Your karma comes chasing u and make sure you repent for your doings,but i dont remember hurting any1 atleast not intentionally,so why is it that i land up in the nastiest shit.
Though i cant always complain coz my happiness and sorrow have always been in perfect harmony,never have they come alone without each other making me too happy or too sad.As i stand in front of manik lost in my own web of worries.Manik decides to get some reactions out of me

R u just going to look at me and have an animated coversation with universe in your brain or acknowledge my presence and make room for my comfort,after all ur husband is back.

I could not handle it more,i went to him with a fury strong enough to kill,grabbed his collar,

Enough of this hubby wifey drama,tell me y r u back,dont start ranting dat u r here to take me coz m sure as hell not going anywhere with u.What has ,happened that after 6months u have decided to play the marriage card,i am no longer ur slave,i was set free the day u brought that whore home,and anyways this marriage never meant a thing to u,i dont even know why you tied me up with u.

Woooah that was a brave move,but only i knew how i managed such a lot speech,i never knew i was strong enough to face the monster,i hoped that his attention stays focussed on my face coz if he looks down towards my feet he may break into fits of laughter at the sight of my shaking feet.Yes i was afraid of him,i couldnt deny the fact that he was the most intimidating human i had come across,his intense gaze can easily drill a hole in my mind,heart.His eyes so deep that i was afraid of looking directly at them for longer fearing to lose it again.He seemed pretty amused at my speech where i felt it was a daredevil move,it appeared by his reaction as if he just finished attending a poem recital by some school girl.My heart picked up pace as i saw him approaching me so slowly like a tiger approaching its prey,he came and yanked me towards him by my waist,leaving no space between us.

Confident much are we????so i see you have finally found your voice but honey i know u too well,i know even wen u were giving that speech which i should appreciate (claps)but deep down u r shaking with fear,and clarifying it for the last time,u r and will always belong to me,get that in ur teeny weeny brain.Now i would like to rest(moves forward to my bedroom pushing me aside)so make me a hot chocolate coz m sure nandini murthy still dont drink and yes come soon its been long i have been deprived of your warmth.

I felt so disgusted by the way he looked at me,Shamelessly he could never change,never ever,oooh god have i lost it,knowing this man so well i was still hoping to see the human side of the monster.
U cant live here,my neighbours may raise questions,so please do not create a scene and get out.

His expression suggested that he was getting annoyed coz of my incooperation to his plans for the night.

Arre!but why would they be annoyed husband and wife live together naa,share a room ,a bed (steps closer to me)and do a lot of interesting things together,this is universal wifey,i dont see me doing anything to disturb ur neighbours,as i will be with my 'LEGALLY WEDDED WIFE'.

I was feeling more helpless with every passing minute,he was right i was his wife and he could create a whole lot of drama if the neighbours did question.

FINE!!I WANT A DIVORCE IN THAT CASE,I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS MARRIAGE.

He again started laughing like a maniac,i felt so stupid every word i said to annoy him or make him react was backfiring coz he was getting more entertained.

Getting irritated i turned to move towards the kitchen,he pulled me and spoke in my ears.

U actually do think i care about what you believe,no sweetheart,and what did you say DIVORCE you really have set your hopes high,where did this come from,i thought you looooved me,is it coz of that new boyfriend of yours, r u planning to move with him?

I turned around and pushed him hard,he lost his balance for a moment,how could he think of me and arjun like that but well if that what he feels,i will definately help him brew up his little story better.

Yes i wish to move away from him coz unlike you he has a heart,which cares and most importantly respects others,he dont treat girls as waste.

He looked annoyed and i was satisfied seeing the first sign of anger flicker in his eyes,i know i was being stupid making the monster angry bt i need answers to a lot of things and this  was the way the only  one way.manik was truthful only wen he was pushed to the extreme.

And u know what u r right i enjoy being with him,he makes me smile,makes me feel good about myself,i think i may b falling.......
Before i could finish.i was punished,i found my lips suddenly very busy as they tried to synchronise with the movement of his lips in the passionate reunion dance.

Though he was mad at me for what i was about to say,he never let that madness sweep in the kiss,it was deep and passionate and as much as i hated it i started responding almost immediately,damn when will i ever be able to control myself around this man.We both were running out of oxygen but that seemed ok,he was great no wonder he could maintain the casanova image,but for me it was always him,i felt this vulnerable emotionally,physically only when he was there,coz he was my first and no matter how he treats me there would never be another.

I was lost in his touches ,when suddenly his phone brought us out of our trance.As he broke the kiss i got a chance to peek at the caller's name,again i felt my heart getting shatter into pieces,coz the name made me realize,that he can never change.

NOTHING CAN CHANGE AND HE CAN NEVER BE MINE COZ HE NEVER WAS..IT WAS STILL A GAME AFTERALL!!