??? pov

' "Dude would you stop plotting to kill people I have  a story to tell and your making things extremely difficult."

"Sorry mikey but you know I can't do that its my job to make you squirm."

"Midnight this is my story not yours are you going to keep running it."

"well mikey only tell you get to the part about me because lets face it I'm awesome and your just a weakling who can't even kill I mean well you wouldn't be dead so."

"would you shut up dude I have to deal with you every day and I want to hurt you so bad."

"well I'm the only one keeping you alive right now so you can't really get ride of me can you?"

"No, but I can put duck tape on your mouth."

"I'd like to see you try little runt."

"Oh lets just get back to the story shall we and I will deal with you shortly midnight just shhhhhhh."

"Fine suit yourself but I'm still not going to shut up you know that?"

"Everyday of my non existent life."

LEOS pov

"Was it something I said to him that night?" I asked myself out loud as I went to a roof top where I could hide behind something and think

I always thought that my baby brother would be here and I could watch him grow old. I loved him and still do. his eyes were so blue  and had a child like glow to them when ever he would prank people o do something dorky. I missed that little guy and I wish that he was here so I could teach him more about life.

It made me mad to think that he was gone and the way that our house hold has changed just rubbed salt into the wound. I wish i could have stopped him but you know Raph should have tried harder. he watched for a good five minutes and then he jumped out of the shadows when shredder was about to push mikey off the roof! oh wh am i kidding its not Raphs fault its mine. I'm the leader i should have stopped him but i didn't.

i still remember finding his body on the concrete and his shell slightly cracked. I can remember his warm blood spilled all over the floor and raph's face buried in mikey's chest. i remember how difficult bit was for Raph to pull himself away from our brother and I can still vividly see the image of mikey laying there in my head my little brother was dead and i had to deal with that. i guess I'm dealing with that poorly now.

 i haven't really talked to my brothers other than to yell at them for something. it's not their fault that this happened although raph blames himself all the time. i wish i could get over being so mad at everyone, but its never easy when you have to burry your younger brother. it's never easy getting over someone you love. it's never easy taking a deep breath and trying to fill the whole that was once filled with someone who you knew had your back.

"Oh Mikey, beautiful Mikey why did you have to go?" i asked out loud as tears streamed down my face and the world seemed to stop turning for a minute and take me back to that day when Mikey was last alive and everything was perfect, and good

A/N

HEY GUYS THIS IS TAYLOR/ TURTTLE HERE. I WOULD LIKE TO MAKE A SMALL DISCLAMER REAL FAST, I DO NOT OWN MIDNIGHT OR ANYTHING THAT IS ASSOIATED WITH HIM . I KNOW THAT SOMEONE ELSE CREATED THE ORIGIANEL CHARACTER IM JUST TAKING A SPIN ON HIS CHARACTER. WITH THAT BEING SAID I HPE YOU ALL LIKE THIS UPDATE AND IM SUPER SORRY THAT IT TOOK SO LONG IM TRYIN TO GET MOTIVATION BUT IT HARD TO FIND MY IDEAS SOMETIMES. WELL I HOPE YOU ENJOYED AND THAT YOU WILL VOTE/ COMMENT YOUR THOUGHTS.

THANK YOU FOR YOU PATIENTS,

TURTTLE