I stumbled all the way trying to get dressed into the tee and tracks he gave me,with a lot of efforts I finally managed to change and came out.

Manik see your clothes fit me perfectly...seems like we have the same size.....

I said looking at him and stretching my tee....he looked stunned at my statement and then...he started laughing...god why does he never take me seriously....I pouted while he laughed his lungs out..then he started coming towards me....and glided his finger seductively on my neck and pushed back my hair and coming to my ear...whispered in a...oooh so sexy tone.

My dear nandu...u r gonna so regret saying all this...and now come let's have dinner.

Wats for dinner???

GUESS????

Hmmmn...now you are all classy and sophisticated so must be something of that sort... Lasagna????? May be...i am toh ordinary na..I don't like all that.

I made a sarcastic pass...I had to give it back to him...but he immediately cupped my face in his palms & said

U don't know how frustrating it is to be or rather act sophisticated ,as for you,you have no idea how perfect you are...to me

He whispered the last part.He turned his face the other way as if trying to hide something...may be his feeling??then he opened the lid off the platter...and the dish surprised me...it was my favourite...MAGGI...

Wow Manik....how did you know I love maggi....I have loved this since I was...

A little girl????

Yeah how did u know???

Well guess I too loved maggi..since I was a little boy...this is one of the few things that keep me grounded to the beautiful part of my past.

I had no idea what he was saying...I loved maggi...but that never contributed in making my life beautiful....why did he have to be so mysterious all the time...and why was I thinking all this instead of gorging on my maggi.

But this is only one plate...you won't eat???

Why???won't you share with me???this time???

This time....when did I ever not  share maggi with him???He was about to stuff a spoonful into my mouth...but I stopped him.He looked questioningly....

First I need some answers..

OK I promise ,I will tell you everything you ask.

How will I trust you???

He smiled and looked right into my eyes...

Nandini promise.

He started feeding me after a few serves I asked him,if he won't be eating.

Won't you return the favour...feed me nandini...like..I am feeding you.

I tried my best to feed him but my already uncoordinated limbs under the effect  of alcohol...seemed least interested in even doing a little of their assigned work...the noodles was everywhere around his mouth...he was about to clean his face...but I don't know how I got the courage and an idea to clean him up came to my mind...I grabbed him by his collar and pulled him close and licked around his lips,he made least effort to stop me...taking that as hint I closed my eyes and leaned forward....only to be pushed back by him.

I knew the reason all so well ....and it hurt ,my heart bled at his rejection alcohol can never camouflage the hurt....tears spilled out of my eyes...as soon as he saw it..he came forward to touch me ...but how could I let him touch me...he had class after all..

No its ok Mr Malhotra...I Know you feel repulsive touching me,I am not beautiful like your kinda girl...its ok...m so stupid...to try to do something like that and cause you dishonour me .. Its good..I won't remember any of this tomorrow...isn't that how intoxication works, takes away the pain.

Saying this I stood up...trying to move I don't know where,but he pulled me back and I hit by his chest hard.

Are you sure you won't remember any of these tomorrow????if that's the case lemme tell you a little something...you are not my kinda girl...you are my girl...I can't stay away from you,since I have seen you again,I am hurting to keep myself away from you...as for kissing you,its taking all of my self control not to do that...but you are beyond perfection for me nandu and I want you to have the best memory of our moments....I want you to be sane to understand what I feel for you and not regret that you made out with the guy you think is your friend's boyfriend,I want you to give yourself to me after you realise you are mine...and trust me that day  would come....because iam not having it any other way....you have to be mine.

Then why do you insult me,why are you mean to me always???

I asked with puppy eyes...

Coz I don't trust myself...I can't risk the world knowing you...m about to do something hideous...and till that is done,I want you away coz only one thing can weaken me and its ....YOU!!!!I know m hurting you but this way m keeping you away from danger,pain...

Ok if I hadn't felt my head dizzy till now,then now was the time that I felt it with more intensity than ever...whether it was his words or the alcohol,I don't know but I needed to shut myself coz to handle more of this was taking a toll on me.He scooped me in his arms and laid me on the bed after cleaning my face....and laid himself on the couch near the bed.

Why are you sleeping there....I can sleep only hugging my beary bear...and since I don't have that...you have to substitute for him.

He smiled at me but complied..

Soon your beary bear would be replaced forever nandini....sleep..

I closed my eyes and was skipping past consciousness and sub consciousness when I felt him kiss my forehead and whisper.

I know tomorrow ,you won't remember anything..so here it is. .I LOVE YOU...and I can't wait for the day that I can say this and get the response from you...you are the only dream I have had,and I won't let any harm near you....forgive me for everything I have done or will do....but if amidst all there is a truth it is....THAT MY HEART BELONGS TO YOU.

And he hugged me tight....and slept.

( ok so with the next chapter there is gonna be a surprise....which I am almost sure all will love, m sure some of you would know that already...seems like I have become predictable ...god bless.)