Sorry for late update. Here is an update for you...

Do read the previous chapter to know where we had stopped...

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Jungkook smiled when he felt an arm tightening around his torso.

"What are you doing?" he groaned in deep voice and heard a giggle.

"Yah.. stop it." it was tickling, he grabbed the hand and turned, "Yah Hae-" he paused as his eyes landed on her flushed skin and widened eyes.

"Hae what?" she asked him, "Who is Hae?" she sat on the bed, her eyes still wide as she gazed at him who was now trying to get up.

"Did I say Hae?" Jungkook scratched his head, he must be thinking of you even in his dreams and when he felt an arm around his torso, he imagined it was you.

"I.. I wanted to say that your hae..hae..hair looks nice today... err.. it must be slip of tongue." Jungkook corrected. He looked at Ruby who was consuming his words.

"Thanks, I visited salon today." she chimed and got down from his bed.

"But what are you doing here in my bed?"

"I wanted to see you and I wasn't able to stop myself when I saw you sleeping peacefully."

"Okay.." Jungkook ruffled his hair, he was slightly pissed off. He hates when people mess with his privacy, he hated her presence. For Jungkook, the only people who can interfere and invade his privacy were you and Jay. Deep inside he hoped that it should have been you instead of Ruby.

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"Did you both had.. you know like.." Xiumin stuttered, words were stuck and he was unable to speak.

"Get to the point Xiu." Jungkook retorted.

"Okay, let me get straight to the point. Did you both had sèx?" he asked directly and Jungkook choked on nothing.

"No never.." he shyly replied.

"What? then how Jay was born?" Xiumin's eyes grew wide as he stood up from his place.

"Yah... whom are you talking about? I am talking about Ruby and me."

"Stupid, why are you bringing her in our conversation? we are talking about you and Haewon." Xiumin slapped his shoulder, "I am asking whether, did you had sèx after meeting her?"

"No, we did not even kissed." Jungkook said, it reminded him about the time when he controlled himself. It is hard to avert his eyes from your lips, from your curvy body. Snippets of you standing in a bra flashed in his mind, it was hot, tempting. He still uses your images he has in his mind while teasing himself till he releases. He looked down, slightly blushing.

"Okay, so now what are you going to do? are you going to let her go like last time?" Xiumin asked, his eyebrows forming bridge.

"No, never.." He rasped, Jungkook knew last time he was powerless, young and stupid to let you go but then he won't be letting you go this time, history won't be repeating itself.

"You need to take matter in your hands now Jungkook..!" Xiumin suggested.

Jungkook rose from his seat as he walked towards the window, he studied the beautiful night and a thought of spending a night with you alone aroused in his mind, "I want to be in her arms now..."

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"Eomma, I want to sleep in his arms." Jay pouted cutely in your arms.

You tucked some hair aside, her nose is just like his, round and big. You pecked her cheeks, "Appa must be sleeping aegi." you patted her head.

"I wish he was here..." was all she said as she hugged you back. You smiled but then it reminded you about the moment when he told you about his marriage. You don't even know what you will be doing after his marriage. You heard light snores, she was sleeping peacefully in your arms. you hugged her tightly. You know that you can live without him but what about her? how will she face the truth? the truth that her appa soon will be having a family of his own, he will be staying away from her, there will be moments when she won't be his priority. You exhaled, you have raised your daughter well. She doesn't need any man in her life, you repeated in your mind but even you know that it was just a lie...

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"Hi Jackson." Jungkook forced a smile at Jackson while shaking hands with him. He was kind of pissed off when he spotted Jackson playing with Jay when he entered your house. He scrutinized him until you interrupted introducing him to Jungkook.

"Hi Jungkook, Nice to meet you." Jackson greeted with a wide smile, like always he is such a goof ball.

Jungkook released his hand and looked elsewhere, he wanted to ask you who was he but Jackson was standing straight in front of his eyes. He had seen Jackson before too and it never bothered him nor he tried to know about him but then today, seeing him inside your house alone was enough to arouse his curiosity. Why the hell was the man here with you?

He chewed nothing as he made his way towards the couch, his eyes still on Jackson who was talking with you. Jungkook sighed, he can never get some spare time with you. He wanted some lone time with you, after all it was the first time you both were meeting after his proposal.

"Appa, A new kumamon toy." Jay interrupted his thoughts as she showed him a toy. Jungkook smiled, patting her head.

"It is good." he smiled, squishing​ her chubby cheeks.

"Yah Wang Jackson.. aish.. where were you?" Jaehwa stormed inside the hall.

"Sorry baby.." he walked towards Jaehwa and hugged her tightly. Jungkook was left dumbfounded due to the scene. He wasn't knowing that Jaehwa was present in the house.

"Jackson.. he.. " Jungkook pointed out and you knew what he was exactly going to ask. You have seen how eager Jungkook was to know about him from the start, you know him very well..

"They are dating." you interrupted walking towards the kitchen. Jungkook looked down, smiling.

"No chance.." he muttered as he looked at Jay who was playing.

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He spinned his mobile in between his thumb and forefinger as he watched Jackson playing with Jay.

"Jackson, what's your profession?" 

"I own a store. Grocery and stuff." Jackson replied as he looked at Jungkook.

"Great.." he tapped his feet, his mind thinking of some way out.

"Jackson, are you thinking about doing something great?"

"Like what?" Jackson was confused.

"Like.. aa.. I have a deal. Do you know the central mall on the mid point of Taipei? That's one of our dream project. If you are willing to do something great then I can give a very good deal to open a store over there." he smiled.

"What..?" Jackson got up from his seat as he walked towards him, "Will you? Central mall is one of the finest mall of Taiwan. Jungkook-" he grabbed his forearm, "…will you really..?"

Jungkook nodded, "If you want we can do that tomorrow its self. Also, I can assist you to set up everything."

"Bro.. seriously! That's great. Whoa.." he clapped, "Unbelievable."

He was happy and excited.

"Deal?"

"Deal!" the shook hands, "Bro, call me anytime if you want anything. I can do anything for you."

"Why anytime? Why not today?" Jungkook cocked his head.

Jackson snapped his eyebrows, "Of course. Tell me what I can do today for you?"

"Take your girlfriend and Jay for a movie." he suggested rather demanded.

"What?" Jackson was shocked due to his statement while Jay stood up from the couch, she was smiling.

"You said anything Jackson." Jungkook looked towards his mobile for a second.

"Okay.. sure.." Jackson got up from his place. He did not dared asking anything after that.

"Tickets are booked Jackson, car will be waiting for you within few minutes. Ask Jaehwa." Jungkook raised his head to looked at him, eyebrows raised.

"So fast?? very good.. " Jackson called you and Jaehwa. You entered along with Jaehwa.

"Eomma, do you know? Jackson uncle, I and Jaehwa eomma are going for movie." she chirped.

"Movie? Jackson when-"

"Come on baby. I can give surprises right?" Jackson walked towards Jaehwa, side hugging her.

"But, I am not ready.. I-"

"Get ready fast then."

"I will be coming too." You interrupted, you saw Jungkook calmly watching them as he wasn't interested to go out with them and you did not wanted to be alone with him.

"Aniyo.. you aren't allowed. Ahjummas aren't allowed. Also, I have tickets for three only." Jackson said.

"Tsk.." you left the room, stomping your legs and Jungkook smiled mentally.

They went and you were left alone with Jungkook. You looked at him, he was not in the mood of leaving and on the top of that Jay warned him to stay till she returns from the movie.

You walked across the room collecting the toys which she had scattered. It was awkward, especially after the proposal thing.

"I am hungry." he said.

You looked at him and nodded before walking inside the kitchen.

Jungkook placed his mobile inside his pocket and followed you. You sensed his presence, you know his eyes were on you.

You opened the packets of snacks and placed it on the plate. Turning your face towards him, "here." You said.

Jungkook strolled towards you, he switched his eyes from you towards the plate, "What if I said.. I want something else…" he wasn't serious when he said, it sounded flirtatious. You sharply turned to face him.

"Eat.." you said and walked towards your room. It was unexpected, he was not the same Jungkook you know, the Jungkook you know never flirted the way he was doing now. So, why all of a sudden? Jungkook smirked as he strolled behind you.

"Why did you said no to my proposal?" he asked with serious tone.

"You were hungry.. eat it."

"I want to talk Haewon. I am here to talk."

"I am not interested."

"Why?" his eyebrows twitched. "Don't you love me now? Weren't you afraid when he was hurting me? You said you love me back then?"

You did not spoke for a second. Instead of words, you tried to keep your eyes at him. After exhaling and pulling yourself up, you decided to speak. "We never talked about it since we met Jungkook so, let's not talk about it in future as well."

"Why?" he lumbered closer. "Are you afraid?"

He noticed your eyes getting gloomy, your face blanching and Jungkook liked it, he wanted to torture you, tease you a little. Its nothing as compared to what you did few years back.

"You are becoming weak Haewon.." Jungkook dug his hand inside his pocket as he gazed at your fuming face.

"Yah… I am not weak. I was never weak...!!" you flabbergasted, you hated it when people call you weak because you aren't one.

"You are weak.. " he smiled walking towards you, "Weak." he gripped your hand pulling you closer, "Weak.." his breathe fanning your face as he held you tight.

"Jungkook stop that..!!" you tried wrenching your hand from his grip but instead, he tightened it, "Jungkook.."

"I was already knowing.." he chewed his bottom lip as he stood erect and proud, "..weak.."

You had enough of it, "Jungkook-" but before you realised he had already slammed you on the wardrobe's door.

And this was the moment when you knew where it will be heading to.

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Jungkook gazed at you, it was long time ago when he was so close to you. You breathed out as you stood still against him. His face was right in front of you, your hand still in his iron grip. He bent down, his lips against your cheek, brushing it lightly, that light touch sent shivers through your nerves, shivers that made your whole body tremble.

"If you want me to stop, tell me now Haewon." he whispered, releasing your hand slowly. When you said nothing, he brushed his mouth against the hollow of your temple with painfully slow pace. "..or now..." he traced the line of your cheekbone and you chewed on your bottom lip, "..or now."

You sighed, eagerness aroused you, his lips were against yours, teasing. You needed him, you needed every inch, you wanted to claim it. Even you knew it is wrong but still you wanted to forget everything just for once.

"Or—" you stopped him as you reached up and pulled him down to you, and the rest of his words were lost against your mouth. He kissed you gently, carefully, but it wasn’t the gentleness you wanted, not now, not after all this time, and you knotted your fists in his shirt, pulling him harder against you. He groaned softly, low in his throat, and then his arms wrapped around you, gathering you against him. Jungkook parted and gazed at your swollen lips, he saw how beautiful it was, pinkish. His hands trailed towards your waist, carrying you slowly, he did not fumbled nor he lost his balance and you saw how muscular and powerful he was just by the way he carried and placed you on the bed.

Jungkook undressed you as if annoyed by the whole convention of wearing clothes. He wanted them off and on the floor. His hand smoothed the length of your hair as he gazed into your eyes, his expression tender and full of longing, he was yearning for this moment to happen since ages. He wanted all of you, every inch just like the way you wanted him.

You couldn't get enough of him, his weight on top of you as you squeezed him further when he went deeper. Jungkook became restless, his hips bucking, splitting you into two. You panted, breathes reaching its high. His sweat dropping on you, heart beats in rhythms.

You ran your fingers along his arm, soft skin over his sturdy muscle, tracing the thin wire like vein on his biceps.

Jungkook nuzzled his nose on your feverish skin as he inhaled your scent, he planted small kisses on your skin, nibbling every inch. You moaned against his ear as he found a new pace, a new rhythm, a new life.

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He cupped your cheeks, he wanted you to look straight at him. He did not wanted you to feel guilty of whatever you both did. "Don't worry I pulled it on time." he chuckled. "You won't be getting pregnant."

You did not uttered a word.

"Hae-" he paused when his phone rang. He groped for it inside his pocket, finding it. He saw it was from Ruby. Sighing, he switched off his mobile and tossed it on the night stand.

You were studying his movements, this is wrong.

"Jungkook." you called him out and he looked at you eagerly, "Don't ignore her please.." you said as you placed your hand on his jaw.

"Don't worry about her.." he gripped your hand and kissed your palm, "Haewon, why can't we marr-" You stopped him by placing your hand on his mouth.

"Don't start that again.." you said as you released him.

His expressions grew painfully, he forced his elbows to support his upper body. He stared at you, "Why? Just why? For god sake stop playing with me Haewon. I am going insane. Just tell me why on the earth we can't be together..? God damn we love each other, we have a daughter, everything is perfect every-"

"Nothing is perfect Jungkook, nothing.." tears cascaded from your eyes and got absorbed in the pillow, "Nothing is perfect… I can die anytime.."

Jungkook's eyes widened, he cupped your cheeks "Wh..What? What are you saying? I-"

"Do you remember Gi kwang? the man who wanted to kill you back then?" you asked.

Jungkook can never forget him, he can never forget that man, his face, "Yeah, what about him? He is dead, isn't it?"

"He is dead but we weren't knowing that he has a younger brother." you pressed the sheet on your chest as you tried getting up, "Do you even know why we are here instead of living in Japan where we truly belong? Do you even know why Yoongi is still here with us?" you rested your bare back on the head board as you looked at him. Jungkook got up and sat in front of you, covering his lower body.

"Why..?" his lower lips trembled, he saw how serious your expressions grew.

You smiled looking down, "We were peacefully living in Japan till the time when we were attacked in the middle of night, Jay was two years old... she was so small back then. She faced a lot Jungkook." you tried inhaling as those memories flooded in.

His bowel suddenly churned, his hand found its way towards your trembling ones, "Then?"

"Yoongi said it is not safe to live in Japan because we have lot of enemies so we were sent back to Taiwan because we didn't had any option. Later on Yoongi found out about Joon woo who was all set to kill us because we killed his elder brother. He doesn't know you nor he know why we killed his brother." you chewed onto your bottom lip, salty drops fell from your chin, drenching your sheet which was pressed on your chest, "Jungkook" your gripped his hand, "Yoongi is here to guard us, he is here to look after us. We are his target and he can kill us anytime. Jungkook, we are not afraid of death since its the life which we have chosen for us. I don't want him to harm you and Jay, I don't want you to suffer because of me. He doesn't know about you so its better that you are kept hidden from him but then Jungkook, if I die.. then.." your lashes brimmed heavy with tears, Jungkook stood on his knees, it was his first time watching you crying, in terror, he wasn't able to believe that behind a stiff personality is a girl who cries and has fears. He encased you in his arms tightly with a feeling of never letting you go. You hugged him back, letting the sheet fall off which covered your assets, you inhaled in his chest, fighting the battle against the grief. You blubbered like a child, he held you closer, "If I die, then take care of our daughter..." you finally spoke and ended up sobbing, "Someone should be alive to-"

"Shh.." 

You both stood still as he waited for you to drain your grievances. He released you when you were stable, he looked at you. Your cheeks were soaked with tears, eyes puffy and red. His fingers reached out to you and he wiped your tears which were threatening to fall.

"Nothing will happen to you. You will be okay." he teased you by brushing your hair off from your shoulders.

"I wish." you smiled looking down, "But promise me one thing." you lifted your palm towards him.

He gazed at it for a moment, "What?"

"First promise me..." you emphasised your words. Jungkook gave up as his hand landed on your hand.

"I promise you." he said.

"Please marry Ruby and find your life, find your happiness-" he snatched his hand away from your hand and looked elsewhere, he was chewing his lower lip in frustration.

You were disheartened, you cupped his cheeks and forced him to look at you. Your heart clenched when you saw his reddened eyes, his veins popping from his jaws as he gritted his teeth, his eyes slightly misty, "Aigoo, why are you crying like Jay?" you giggled.

He slapped your hand, "Yah.."

"Listen Jungkook, we aren't fated together, we never were but I am glad that we met, made memories... take care of our Jay." you smiled squishing his cheeks, "Don't worry Jungkook, there will be a life where we will be together and-" he yanked you in a hug before you could say something which he doesn't wants to hear.

"Let me date you.." he said after kissing your forehead and you withdrew yourself from his embrace. You looked at him, confused.

"At least let me date you. I loved you but I never dated you..." his fingers intertwined with your, "Give me this opportunity to make you feel special..." he kissed your temple.

Your heart fluttered as you mouthed, "Yes.."

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You looked at him across the table, he was already gazing at you. You coughed, passing the bowl to Jay.

"This tastes good." Jackson replied gulping Guksu. You smiled. They were enjoying the food which you had cooked. After coming back from movie, they were tired and hungry.

"Spoon." you looked at Jungkook who asked for a spoon, he extended his hand towards you.

You knew he was purposely doing that. You ignored his stare and handed him a spoon. A chill ran down your spine when he purposely brushed his fingers on your hand while taking the spoon from you.

Little did you that Jaehwa was observing every single actions, she had a slightest doubt when she left with Jackson and Jay, she knew you both were alone in the house, eager to be specific. She looked at you and after carefully scanning your face, she spotted a small mark on your neck. She smirked looking down, she knows what had happened behind the closed doors.

The men sat outside along with Jay while you and Jaehwa were engaged in household work.

"Unnie"

You just hummed in response.

"You both did it right?" your eyes grew wide.

"What?"

"I know what happened unnie, don't try to fool me."

You looked at her for a minute, your eyes following her hand when she placed her fingers on the mark which was on your neck.

You covered it, "That-" you looked away from her, you cannot fool her. You gave her a surrendering look

"I am happy for you but tell me did you told him about-"

"Yeah, I told him everything."

"Good.." she patted your shoulder and was about to walk away but you stopped her, "He wants to take me on a date... a last date.." your lips trembled when you said those words. Jaehwa turned and looked at you.

"Go for it unnie, you deserve every moment with him. You deserve the love he wants to give you." she smiled, "I will do your makeup."

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