"I CANNOT LOVE ANYONE, BECAUSE LOVE REMAINS AS A PAIN IN THE HEART.."

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Author's pov

"I have found a job for you, Ms Y/n."

"What job is this?" You asked.

"According to your qualifications, we want you to hire for club dancing because you are quite good at dancing."

You give a thought to it but you didn't want this kind of job as your profession so you politely denied his request.

"I'm sorry, sir. But I prefer not to go in this field."

"No problem."

With a sigh, you cut the call and moved your gaze at Minjee who was looking at you with a befuddled expression.

"I will tell you later. Now let's go." You softly spoke making her nod. You both started walking out of the mansion but before you could reach the main door of the mansion someone called you from behind.

"Y/n wait." You turned back and saw Jisoo panting heavily running in your direction.

"What happened, Jisoo?" You asked her furrowing your brows at her.

"Y/n, you forgot your bag in my room." She responded making you suddenly remember that in hurry you forget to take your bag with you.

"I will be back." You informed Minjee and went in the direction of her room by taking the stairs. When Jisoo saw you going away, she gazed at Minjee.

"Minjee, our driver will drop you off at your house," Jisoo remarked passing her soft smile to Minjee but she shooked her head denying,

"No Jisoo, that's fine. We can take a taxi."

"It's not safe and please I request you don't deny it." Jisoo requested her in a fake sad tone making Minjee finally nod at her.

"Okay fine." She said with a small smile.

"You can go now because I need Y/n for some time."

"Then I will wait for her." Jisoo sighed at her response and replied,

"It will take time, also I don't want to make you feel bored. Don't worry about Y/n I will send her back safely." She concurred with a hopeful smile. Minjee thought for a second and nodded making Jisoo chime happily.

"I have already informed my driver about you. He's standing outside the mansion gate, you just need to show him the direction." She politely reported her. Minjee bid goodbye to her and walked out from there leaving for her house.

Jisoo turned back and saw you coming back from her room so she started taking steps in your direction coming close to you. You looked at Jisoo but then you didn't find Minjee making you feel worried.

You walked to Jisoo and questioned, "Where's Minjee?"

"Ohh.. I sent her home but don't worry she is with our driver." She answered.

"She left without me." You muttered to yourself but Jisoo heard it.

"No, I told her to do so because I needed you for some time."

"Me? For what..?" You asked.

"For this." She took out her phone and opened her gallery, clicking on the photo of a collage of a different hairstyle and showed it to you.

"Which one do you think will suit on me?" She asked showing you the pic.

You first took some seconds observing them and finally selected the 4th one which was simple but elegant.

"I think this one will look better on you." You replied making her pass a soft smile at you agreeing to you before closing her phone.

"That's it?" You inquired with your raised brow making her crack a nervous smile at you and nod as a response. Seriously for this..!!

Jisoo ignored your gaze who was internally judging her and looked around to find someone.

"Tae" She yelled her brother's name when she saw him standing afar from them making your breathing rate fasten in fear. You darted your eyes to your left and saw him coming towards you two. God, why do you wanna see me suffer..

You were muttering nonsense to yourself not until when you found him standing next to you, looking intensely at you.

"Tae, can you please drop Y/n at her home." She asked showing him her mischievous grin and making him look at her in disbelief. But when you heard her statement, you widened your eyes not believing her words and immediately looked at her.

"What!" You exclaimed with a shocked expression but soon you composed yourself.

"I mean there's no need for it. I can take a taxi because my home is not that far from here." You gave her the reason hoping she will agree to it.

"No, Y/n it's not safe and doesn't worry Tae will drop you safely at your home.. Right Tae?" She darted her gaze from you to him raising her brow at him. You hoped he will deny her words but his answer made you lose all your hope.

"Hmmm.."

She nodded while smiling and then looked at you leaving you with no option but to go with him. I'm so unlucky thanks to you God!

You heaved a sigh and finally nodded agreeing to her.

"Drive safely.." Jisoo said with her worried eyes while caressing his cheek like a loving sister which already was. He gave a nod as a response making her smile and took her hand back from his cheek.

You were looking at them amazed and saw Jisoo how caring she was towards her brother. Your heart felt emotions after seeing their affection towards each other.

Soon, he started taking his steps towards the main gate while you were following him from behind just like a puppy who follows his mother. Meanwhile, Jisoo was looking at you two from behind, "Hope everything goes well.."

While he was taking out the car from the parking, you were waiting for him outside the mansion biting your nails in nervousness. He pulled the brake near you making you dart your eyes looking at his car then at him.

You opened the passenger seat because you knew it's disrespectful to sit back when the passenger seat is empty plus he ain't your driver.

You hoped inside and sat silently before closing the door. He started driving while you kept your handbag on your lap opening its zip to take out your phone to see whether it was still working or not. It was because when you fell inside the pool, your phone was inside your pocket and you came to know about this when you were changing your clothes in Jisoo's room.

You checked it thoroughly but its display wasn't working making you feel bad because this phone was very special to you. It was given by one and only Jimin. He brought this phone two years back on your 18th birthday.

You clutched your phone tightly getting angry at the person who was the reason behind your phone. You gazed at him and saw him accelerating the speed while clutching the steering wheel tightly making you scared.

He was driving at a dangerous speed. For him, it was his usual speed but for you, his car speed was like a bullet train's speed. He moved his gaze looking at you and saw you sitting scared clutching your bag tightly. He even noticed that you hadn't worn your seatbelt making him sigh.

"Wear your seatbelt"

He spoke in his dangerous calm voice making you look at him and then at the seatbelt. Your hands were shivering because this was the first time you were experiencing this high speed in your life. Your nervous fingers struggled with the belt, unable to release it and the fast speed of the car made it worse.

Taehyung looked at you and saw you still struggling with the seatbelt making him irritated. He lowered the speed and pulled the brake stopping his car near the roadside.

He leaned across you making your heart beat fastened. His chest was inches away, arm raised across your face making you shut your eyes and his seductive woody cologne wasn't helping your nervous state.

The dense slice of air between you two ignited in an instance. You immediately turned your head sideways and pressed yourself back into the seat trying to increase the distance between you and him. You were trying to avoid even the littlest contact with him.

Meanwhile, he clipped your seatbelt with un-required force because he noticed how you were trying to avoid contact with him. Giving you a cold look he sat back in his seat and started the engine.

You opened your eyes and blinked your lashes looking at him who finally lowered the speed of the car making you calm.

The whole time you were silent gazing outside the window while he was focused on driving. You looked at him side-eyed judging him.

Look at him, how gentle and polite he looked in front of his sister but he's a demon behind his angel-like face, a bipolar devil, you were mumbling talking bad about him.

"Excuse me.."

He stopped the car looking intensely at you.

You immediately shut your mouth when you heard his husky voice.

"Huh!?" You looked at him.

"What did you say?"

Fuck! did he hear what I said..

"Me? Nothing.." You answered lying to him in a nervous tone. But you were unaware that he heard everything which you were mumbling a few minutes ago.

"Hmmm.."

You looked outside and finally saw your home making you sigh in relief that now you can take a breath peacefully. You immediately unbuckled the seatbelt and hopped out of the car instantly shutting the car door.

You ran towards your home ignoring him and immediately closed your door taking a deep breath to calm yourself. Meanwhile, he chuckled at your cuteness and drove off from there.
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Inside your house,

You threw your bag on the couch and called out to your mother but she wasn't responding, also the house was quiet which meant that nobody was at home except you.

Your gaze landed on the table and found a note. You took it read it,

Y/n, I tried to reach out for your phone but it was switched off so I'm leaving you a message that I and your dad is going to Daegu for a few weeks and we will be back once your dad gets healed fully. Also, your favourite aunt will be coming tomorrow in the morning to take care of you. Behave like a good girl. Take care.
Your mumma

Your eyes moistened after seeing the message. You wanted to at least say goodbye to them but again you were born with an ill fate. You sighed but somewhat felt happy that you will be meeting your aunt after 2 years.

You went inside your bedroom and then to the bathroom taking out your toothbrush from the toothbrush stand and then applying toothpaste to it. You stood in front of the mirror gazing at your reflection.

"Angel...?"

Your hand went still, the toothbrush stayed in your mouth. You stared at the mirror which was a little misty. He could have called you by your name if not then Ms Lee but Angel. You always heard him calling you Angel but not by your real name does he even know your name? You were pondering all these thoughts.

And above that, he kissed you.

Your eyes went round in an instant like a saucer and your lips formed a perfect "o", the toothbrush remained where it was. He kissed her!

That awful man.. how dare he? I will kill-

Your bosoms heaved as your breath quickened. You were all set to complete your highly offended thought when suddenly your thoughts took a sharp turn and headed off in an unknown direction.

Your eyes lost their umbrage. You took the toothbrush out and the index finger of your right hand landed on her lower lip, he'd nipped you right there.

Your eyes closed as you remembered his lips that were hard and brutal one minute, tender and coaxing the next. You felt their pressure on your lips, His hands on your back, and a sensation overwhelmed you.

You immediately come out of your world when you heard the doorbell sound. You gargled and washed your face before coming out of your bathroom.

You went downstairs and stood near the door thinking about whether to open it or not.

"Y/n-ah, it's me Minjee open the door." Minjee shouted from outside making you instantly open the door letting her come inside the house.

She came inside plopping herself on the couch. You closed the door and sat beside her.

"Why are you here, Minjee?" You asked.

"Of course to check on you. By the way, why your phone is switched off. Go and charge it." She stated with a demanding tone.

"My phone's display is damaged now because water went inside it." You sighed.

"What!? How?" She inquired.

You took a deep breath and told her everything that happened with you in his mansion. She widened her eyes after listening to you.

"I knew that handsome bad guy was not good. Look now, he fucking took your first kiss." She uttered in disbelief.

"Let's not talk about it. And you know what I will take my revenge on him for everything he did to me. Let the right time comes." You blurted out with a furious tone.

"That's my girl.." She commented.

"You know I found out his name."

"How?" You asked.

"I asked the driver. His name is Kim Taehyung."

Your heart quickened its speed when you heard his name, unfamiliar but yet sounded familiar to you. Kim Taehyung..

"Y/n, aunty messaged me saying to stay here for tonight and guess what I ordered food for us." She cheerfully giggled and that's when the doorbell rang once again.

"Finally, our pizza is here.." She went to take the delivery making you laugh at her. You walked inside the kitchen to take out the plates and water bottles bringing them with you.

"Let's eat on the rooftop." You suggested, and she nodded agreeing with you.

After sometime,

You were now laying beside Minjee inside your bedroom. You were gazing at the ceiling thinking nothing. You turned to look at Minjee who was also gazing at the ceiling.

"Minjee, you think we will get parted away when we get married to our partners." You asked the question out of the blue. She looked at you with her furrowed eyes.

"Isn't that obvious? I mean, of course, we won't be able to spend our time as much as we do now. We will get busier with our lives." She acknowledged with a shrug.

Suddenly a brilliant idea popped in your head making you smile wide.

"Why don't we look for guys who are brothers? Then we can stay forever."

You exclaimed with your cheerful voice making her giggle at your cuteness.

"Yeah, we should look." She chuckled.

You hugged her from her belly making her smile at your childish habit of sleeping while cuddling.

She embraced you back and commented,

"Y/n, only a crazy guy will marry you." You softly giggled and answered,

"That's true.."
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At Kim's Mansion,

Taehyung was gazing at the moon with his cold yet emotionless eyes. Party was still going but he was least interested. Jisoo saw him from not so far, so she went in his direction and stood beside him, gazing at the moon just like him.

"What are you thinking, Tae?" She asked not moving her gaze from the moon.

"Nothing."

"Are you thinking about Y/n?"

Her question took him off guard, he immediately looked at her with his stricken gaze. How could he forget that his sister knew him better than he knew himself.

"No why would I?" He lied and moved his gaze back to the moon making Jisso sigh.

"I see.. you know Taehyung, you were right. Her eyes look like our eomma."

She uttered with her moistened eyes remembering her late mother whereas Taehyung stayed silent.

"Tae, today I talked with our grandmother. She again told me that she wants to see you marrying soon. Even I want to see you getting married to a beautiful girl." She insisted with her hopeful smile and finally looked at him whereas he also looked at her.

"You know sis, that I don't believe in marriage. So please don't ever talk about this."

He concurred with his frustrated voice neither liking her request nor this marriage topic.

"Why Tae? What's the problem with getting married?" She asked raising her voice a little bit.

''Because marriage is meant for lovers not for people like me.''

He nearly shouted.

"Tae, then find your love and get married to her. What's the big deal?" She glared not liking the way he answered her question.

"I can not love anyone, because love remains as a pain in the heart."

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