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I know you all are angry on me as I disappeared for two months without any notice..
But now I'm here with a brand new chapter...
Enjoy the chapter and forgive me for the inconvenience if possible.. *Puppy face*

And wish you all a very happy Holi..

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Sanyukta was trying to hide herself more in Randhir's embrace..
And on the other hand Randhir was totally clueless about the sudden change of her demeanour..
"Yo..you won't leave me nah.. just like them??" Randhir heard Sanyukta asking between her sobs..
"Nehi.. nehi.. babba..
Kahin nehi jayunga main tumhe chodke..
I won't leave you..." Randhir's soft soothing voice hit her eardrums and she sob get more louder..
She was crying hysterically clinging onto Randhir and he was holding her lovingly, giving her the warmth of love and time to time stroking her hair in order to soothe her..

It seemed like after ages Sanyukta became a bit normal.. Tears were still flowing from her eyes but now she wasn't wailing like before..
Sanyukta had her head resting on the left side of his chest...
The mild sound of his heartbeat was breaking that cold, horrifying killing silence..
"I thought you hate me.. And would never want to see my face again.." Randhir voiced his thoughts once he was sure that Sanyukta had clammed down..
"I know..
Even I thought the same.." she chipped nestling herself in his arms..
"Hain..??" he was confused..
"Sanyukta.. What is it??
I'm not getting you..." said Randhir...
Sanyukta sighed..
"I'm also confused, Randhir..
I.. I'm supposed to hate you but I can't.. I just can't hate you..
Whatever I did in the kitchen did in reflex.. I didn't realized what blunder I had created..
Whe.. when I woke up and co... couldn't find you here I stop breathing..
I.. I thought you have left me.." and yet again Sanyukta started sobbing hard..

"Shh.. Sanyu.. chup ho jayo..
See.. I'm here nah.." Randhir tried to clam her down..
"I.. I was scared.. I thought you left me, Randhir.." the fear was evident in her voice....
"You know even in the dream also I saw you leaving me and I couldn't stop you even after trying my best.. I was helpless..
I felt like dying.." she added..
Randhir immediately embraced her more tightly and chipped.. "It's okay.. I'm here.. everything is fine.."
"Tum mujhe chodke toh nehi jayoge nah, Randhir, mamma papa ki tarha..??" asked Sanyukta..
It was the first time in this while she tilted her head.. She was gazing at his orbs..
Seemed like her eyes desperately searching for some assurance in his eyes..
She was looking so vulnerable that Randhir's heart bleed..

"Kabhi nehi, Sanyu.. Main tumhe kabhi bhi nehi chodke jayunga.." said Randhir looking straight in her eyes..
"Fir aaj kyun chale gaye the mujhe akela chodke??" came her choked voice and Randhir looked away..
Sanyukta cupped his face and made him look at her..
"Bolo nah..
You know, tumhe yahan nah pake main kitni dar gayi thi..." said Sanyukta and another set of fresh tear left her hazel orbs..
"I.. I was ashamed of my deed, Sanyukta..
I shouldn't have kissed you without your consent..
And I didn't have the courage to face you..
Well.. I still don't have.. That's why I came this late so that I don't have to face you..
I know I did a big mistake.." Randhir said looking down..
"I'm sorry.." he whispered..

"Really?? Are you really sorry for kissing me??
Are you feeling sorry for saving your friend from hurting herself..??" asked Sanyukta...
"What??" Randhir shot up his head hearing the last line..
"Why the hell would I feel sorry for stopping you from hurting yourself..??
It's my busy to save you from getting hurt..
No Sanyukta, I'm not at all sorry for stopping you from hurting yourself.." Randhir mouthed firmly..
"Then why are you sorry and ashamed of kissing me..??
You did that in order to stop me nah..." she muttered softly..
"But kissing someone like that is wrong.. I did a mistake.." he again looked down..
"Oh yeah.. you did a mistake..
You should have slapped m back when I did it to knock some sense in me..
And it was your biggest mistake..
You know nah, I'm stupid.. Then why you choose to leave without making me understand...??" Sanyukta said softly..

"I could have stop you in some other way, Sanyukta..
I but nothing clicked in my mind at that time..
I.. I was too scared to think rationally seeing you like that.." this came as a whisper..
"Your kiss actually didn't disgust me, Randhir..
My mind is occupied with some bitterness regarding these kind of stuffs that's why I reacted in that why, and yesterday night's incident didn't help either.." Sanyukta said with I sigh..
"So you are not angry on me..??" Randhir asked hopefully..
"Nehi..
Pata nehi kyun par main chahke bhi tumpe gussa nehi ho sakti..
You know, aaj nah mujhe laga ke maine tumhe khoo hi diya..
Aur tumhe khone ke dar ke age meri baki sari feelings fiki padh gayi.."

"I'm here with you, Sanyu..
And you will always find me beside you, no matter what happen..
Jab tak tum mujhe khud aapne se dur nehi kar deti, main kahin bhi nehi jayunga tumhe chodke.." Randhir spoke sincerely gazing at her eyes..
"Aur mujhe nah pagal kutte ne nehi kata jo main khud tumhe khud se dur karungi.." Sanyukta twisted her lips cutely caused Randhir to smile at her cuteness..
"OK.. Enough drama for today.. Let's sleep now.." Randhir said smilingly and Sanyukta also nodded with a happy face..

Randhir made her lie on bed and covered her duvet.. He was settling himself beside her when he heard her giggling..
"Kya huya?? Aise pagalon ki tarha has kyun rahi ho??" He asked lied beside her..
"Tum jab nehi the nah tab for a minute I was like.. Jitna marzi kiss kar lena mujhe par ghar wapis aa jayo tum, Randhir.." she said giggling..
Randhir laughed hearing this..
"It's OK.. No need of that.. Main waise bhi tumhe nehi chodke jane wala.." said Randhir and Sanyukta rested her head on his chest..
"I know.. Tum bohot acche ho..
And I'm sorry.. I said really awful words to you..
I didn't me.." she started..
"You didn't mean it.. I know.." Randhir completed her sentence..
"Yup.. You are not like others..
Thanks for understanding me.." Sanyukta snuggled closed to him..

"You know last night when you were drunk you hugged me while sleeping and said that you wanted to do that since long.." Randhir said playing with her hair..
"Hmm.. Drunken mind speaks sober heart..
Yup.. I wanted to get close to you because you were ignoring me that time..
And I was missing your warmth.." she confessed with honesty..
"Oh.."
"Hmm.."
"Good night..
"Hmm.."
Randhir shook his head and lightly kissed her hair..
After a whole day of suffering, pain, misunderstanding, tears and drama finally they welcomed a peaceful slumber in each other's arms..
Randhir did has many questions in his mind but for now he choose to keep mum decided to confront her once she would be perfectly fine..

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