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Hoor Malik's POV

I felt little shrieks near my ear. What is going on? Where am I? Slowly opening my eyes I looked around in the room and thats when realization hit me hard on my face.

Shaheer was screaming his heart out and me being irresponsible was sleeping peacefully.

Ya Allah please kisi ko is k rony ki awaz nah gayi ho. How irresponsible I am.

Quickly getting up from the bed I rushed towards the table where his milk bottle was placed.

I glanced at the wall clock which was striking 2:00 am. It means I slept only for half an hour. Picking the milk bottle I ran back towards him.

Taking him in my lap I made her drink the milk. He quit crying giving up by sucking on to the feeder slowly. He slept after taking required amount of milk.

Lying him back in the bed securing him with pillows and covering him with quilt I came towards the bathroom.

Ahhh my ear is hurting badly. Glancing in the wall mirror I came to know that I was wearing those heavy ear rings even I slept wearing them on.

Thats why my ears are hurting now. Quickly I removed them from my ear and placed them on the shelf. Hey wait where is the other one. Oh no the ear ring was precious and I lost it some where.

What should I do now? Let me find it first. I almost searched every where in the room but couldn't find it any where.

Let me pray first then I'll find it later. Splashing some cold water on my face I removed the small amount of make up which Maha did last night with so much love.

I still remember when I wanted to wear my glasses she snatched them from my hands saying

" There is no way I am going to let you wear them today. Come on girl duniya glasses kay bagair bhi bohat saaf or nikhri dekhi ja sakti hai. Don't be so old fashioned girl. Here you go wear these contact lenses. And don't worry these are eye sight lenses exactly of your eye sight. Zaroori nahi kay tum glasses he pehno gi."

I didn't wanted to wear them but because of her I wore them and thats when I came to know that I really can easily see the whole world clearly with out wearing my heavy specs.

To my shock I was changed completely after removing my glasses and wearing contact lenses. But without wearing lenses I am the old Hoor.

That nerd Hoor who was rejected by Hussain and can easily be rejected by any one because I am not beautiful and well mannered like other girls.

I am not that buttering kind of girl who use to back bite. I am a straight forward girl.

Jo hoon woh mou per hoon. Andar say kuch ya bahir say kuch or nahi hoon mai.

Performing ablution I came out from the bath room. Spreading the prayer mat I prayed my tahajjud prayer.

After praying I spread my hands in front of me to pray from Allah Almighty.

" Ya Allah mere tamam gunaahon ko muaaf ferma dayn. Mujhe dil say sukoon ata ker dayn. Ya Allah mai nay to kabhi kisi ka dil nahi dukhaya kisi kay saath bhi kabhi galat nahi kiya to mere saath yeh sub kiyuon ho raha hai. Ya Allah, Ay mere parwerdigaar, Ay mere Rub mujhe muaaf ferma dayn. Meri khataaon ko bakhsh dayn. Mere haq mai jo behtar hai woh hojaye or mujhe is dard say chutkara mil jaye."

Rubbing my hands over my face I felt my face soaking with fresh tears.

Wipping my face with my dupatta I got up thinking that Its the best way to show your emotions and secrets to Allah rather than showing it to some stone hearted Human being.

Why am I becoming so bitter. Shooking my head I came out from my room.

My throat was completely dried up so I went towards kitchen to drink water.

I was about to grab a water bottle from the fridge when I heared some one mumbling something. Raat kay is waqt kon hoga.

Sub shaadi say thaky huay hein to so rahay hoon gay to is waqt kon ho sakta hai. Kon jaag raha ho ga?

Filling the glass with water I ignored the voice and started drinking water. Gulping the whole glass down my burning throat I felt my muscles relaxed a bit.

I was about to went back when I heard those mumbling sound again with addition of walking sound. Is there some one out.

Itni sardi mai bahar kon hai? Should I go and check? No.

"Hoor yeh sub mai tumhary liay laya tha. Yeh agar tumhein pata lag jata to kiya tum yeh sub lay layti. I am sorry Maha lied to you just because of me."

I heard a clear sound at my back and I was so shocked to listen that it was Hussain's voice.

How come he knows about my presence here? I questioned myself and walked towards the window that opens in the lawns.

I saw him walking outside and continuously talking to his phone. Is he talking with me?

No he is talking to something which he was holding in his hand.

Squinting my eyes to have a proper view I came to know that he was holding the same ear ring in his hand that was lost.

I felt sudden anger build up in me. How could he do this to me. He used Maha to gave me the gift.

Hussain sahab agar aap khud he mujhe yeh sub apny haathon say dety to shayd mai na layti lekin asy aap kay jhoot say mai hurt na hoti.

But you lied to me Hussain. You just hurt me. I ran towards the room and went straight towards the bathroom.

Grabbing that ear ring from bath room shelf I went outside the house where Hussain was walking and revealing his secrets.

Hussain Asif's POV

Completing all work I was about to step in the house when my feet halted because something pinched me in my foot.

What am I doing bare foot at this time of a cold night outside my house. Well I had a bad habbit of walking on dew drops. Specially jub dil dukha ho or bohat he pareshani kay alam mai hoon. Bagair jooton kay geely ghaas par chalnay say bohat sukoon milta hai.

I was really feeling exausted at the moment thinking about Hoor. Well bending down a little I removed the nail type thing sticked into my feet.

Taking it out a low gasp escaped my mouth. Eeeehhhh... it was a needle which got injected in my feet.

Holding that in my hand I came to know that it was an ear ring. I have seen this ear ring before.

Some where? But where I have seen this before?

Wait!

This is the same ear ring I handed Maha to gave it to Hoor. To kiya Hoor ko pata lag gaya kay yeh mai nay us ko diya hai. Tab he to us nay phaink diya hoga.

I came back in the ground and started walking to make myself calm. I kept on glancing at the ear ring for few moments when Hoor's face flashed across my mind and a sad smile appeared on my lips.

Ishq mai dard kiyun?

Kiyun akhir yeh pyar itna be sukoon hota hai? Kiyun akhir is Ishq mai itna dard hai? Kiyun yeh chain say saans tak nahi leny dayta?

An unknowing cold tear slipped down my water line which I wipped away quickly.

Nahi mai kamzoor nahi perna chahta. Pata nahi kesy sambhalon ga yeh sub lekin Hoor ko apna bana ker rahoon ga. Hoor you are meant to be mine and only mine.

Or kisi bhi haal mai tumhein paana hai mai nay.

"Hoor yeh sub mai tumhary liay laya tha. Yeh agar tumhein pata lag jata to kiya tum yeh sub lay layti. I am sorry Maha lied to you just because of me."

I utter those words with very much difficulty.

Thukraye jaany ka ehsaas kiya hota hai yeh aaj jaana tha mai nay. Insaan toot jaata hai andar say. Jub aap kisi ko pyaar kerty hein to badly mai aap chahty hein kay woh bhi aap ko pyaar kery lekin agar woh shakhs aap ko thukra day. Aap ki mohabbat ko he thukra day to aap kiya keryn gay.

Kiya aap ka dil toot nahi jaye ga? Mera bhi dil toota hai. Meri mohabbat bhi thukrayi gayi hai.

Mai Hussain Asif jis per larkiyaan abhi tak marti hein. Pehlay youtuber tha ab eik successful bussines man hoon. Ab tak larkiyaan mujh say shaadi ki khuwahish mand hein or mai jis ka talab gaar hoon woh to mujh say mou mory huay hein.

Us nay to meri mohabbat he thukra di hai. Lekin mai haar nahi maano ga...

My thoughts gare halted with a sharp voice echoed in my ear and with that something fell in my feet. I felt my feet pierced with the same thing.

"Lijiye Mr Hussain Asif mujhe aap ki bheek nahi chahye. Rakhiye yeh apny paas he. Or ayinda mere raasty mai aane ki koshish ki to mai apni jaan lay loon gi apny he haathon say "

She screamed on my face and went away saying those heart breaking words. What should I do now?

Aandhi toofaan ki tarhan ayi or sub kuch eik he pal mai tabah o barbaad ker kay chali gayi.

Is ko waqai pata lag gaya hai.

Sitting on the cold grass I picked up the ear ring which she almost threw on my face like she said.

Mujhe nahi chahye ap ka ehsan or mou per day mara ho.

Or what she said at the end.

Or ayinda mere raasty mai aane ki koshish ki to mai apni jaan lay loon gi apny he haathon say .

Those words full of hatered kept on banging my ears. I covered my ears with my hands because I can't control any more.

Ya Allah please mujhe is mushkil sat nikalyn. Please help me out warna mai tooy ker raiza raiza hojaon ga.

Hoor I am sorry.....

To be continued...

2 or 3 more chapters including sad parts and secrets after tht raaz say perda uth jaye ga. :)

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