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"Nothing happened Jaehwa." you replied millionth​ time. She wanted to know the truth. "Control your dirty mind..!"

"Okay, what about Jay? Is she good?"

You kicked the bedroom's door but didn't locked it because there wasn't anyone in the hotel room right now.

"She is happy Jaehwa, she has been hanging out with him a lot. Right now she is at the pool with Jungkook." You replied as you somehow managed to hold your phone between your ear and shoulder as you collected your dress.

"That's great unnie. She deserves to be happy."

You smiled. "I know Jaehwa, I will call back later. I need to go now."

She hummed and you hung the call. You placed your mobile on the bed. You wanted to change your clothes so you can join Jungkook and Jay downstairs.

~

"My phone.." Jungkook checked his pockets. He turned towards Jay who was eager to enter the pool. "Jay, do you know where my phone is?" he asked.

"I have seen it on the night stand. I guess you left it there." she replied as she got down from the chair.

"Oh.. Jay, wait here. I will bring my phone." Jungkook got up when Jay nodded.

Jungkook scanned the hall as he entered the hotel room, he didn't called you because he thought you might be sleeping but he was wrong when he opened the bedroom's door and that's when his mouth gaped.

His eyes no longer were glued to your face, it traveled towards your collar bone and then towards your fully developed breasts which were protruded from your rib cage. After giving birth to Jay it were grown, fully developed but perfect for him to admire your beauty, he loved the way your lacy bra was securing it enough to show curves of your bust. His eyes didn't lingered too long, a couple of second was enough for Jungkook to realise how beautiful you are to him. He lowered his eyes when he came into senses.

You were still standing there with a T-shirt in your hand, staring at him with wide eyes, not sure what to say.

"I am sorry.." he apologized as he leaned on the door to avoid your eyes. "I will be...get...going.." he stepped out of the room and ran towards the entrance. He felt as if he was hypnotised for a second.

You sighed, your forehead creased after the awkward moment. Why didn't you shouted? you asked yourself again and again but then you liked the way his eyes were admiring you from far, after so many years those orbs never fails to make you weak.

Jungkook lurched towards the pool.

"Appa.." Jay tugged his pant and he looked towards her.

"Where is eomma?" she asked.

"Aa..a..in the room."

"Is she not going to come?"

"I don't know." Jungkook replied bluntly. "Just go and play." he said.

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Awkward...

You covered your lower half with the blanket as you smiled at Jay. Jungkook was still in his shorts, brushing his teeth. You averted your eyes when he looked at you. Things were still fresh in your mind even he was embarrassed. You concentrated on patting Jay to sleep.

After finishing his task, Jungkook landed on the bed next to Jay. You smiled and kissed her forehead when she drifted to sleep, you placed her hairband aside and hugged her. Jungkook was facing you, there was an awkwardness in his eyes, it felt as if he wanted to say something but then he cannot.

After minutes of hide and seek, he changed his side, his back facing you. You sighed, now it will be less awkward.

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No matter how much he tried controlling, he can't help but stare at you, snippets of yesterday playing in his mind. He can't help but think about you standing in bra just for him, your cleavage, the way your clothed breast looked, more natural, more close together, moulded to your form, he know each were perfect and he has seen it, he has seen you naked. He knew its your eyes he want to see and his hands can tell him the rest or guide him.

You too saw him staring but you ignored, it made you feel special, beautiful yet too awkward.

"Jay, where are you going?" you asked her who was wearing her shoes.

She raised her head, "Eomma, did you forgot? I have been called for kids' night out." she chimed.

"But.." you checked the watch. "Its only 5:45 PM... and-"

"Eomma, I have made some friends here and we have decided to meet early." she was slightly frustrated but still looking cute.

"Arraseo, go then but don-"

"I won't be leaving the party hall and I will come soon." she completed with a smile.

"Go now.." you chuckled.

She waved and left you with Jungkook. You looked at him, he was busy with his laptop. You knew he won't be entertaining you but then it was good for you. You got up and lumbered towards the bedroom thinking that it will be a long evening. You had nothing to do so you decided to take a bath and read something. Murmuring a song, you marched towards the bathroom to take a shower. The warm water falling from the shower soothed your soul, you wished things would have been better if Jay was present at least then you all could have went for a dinner or a long walk or even for shopping. It is difficult for you to keep up with Jungkook though you have been trying for sake of Jay but then the awkwardness between you and Jungkook is still the same and even you expected the same. What if Jay wasn't there in your life? What if she wasn't born at the first place itself? Even you know Jungkook would have never forgiven you in absence of Jay.

So that means he is only there by your side because he has a daughter with you?

Is Jay the only bond between you and Jungkook? What about love then?

You sighed, wiping your body and then you wore your night dress. After taking a brief look at yourself you stepped out of the bathroom.

The awkward scene still playing infront of you but then your thought were interrupted due to a knock. You knew it was Jungkook.

"Can I come in?"

"Yes." you replied. You noticed the way he stammered. He must be awkward after the incident so he must be asking for your permission before entering.

Jungkook entered with a smile, he studied you. "Are you going to sleep already?"

"Not sleeping..I was just getting ready to sleep.."

"Well..actually.. we need to go somewhere.." he asked, you saw his eyes were gleaming.

"Where?"

"You will know.." he gave a bunny smile.

"Okay. I will get ready then. People will laugh if I walk out wearing this."

"Well its fine if you are wearing this.. you can still come."

"In these clothes?" you looked at yourself. Black sweatpants and a T-shirt. "I will change.."

"Ani.. its fine.. there isn't any need for that. Just come to the cafeteria. I will be get going." he ended with a smile and left after you nodded.

"These clothes?" you shrugged. "What is he planning to do?"

~

You walked inside the cafeteria, for a moment you thought the place must be crowded but you were wrong. It was empty, no staff nothing.

You walked inside, eyes scanning the huge cafeteria. "Where is he?" you muttered.

"Jung-" you paused as he entered. You contemplated, he was looking drop dead handsome but hey why is he wearing that dress? When did he changed?

"Jungkook, what is this?" you were amazed.

He smiled, "Barista welcomes you.." he bowed slightly.

"Barista?" you scanned his attire, yes he was looking like a barista.

You walked towards him, you were looking fool infront of him.

"Take a seat." he pulled out a chair for you.

"What would you like to have?" he rubbed his hands on each other.

"Hmm.. well-"

"Let me tell you espresso​ is the specialty of our cafe."

"Is that so? Well then I will have one." you replied, smiling.

"Wait for it." he sprinted towards the counter. You saw he was doing something with the machines, he even mixed something​ and then he returned with a cup.

"Here." he placed the cup on the table.

You admired, taking the cup in your hand. You took a sip and raised your head to look at Jungkook, he was curious to know, he was anticipating your response.

"How is that?" he asked, his eyes gleaming.

"Aaa... well nice.." you nodded, fake smiling after you sipped the sour coffee. "Thank you for this amazing coffee." you sipped the coffee again so that your actions can justify your words.

Jungkook was satisfied with your statement. He took a seat infront of you.

You gripped the cup, not wanting to leave.

"Where are others? Why is this cafe empty?" you questioned.

"I have paid for this entire cafe for us." he said looking away.

Your eyes beamed. "What?" you exclaimed.

"I thought you won't be liking to walk inside a cafe with your night dress." he said.

You couldn't help but admire the sincerity on his face. He was genuine and his words were too sweet.

"Thank you but that was not needed." you said.

Jungkook looked towards your hand, towards the cup to be specific. "Can I taste it as well?"

"Aa..a no.. I.. want to drink it all." you stammered. You cannot let him drink the sour coffee, he might not like it.

"Give me Haewon.." he said as he took the cup from your hand forcefully. He wanted to taste the coffee rather he wanted to sip the coffee from the same cup, he wanted to place his lips where your lips were once, he wanted to kiss you but indirectly.

He smiled before taking a sip but that's when his face turned sour just like the taste of the coffee he had made. He hated the sourness.

Your face scrunched up. You knew he will be angry.

He spat the liquid away. "This tastes.. ridiculous..."

"How disgusting..!!" he bellowed. "How did you.. aish.. just why? I cannot even gargle with this..!!" he asked still trying to consume the fact that he made a sour coffee. "Aishh..I hate to lose.." he rasped.

"Who said you lost?"

He averted his eyes at you.

"This was one of the best coffee for me." you grinned. Your statement brought smile on his face, it was a winning smile as if he just conquered the world.

"There was no need to fake it." he pouted a little.

"There was Jungkook. When someone makes something for you for the first time then you should look for the feelings behind it.".

He nodded but couldn't hide the smile. He stared at you for a moment and then looked down, it was impossible to map what he wanted to convey.

"Actually Haewon.. We.."

The way Jungkook stuttered made you realise there is something important.

"What happened​?" you asked, worried.

"We need to..." he inhaled, "We need to leave tomorrow." he finally said.

"Sure.." you smiled. You knew even he wanted to stay some more with you but then he cannot, he has to answer, he has to keep 'her' as a priority.

Jungkook noticed the way you replied quickly, not even thinking for a second.

"I can understand. You need to answer her isn't it?"

There wasn't any need for him to answer. His blank face was enough to express his feels.

"I promise... I will surely take you and Jay-"

"It's fine Jungkook. That's not needed. The time spent together was enough for Jay." you said hiding the pain behind your smile.

Jungkook looked down, nodding.

You got up from your place, "I will go and check on Jay till then you can change." you walked away when he nodded.

Jungkook gazed at you, he wished it was possible for him to stay a little, if it was possible for him to stop time and keep you for himself... just for himself...

But then he cannot..

Little did he know even you had tears in your eyes, you know he won't be yours once you step out from Macau but then you reminded yourself, he was never yours...

You smiled walking out as your mind accepted the fact but your heart didn't...

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