Merry Christmas to you all and your families...
I hope you are celebrating well...
We are at the end of this year..
So just leave every negative thoughts and worry behind and enjoy the last week of this year to the fullest...

In case any of you have confusion about last two parts let clear it to you..
Part - 30 showed only Sanyukta's side..
And
Part - 31 showed only Randhir's side...
But the time was same..
I tried to show what happened with Sanyukta and what happened with Randhir separately at the same point of time..

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Randhir rushed to sanyukta and caged her in his protective arms..
The memories of previous night was hunting her.. She was shivering in fear..
Randhir didn't had a clue that suddenly what happened to her.. Last time when he saw her she was sleeping peacefully that time..
Getting his warm and protective embrace Sanyukta hid herself in his arms.. And she let her silent cries turned into loud sobs..
She wanted to hold something and cry her heart out but she herself didn't know what she was searching for..
But when her body came in contact of his.. Her mind screamed that this was what she was searching for.. His warmth made her tensed up nerves relaxed..
It's true that she was still frightened by previous night's event but at the same time she was getting a feeling of secureness being in his arms..
She had a faith that he could never do anything which could hurt her, he wasn't like other boys who used girls to fulfil their physical needs.. She didn't know what was making her think like that and why she trusted him so much.. She only knew one thing that the last thing she was expecting from her life was him breaking her faith..
But little did she know that life always surprises you with the unexpected things..

*Does she remember everything about last night??*
*Has she overhear our conversation??*
*Did something more happened last night which no one knows till now and only Sanyukta had faced that??* - Various thought was clouding his mind..
He himself also didn't over come the fear of last night.. And now he had a vulnerable Sanyukta in his arms who was most probably scared because of the same reason as his...

But then even he didn't forget to rub her back, caress her hair and chant sweet nothings to soothe her.. That time he knew only one thing that he need to be strong for her.. His own fear and miseries was long forgotten..

"Sanyu.. Sanyu what happened?? Aise ro kyun rahi ho??" caressing her messy hair he asked softly..
But he got only loud sobbing sounds in return..
"Are mujhe bolo toh sahi ke huya kya hain.. I promise I'll make everything right.." he again asked and again got the same in return..
"Now you are scaring me Sanyu.. Please talk to me.. Please say something at least.." now his own eyes welled up..
"OK.. You don't wanna talk to me.. nah?? You want to cry only.. Then cry.. I won't stop you.. But when you will be done with your cries then you have to talk to me and answer my every question.." he thought to let her cry until she was satisfied, might be that would help her to feel a bit light..
Her grip over him got tightened and she started wailing harder..
Even Randhir also held her more tightly.. "cry as much as you want, Sanyu.. I'm here with you only.. No matter what I'll never leave you.. I'll hold you tight in my arms and protect you from the evils.." he was trying to soothe her by his words.. And she kept wetting his T-shirt by her priceless tears..

After crying for good thirty minutes or so finally Sanyukta utter a few words.. "woh.. woh.. he touch.. touched me.." she cried..
"Shh.. nothing happened Sanyukta.." Randhir cocooned her..
"No.. I.. I know..he did.. He touched me.. He.. made me dirty..
All men are same.. All.. They only need our body.." she yelled while crying..
"Sanyukta.. Sanyukta.. look at me, Sanyukta..." he tried to broke the embrace but Sanyukta wasn't letting him do so..
"Don't be stubborn, Sanyu.. Look at me and listen to me.." he forcefully detached himself from her and made her look at him by cupping her face firmly..
"Listen Sanyukta.. Nothing happened of that sort which you are thinking.. Yes that bustard tried to take advantage of your drunken state but he couldn't do anything.. Trust me, Sanyukta.. I was there.. You are pure like sacred water.. No one can made you dirty.. Do you hear me??" Randhir uttered each and every word in a strong voice..
He wanted her to believe in him.. She was having insecurity regarding her purity.. Needless to say this is the most painful and horrifying feeling a girl can feel..
Randhir too was feeling her pain and wanted her to get rid of it as soon as possible..

"But.." Sanyukta tried to say something but Randhir shushed her..
"Shh.. Before you think something worse tell me if you remember everything about last night.." he asked and she nodded her head negatively..
"I only remember a few things.." she whispered..
Randhir sighed.. "I didn't want to dig out any event of last night.. But I guess you need to know everything.. At least then you will stop assuming things.." he said defeatedly and narrated her everything which happened last night..
"See.. Nothing happened.." he told her softly..
"But he tried nah.. Agar tum nehi aate theek time pe toh.. toh.." she couldn't complete her sentence as she yet again started crying hysterically..
"Sanyukta..." he sighed..
"I know what you must be feeling now.. But you have to be strong.. Ek hatse se zindagi rukh nehi jati..
Pata hain yeh bolne jitna asan hain, karne me utna hi muskil.. But you have to do this.. You have to move on... You have to forget about it.." he tried to convince her..
"I'm tired of being strong, Randhir.. I'm tired.. Aur nehi hota merese.. pata nehi aise aur kitne unfateful events ko bhulne ki koshis karna padega mujhe.." she said and pulled her hair in frustration..

Randhir got confused hearing her but then shrugged the thought thinking that she must be referring about her parents' death..
"Don't worry, Sanyukta.. Everything will be fine.. I know it's tough but it's not impossible either..
You are a strong girl.. You can do it..
And always remember one thing.. I'm there for you.. No matter what you will always find me beside you.." he told her sincerely..
Sanyukta looked up at him and found him smiling at her..
His warm smile was giving her strength.. She also smiled back at him.. Though it was a small one, Randhir was satisfied knowing that she was at least trying..
Soon her smile faded as something hit her.. He too frowned seeing her in deep thought..
"He spiked my drink.. Oh God.. Everything happened because of those alchohol.." she mumbled which was hardly audible for him.. Confusingly he called her "Sanyukta.." and was about to put his hand on her shoulder, but the very moment she claimed down from the bed and rushed outside..
Randhir was bewildered by the sudden occurrence.. And before his mind could conclude anything he heard a thud sound of breaking glass.. Followed by another.. and another..

Randhir rushed towards the source of the sound and found her in the kitchen.. She standing with an alcohol bottle in her hand and was surrounded by scattered sharp chunks of glasses..
His eyes got widened seeing her like that..
Before he could react anything she banged the bottle on the floor hard and moved to the refrigerator to get another..
"Sanyukta stop.. Don't move.. You will get hurt.." he screamed and rushed to her.. But she gave a deaf ear to him and went to the refrigerator.. When she took a step ahead Randhir noticed the red imprint of her feet indicating that she was already hurt..
(a/n Sanyukta broke the bottle of red wine and other beverage's bottle also which has their own colour.. Her blood got mixed with them and that's why Randhir didn't noticed the blood before..
And Randhir was wearing his slippers, so he didn't got hurt)
"Sanyukta.. kya kar rahi ho yeh.. Chodo yeh sab.. Pagal ho kya.. Dekho tumhe chot bhi lagi hain.." he clutched her from the back and stopped her from hurting herself more..
"I'm already hurt, Randhir.. Chodo mujhe.." she struggled..
"Nehi.. Main tumhe yeh pagalpanti nehi karte dunga..." he started dragging her back..
"Yeh pagalpatni nehi hain.. Pagalpanti toh thi jo main itne dino se kar rahi thi..
You were right.. This shitty alcohol cost me a lot.." she finally set herself free from Randhir's clutch and again rushed to break those bottles..
"I'm glad that you understood it, Sanyukta.. But what you are doing is wrong.. I will help you to get rid of this.. But please stop all this.." Randhir again held her and tried to convince her..
"No.. Because of them I was about to get destroyed.. And now I will destroy them.." She pushed Randhir hard and again started doing her work..
"Sanyukta I'm telling you I'll slap you hard if you don't stop this nonsense.." he warned her while trying to stop her but she was unaffected..
Her eyes were red, her cheeks were wet and her feet were bleeding profusely..
But she was too numb to react on anything..
Randhir kept trying to stop her but she was behaving like a manic..

Because of the struggle between them Sanyukta lost her balance and landed on those sharp broken glass pieces and the alchohole filled floor didn't help her either..
Now her palms, hands and knees were bleeding too along with her feet..
"Sanyukta.." Randhir screamed.. He was feeling horrible seeing her like that..
Her wounds were hurting him..
But seemed like it wasn't hurting her.. She stood up and again took a step towards the refrigerator..
Randhir didn't tried to stop her this time.. He was afraid that he might hurt her more if he tried to hold her as her both hand were wounded..
"Sanyukta please listen to me.. Please Sanyukta.. Don't do this.. You are hurting me by doing this.. Please stop it Sanyukta.. I beg you.. Please.." he started pleading her but she remain unresponsive..
He kept trying but nothing worked..
Now he had enough of this..
Worry, concern, hurt, love, anger overpowered his senses and his pulled her harshly by holding her waist..
And before she could react, he held her nape and smacked his lips with her..
Sanyukta got shocked by this act and the very moment she pushed him hard with her all strength..
Randhir felt the push and stumbled back.. And before he could recover of the push he felt his right cheek burned with a sharp pain..
In a reflex he put his palm on his now red cheek to soothe the pain and that was when realized Sanyukta had slapped her hard..

"You bloody jerk.. How dare you.. You all men are same.. You guys only know how to take advantage of girls..
I.. I thought you are different from others.. But I was so wrong.. I trusted you, Randhir.. And what you did.. You broke my trust.. my faith..
You know what..
Tum, woh kal wala ladka, Aryan.. Tum sab ek jaise ho..
Sab ke sab..
Tum sab ko aapni hawas puri karni hoti hain bas..
Kal raat toh woh ladka nakamiwab raha mujhe ganda karte me..
But congratulations to you Randhir..
You only did it today..
You successfully make me dirty..." Sanyukta spoke with rage and slammed on the ground crying like anything..
And the other soul present there stood there all numb....

Before anyone comment anything on this part I just want to clear one thing to you all that Sanyukta isn't in her sane mind..
A lot of things happened and messed up her mind..
In our life we can't think rationally always..
Same thing is happening with her also..
She will realize everything and think rationally when her mind will be calmed..

So DO NOT bash her...

And you all guessed wrong.. 😂😂😂

Till now it's the longest part of this story..
Now I want shower of votes and longgg comments..

Thanks for reading..

Bbye guys.. Take care..