THAT GIF, HOLY MOLY 

ya author is dead... rip

~MIA

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But, Chan kissed you. 

And you forgot everything you were just thinking about. The whole 'just be friends with Chan, nothing more than that' idea completely flew out the window. His lips are soft against yours as he leans into you more. You are still holding hands above Chan's head, from fighting over your phone. Chan let go of the phone, letting you hold it and brought his hand down to your waist. He allowed his other hand to come up and cup your cheek. You brought your hand down, still clutching your phone. Chan pulled away and gazed into your eyes. 

"I've been wanting to do that all night," he whispered.

You almost didn't register what he said. You were too stunned by the sudden kiss, and also by how passionate it was. You could nearly feel Chan's emotions through his lips, as weird as that sounds. You know there's some pretty significant chemistry between you two. In the back of your mind though, there's a voice telling you that this could be troublesome. 

"I..." Chan started, "I probably should get going... my kids are probably waiting for me." 

He chuckled at the idea of Stray Kids being his kids, but they kind of are. Chan started to back up a bit, which actually made your heart sink. He reached for the door handle, but you instinctively grabbed his wrist. He turned his head to look at you, with a perplexed expression. 

"Umm..." Chan mumbled, then cracked a grin, "You want me to stay a bit longer?"

You do, but also you don't. You know this shouldn't be happening, and that this can not end well for you, or the other boys you've been hooking up with. You started to ignore that warning voice in the back of your head. All you could do to reply to Chan's question was to nod. You leaned forward and kissed his lips again, letting go of his wrist to grip his muscle-y arms. Chan released the doorknob and moved towards you. He pushed you back against the counter, and let his hands travel up and down your body. You let his tongue explore your mouth as your hands tangled in his hair. Chan broke the kiss for a moment, not taking his eyes off of you. 

"Do you mind sitting on the counter?" he asked, motioning behind you. 

"Oh, sure," you said, complying with his suggestion. 

You boosted yourself up with your arms and sat on the cool counter. You forgot how short your dress was, so you instinctively crossed your legs. Chan chuckled a bit, making you realize what you did. 

"You gonna let me in, love?" Chan asked with a dorky smirk. 

You blushed a bit and separated your legs. Chan swiftly moved between them and placed his hands on your upper thighs. He reconnected your lips as you snaked your arms around his neck. After kissing for a little while longer, you both loosened up a bit. You let your legs eventually found their way around Chan's waist and his hands pushed up the bottom of your dress a bit more. You felt your bare ass on the cool counter and Chan's hands squeezing you in all the right places. Chan's lips ghosted over your neck, his breath giving you goosebumps. 

"Oh darling," he whispered against your skin, "You're making me want to give in to my instincts."

"Hmm," you teased a bit, "And what are your instincts telling you?"

Chan pulled away from kissing your neck to gaze longingly into your eyes. His devilish smirk returned to his lips as he spoke. 

"My instincts..." he paused for a moment, his eyes going dark, "... are telling me to strip you down right now. I just want to fuck you against this sink until I have you screaming my name."

You're jaw nearly dropped at blatancy of his statement. Not to mention, your panties are soaked. It's as if Chan became a completely different person. He noticed your facial expression, and his eyes became soft again. 

"W-with your consent, of course!" He added, his dorky smile returning. 

There he is, there's the Chan you recognize. You giggled and kissed his cheek softly. 

"You're something else, Chan," you said, smiling at the blonde. 

He laughed nervously, "Is that... a good thing?"

You nodded, "You went from dirty talk, badass Chan, to respectful, adorable Chan in like 2 seconds."

Chan chuckled. "I try to be respectful Chan most of the time. I can't help it if Chris comes out once in a while..."

You couldn't help but become curious about what he said. To you, he made it sound like he has two personalities. You unwrapped your legs from his waist. Chan noticed, and he backed away from you a bit, still letting his hands linger on your kneecaps. 

"Chan and Chris, huh? So is Chris, like, you're alter ego?" You asked, cocking your head to the side. 

"Eh... not necessarily. Chris is just my more wild self, I'd say," Chan explained, "Actually though, before I came to Korea, I was called Chris. It's my English name, I guess."

"So do you prefer to be called Chan or Chris?" 

"That depends. In Korea, I'm Chan. Only a few people call me Chris, but they are usually English speakers."

"So, you go by Chan more often then?"

"Yes," he chuckled a bit, "However, love, you can call me Chris."

He winked after that last statement, making you smirk. 

"Well, Chris, you can call me... sometime this week," you tried to say smoothly. 

He laughed at you, making you frown a bit. You wanted that to be more cool than funny. Oh well. 

"That was fucking adorable," Chris said, smiling widely," and I will definitely call you."

You feel happy inside, knowing that Chris finds you 'fucking adorable'. He leaned in and kissed your cheek sweetly, making you blush. Suddenly, someone was banging on the bathroom door, making you jump. 

"IS ANYONE IN THERE??" A drunk voice slurred/yelled through the door, "I GOTTA FUCKING PEEEEEEE!!!!"

You covered your mouth to stifle a laugh. That is definitely BamBam's voice. Chris put his finger to his lips, motioning for you to keep quiet. If BamBam sees you come out of the bathroom with the Aussie boy, he's going to know something is up. 

"Yeah, someone's in here!" Chris yelled back, "I'll be out in a f-"

"CHAN?! IS THAT YOU BRO? WHAT'S UUUPPPPPPPPP?!" BamBam shouted. 

"Yes, BamBam, it's me!" Chris responded with a chuckle, "Look, I'll be out of the bathroom in like fiv-"

"CHANNNN, I HAVE TO PEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!"

"I understand that, BamBam, but you just have to give me a sec-"

"LET ME INNN, BROOO. C'MON, I'VE ALREADY SEEN YOU NAKED BEFORE!!!!"

You're eyes widened and you made direct eye contact with Chris. He mouthed the words 'long story' to you, and you bit your lip to stifle a giggle. 

"I NEED PRIVACY THOUGH, BAM!" Chris yelled back, trying to get him to go away. 

"NO YOU DON'T! C'MON, I KNOW WHAT YOUR ASS LOOKS LIKE," BamBam continued, "YOU EVEN HAVE THAT WEIRD BIRTHMARK THING ON YOUR LEFT B-"

"OKAY, OKAY, I'L LET YOU IN IF YOU SHUT UP!" Chris cut him off. 

"YAY! OKAY, OPEN THE DOOR!!!"

You gave him a worried look, and he came closer to you. 

"I need you to trust me, love," he whispered. "Do you?"

You gulped but nodded. "I trust you."

Chris helped you off the sink and moved you to the wall, opposite the sink. Then, he opened the bathroom door all the way, so that you are now hidden behind it. You held your breath as you heard BamBam come in. 

"Finally!" BamBam exclaimed as he stumbled up to the toilet. Chan put his hands on BamBam's shoulders to help steady him, both of their backs to you. Chan quickly looked back at you and eyed the door, signaling you to leave. You pushed the door a little, enough to squeeze out from behind it, and you tiptoed out of the bathroom. You saw Chan close the door behind you with his foot, and you let out the breath you were holding. 

"Y/N, there you are!" Hyunah exclaimed, running up to you. 

You feel bad for not hanging out with her much during the party. So much has happened tonight, and you probably won't remember some of it tomorrow. 

"Hi! Sorry I've been so preoccupied tonight. A lot has been going on," You explained apologetically. 

"Oh, shut up. It's totally fine! I had so much fun tonight regardless!" She exclaimed, making you feel a little better, "Plus, I know you have a lot of boys to keep in check."

You laughed. "Shhh, you make me sound like a hoe."

"We're all hoes. It doesn't matter."

Hyunah threw her arms around your shoulders and pulled you into a hug. 

"Thanks so much for tonight," she said, "After a long week at work, we both definitely needed this."

"I couldn't agree with you more."

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It's about 3 am and everyone finally left. You sighed and started collecting some of the dirty cups from around the living room. You're tired as hell, but you want to start cleaning up a little bit at least. You started to notice, much to your annoyance, that people leave their drinks in the most random places. You found one cup in a plant, another underneath the couch, and one was even under a lampshade. You wonder where the lightbulb that's supposed to be there is. 

"What do you think you're doing?" 

You stopped putting the lampshade back to look up at the source of the question. Mark is leaning against the wall, watching you. It seems like he already got changed into sweats and is ready for bed. 

"I'm starting to clean up a bit," you replied. "It's going to be a lot for us to clean tomorrow, so I figured I'd start now."

Mark just chuckled at you. It's that chuckle that he always does when he thinks you're doing something dumb or pointless. It's like a scoff mixed with a chuckle, and it makes you want to throw something at your best friend's head every time you hear it. 

"What?" you asked with a smidge of attitude in your tone. 

"Dude, you're still not used to this?" Mark asked, smiling like a fool. 

"Used to what? Your scoff/chuckle thing?" you asked. "No, I'm not used to it. I fucking hate it. It makes me want to take this lampshade and throw it at your face."

Mark burst out into laughter, only making you more agitated. You put the lampshade back on the lamp and continued picking up miscellaneous cups. 

"Y/N, stop it," Mark said, finally calming down from his laughter/stroke he was having. 

You ignored him and continued to clean up. 

"Hey, Y/N! Stop it."

You ignored your best friend again. 

"Um, hello? Y/N? Buddy? Pal? Friend? Amigo?"

Still ignoring him, so he switched to speaking English. 

"Yo, bitch. Do you understand me? Do you know what HA JI MA means?"

You laughed a little bit at this statement. 

"HA! Gotcha!" Mark exclaimed, walking towards you. 

He took the cups out of your hand and just tossed them aside. 

"What the heck!" You exclaimed, bending over to pick them back up. 

"HAJIMAAAAA!" Mark yelled, grabbing your wrist and making you face him, "Y/N, did you forget that I'm sort of rich? I'm having a cleaning crew come in tomorrow to take care of everything. Leave it alone."

"Oh..." You mumbled. 

You did forget. For a moment, you thought you were back at your own apartment, having to clean up after guests who had just left. You live with Mark now, so you suppose a lot of things are going to be changing. It's going to take some time to get used to. 

"Silly girl," Mark teased, pinching your cheek between his fingers. 

"Shut up, dork," you muttered. 

Mark smiled at you and sighed. "Well, I'm exhausted, and I assume you are too. I think it's time for bed."

You nodded. Sleep sounds heavenly right now. Mark wrapped his arm around your shoulder as the two of you walked down the hallway. You were passing one of the guest rooms when you heard something. Rather, you heard someone. 

"EASSYYYYY!" the all too familiar voice of BamBam rang through your ears. 

"Oh," Mark said, "by the way, BamBam is too drunk to go home so I said he could just crash here."

Mark took his arm from around your shoulder and walked up to the guestroom door. He opened it and both of you peaked inside. BamBam is jumping up and down on the bed while face timing someone, you assume Yugyeom. 

"EASSYYYY- Oh shit, hi guys!" BamBam exclaimed as he stopped jumping, "I'm face timing YG right now. Yugyeom, say what's uuuppp!!!"

"What's uuuppp!!!" You hear Yugyeom's voice coming through the phone. 

"BamBam, you just saw him like 10 minutes ago..." You said. 

"Yeah, but I missed my best friend," BamBam pouted. 

"He's clingy when he's drunk!" Yugyeom yelled through the phone. 

"That's nOT tRue! Don't lie to Y/N!!!!" BamBam slurred/yelled back. 

"BamBam, say goodbye to Yugyeom," Mark said with a father-like tone, "It's time for bed."

BamBam pouted, making your heart melt a little. 

"Bye Bye Yugyeom," BamBam said sadly. 

"Bye Double B! Goodnight!" Yugyeom said more cheery, "GOODNIGHT Y/N AND MARK!"

BamBam hung up, still pouting. You giggled and walked over to him. He looked up at you with big, adorable eyes. 

"Y/N, are you sleeping over Mark's house too?" he asked cutely. 

You could hear Mark facepalm. "BamBam, she lives here now. Remember?"

"OH SHIT! YEAH! I forgot!"

You giggled at BamBam's drunken forgetfulness. 

"Climb into bed," you demanded softly, "Mark and I will tuck you in."

"We will?" Mark asked you. 

You turned around and shot him a look. He rolled his eyes but obliged anyway. BamBam climbed into the bed, still fully clothed, but no one really cares at this point. Everyone's too tired to care right now. You came on one side of the bed as Mark reluctantly approached the other end of the bed. You worked together to tuck in the Thai boy, which turned out to be a bit of a hassle. He kept rolling around and messing up the covers. Mark ended up having to pin him down while you tucked him in extra tightly. 

"Holy fuck," Mark cursed once you finally got BamBam tucked in, "You're irritating."

BamBam just giggled like a little kid as Mark exited the room. 

"Goodnight best friend!" You yelled at him. 

"Goodnight bitch!" he yelled back. 

"Wow, friend goals," BamBam muttered. 

"Shh, go to sleep," you shushed him. 

He pouted, sticking his already puffy lips out more. 

"I don't want to go to sleep," he said defiantly. 

"I don't give a fuck. I'm going to bed," you said, starting to walk towards the door. 

"Wait! Don't leave me alone!" BamBam called after you. 

"Goodnight drunk BamBam!" You called back, exiting the room. 

Once you got to your room, you just wanted to collapse onto the bed. You quickly stripped yourself and threw your clothes on the floor. You'll just pick them up tomorrow because right now you're too exhausted to deal with anything. You threw on a pair of comfortable shorts and a tank top. You took your make up off and washed your face before climbing into your new and very comfortable bed. The second your head hit the pillow, you could already feel yourself slowly drifting off. 

Until someone crawled into your bed. 

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Hello, 

A few things: 

This chapter is a bit short because I suck. Sorry about that, I just like leaving them off on a cliffhanger. Is it really a cliffhanger though? I bet you all know who it is lol. 

I am sad because D.O. from EXO is going into the military early. I was already sad because of Xiumin going, but now I am even sadder. Honestly, EXO should just all go to the military at the same time so they can get it over with and come out together. I know that they probably won't do that because they all have their own lives and such, but it would be a good idea. 

I am happy because Jackson and Lucas from WayV are becoming closer friends!! I've seen such cute clips from the Chinese show they were both on and they are soooo cute together. They legit seem like such good friends already and I'm so damn glad. Remember when Jackson said he wanted to be friends with Lucas on that show once? Well, I guess dreams do come true :)

Also, Stray Kids are making a comeback in June and I am still not over MIROH coming out. Someone hold me. 

ALSO ALSO, STREAM ECLIPSE!!!

Honestly, this Got7 album that they just released is probably a favorite of mine. I love that JYP actually let them do more with writing and producing the songs. Yugyeom's song (1) is a chill song but I love it. TIME OUT IS MY BITCH. I fucking love Time Out so much and the fact that Youngjae wrote it makes me so damn happy!!! Eclipse, of course, is an absolute bop. I sing that song so damn loudly in my car every day, rip. AND DOn'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON PAGE!!! PAGE is THAT BITCH. If y'all haven't listened to Page yet, y'all are really missing out. Jaebum fucking killed it with Eclipse too, but PAGE IS PHENOMENAL. 

https://youtu.be/cpAuvuhhNPA

Listen to it or else you're a fake ahgase ;) You're welcome for the kpop update! <3

QUESTION: What are your favorite Got7 songs???

I have a lot of favs so here's just a few of them (not including the ones I already mentioned) : 

Look (duh)

Don't Care

Us

Touch (Jus2 song, but still)

Enough

Zero (Jpop songs are lit)

Nice

Go Higher

My Swagger

Beggin on my knees

FISH

Eyes On

Lion Boy

AND MY ALL TIME FAV: 

Stop Stop It

Because I love the word 'hajima', if you couldn't tell. 

If you read all of that, I love you and you're cool <3

~MIA