Jill
I was sitting in my room. My side was hurting. I praying nothing is broken. I was sitting crying, sitting and thinking so I decided to pick up my guitar and play a song that was in my head. I just want things to get better.

🎶🎶🎶🎶🎸
Ha..hmm..hey..hmm..ohhhmmm..hey..hmm..

I can't hold it in forever
Eventually I'd have to breathe
Done hid a lot behind the light, behind the wall
Now it's crushin in on me
How did I let it get this far? (Mmmmmm..)
How did I make this wrong turn? (Ohhhh..Ooh..)
How do I change a thing I've done? (I don't know..)
Only one lesson learned

Comes to the light, comes the light
Everything
Comes to the light, comes the light
Mmmm...
Comes to the light, comes the light
Everything
Comes to the light, comes the light
Ha.....

I can't pretend this hurts (It hurts)
Deeper than I imagined
What I did to a friend (So Sorry)
I can't take it back in
How could I do a thing like that? (I don't know..)
Where was my conscience at? (Somebody tell me) (Tell me..)
In pain I really played my part (I know I did)
Now tell me where the healing starts (Ohhh)

Comes to the light, comes to the light
Everything
Comes to the light, comes the light
Ohhhh...(Hooo..)
Comes to the light, comes the light (Hooo..)
Everything (Hooo...)
Comes to the light, comes the light (Hooo..)
Ha.....

Make it stop (Make it stop (Ohhh) Make it fade) (Make it stop)
Make it go away (Make it go away) (Make the pain go away)
Make it fade (Make it fade from me) (Make it fade outta my mind)
Make it sail away from me (Sail away Sail away) (Ohh..Ha..Hoo..)
🎶🎶🎶🎶🎸

I gotta keep quiet it will save everyone around me. I finally dozed off and what seemed like 30 minutes later. My alarm went off. I got up slowly because of my side and headed to the bathroom to shower and do my hygiene. And got dressed as I was cooking breakfast I got a text from Colby..

😟😯💖😢- say baby, I ain't talking you this morning. And remember keep your fat ass out niggas faces. Period. I got eyes everywhere

I didn't even reply. Good I can have some type of peace this morning. I was done cooking and I fixed me and Max plates

"MAAAAAAAX!!!!!! "
"Damn girl, what. Sounding like mama and shit, lol"
"food ready, and I need a ride"
"over slept at one of his hoes house Huh? "
"please don't start, I just want peace"
"my bad sis, I'm sorry. I gotcha but I gotta pick up somebody on the way."
"I don't care. I just need a ride unnnless I can"
"hell no, you can ride with me you will not be rolling in the hummer"
"why you got it and you always in your avalanche"
"cuz, hell you already know why. It was the last thing they brought for me"
"I'm sorry, I love you. And you are a great brother. Our parents would be proud of you"
"thanks sis, Now let's go before we be late, cuz you Tryna make a nigga cry"
"awe po wittle baby, him o'tay"
"quit playing, how is your side? And did you really fall playing? "

I frowned but grab my side to play it off.

"it hurts like hell, we need to kid proof this house"
Ain't no kids here, you need to learn how to walk, lol"
"I know right. Lol, let's go"

We headed to the car and I got in the front of course and put my earbuds in listening to music. It seems to free me from my caged reality. We finally reached this big ass beautiful mini mansion. And my brother did something on his phone probably texting or something. Then moments later the car door opens and I seey bro lips moving but I'm in my. Own world letting the music take me away.

We finally arrived at school and my earbud was pulled out my ear but my brother wasn't in the car anymore, I turned around to see him.

"so beautiful, you gone stay in the car all day? "
"um, no. I gotta go"
"see you after school beautiful, you going to the arts too, today? "
"ummmmmmm, ye-yeah. Bye"

He chuckled as I got out the car and sped walk. To my 1st class. I sat in my seat waiting for the teacher and thinking.....

What is he doing to me......
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Hello my beautiful butterflies. How are you all. Hope all is well.

Colby is truly a piece of work.

Jill's song everything comes to the light, hmmmmm, what's gone happen?

Whatcha thinking?

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