 a.m. Shutting his phone off he closed his eyes for a few seconds as everything was too much to handle and he wasn't capable to feel strong anymore.

On the other side, you were feeling an immense amount of pain that was striking inside your fragile heart. Your eyes again turned glossy and slowly your tears started escaping your eyes which made you harshly wipe them as now it was too much to handle your inner feelings so you voiced out what you wanted to say for a long time now.

"You know I've been in love with you for a few years now.."

You confessed as you stared at his back with your quivering lips while trying to control your sobs, whereas he clutched his phone tightly when he heard your confession which was breaking him more and your hurtful voice was giving his heart an immense amount of painful beats inside his heart but he chose to stay silent as he wanted you to let everything out so you would feel better later on.

"I've spent my days and nights imagining and daydreaming about you, I was literally living in a fantasy world where the reality was hidden from me, it was just you and me..

I've always dreamed about us being together in the future just like a hopeless teenager who wants to be with her crush forever.. I had faith in god that one day.. one day my wish will be fulfilled which I, all the times dreamed of.

I know am only to blame myself for even imagining those things with you but I can't help it when I'm head over heels for you just like a dumb junior whose first crush is her heartthrob college professor who is obviously hard to get.

I still remember the day when we met for the first time during my high school days when you saved me from my bullies. That day you had your mask on and I thought you were a middle-aged man so I addressed you Ahjussi but when you took your mask off, I was stunned after seeing your breathtaking face and embarrassed too for calling you Ahjussi in front of everyone.."

You sadly chuckled thinking about that while he smiled a little reminiscing that day, his eyes were shimmering with his tears but still had a small smile on his face. He kept his head a little upward to prevent his tears from falling down his cheeks.

You continued,

"Ever since that day, I've been crushing on you, not because of your only heavenly looks but your caring and giving nature towards everyone. Whenever I stood by your side, it felt like all of my fears, worries, and anxieties melted away in a blink, and for that thanks to your warm presence that made me feel always cared.

To be honest, I feel blessed and thankful for having you in my life.. I never forget to say thanks to God for sending you into my life. You're just like a blessing to me Jimin-shi who has taught me many things about this world, you've made me realize that people come into our lives for a purpose.

You offered me honesty when no person offered it. You offered me your arms when I was lonely. You taught me to love myself, and for that, I will forever be grateful to you.

I know sometimes I act like a crazy girl in front of you but my love for you was always pure, but one thing I understood today is that you can't force anyone to feel the same way you feel about them. It's hard to explain how I feel about you, there was always a smile on my face when you are around me. You know sometimes I wanted to ignore you for making me feel weak in my heart but just I can't because...

I love you so much, even more than I love myself."

You took out the storm of your emotions which was building up inside your heart and was paining whereas he was still standing in silence back facing you even after hearing your every word but you didn't know just like you, he was feeling broken too maybe more than you.

By now, his eyes turned more glossy whereas finally hot and heart-aching tears started shedding from them which were reflecting the pain he was feeling from inside after hearing your confession. How he wished to hug you and wipe your tears and tell you how much he loves you..but he can't, he can never..

He felt his heart clenched badly that he found someone cut off his oxygen by hearing your confession but he had to control his emotions so that you won't have to see his weak side.

You were feeling like now your heart turned numb with pain and you didn't even leave with anything so you just consoled your heart that it would be alright someday. Mentally, you were in so much pain that your mind turned numb for anything so you finally made up your mind to verbalize your hardest decision.

"Now thinking about everything, I will try to distance myself from you, hoping that it's going to be an easy healing for me but before I part my ways from you, I have one last wish from you."

He wiped his tears from the back of his hand as he exhaled a deep breath preparing himself to listen to your next words, but his blood ran cold whereas his heartbeat halted for a split second when he felt himself being softly back hugged by you, locking your arms on his torso.

"I solely want you to spend your time with me, talk with me and help me to feel my dreams in reality, Jimin-shi...

Just please.. let me experience your adore for once, let me have you close to me for once, let me feel loved by the person I love just for once."

You said those things which you meant with your everything but your chest tightened in pain watching him still keeping quiet which broke your heart more as you felt that your emotions meant nothing to him.

Whereas for him, he felt like the world around him froze while his entire body stopped processing hearing those words and realizing their meaning because this was something he never expected.

You again closed your eyes to stop your eyes from burning with tears and then again opened them to look at your locked arms with your blurry gaze.

"Let me know how would it feel to be your girlfriend only for a few hours.."

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Heya gangsters,

It's been a really long time since I updated. I tried to make this chapter emotional but it didn't turn out that well so I just hope you liked it. Please do vote and comment on your fav lines, also do share my book with your other friends.

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