You know you guys are the sweetest person..
Thank you so much for supporting me..
And as all of you don't want me to put it on hold.. I'm not doing this..
BTW this part is quite long..
I just want to say thank you by this part..
Love you itnaaaaa sara..

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"it's about you, Sanyukta..
I'm worried about you..
I'm tensed about you.." Randhir said seriously and felt her grip on his cheeks was loosing....
"me.." she whispered..
"you are worried because of me.." a big fat tear drop fell from her eyes..
She was touched by his concern..
It's not that she was happy seeing him worried.. But she even can't deny that she liked when she saw concern in his eyes..

"hey.. It's okay.. Don't cry.." he softly wept her tears..
"Sanyu listen to me very carefully..
You don't want me to be tensed and worried nah.." he said softly..
Sanyukta shook her head negatively like a kid making him chuckled..
"then quit drinking..." he said directly, thus making Sanyukta shocked beyond wits..
"quit.. drink.. Drinking.." she gulped...
"Yup.. Quit it.. For me" he again said..
Sanyukta didn't say anything this time.. She just slowly removed his palms from her cheeks..

"you know Randhir.. Pata nehi kaise inn thodi hi dino me tum mere itne acche friend ban gaye..
Parth aur Tanya itne salon me jo jagah nehi le paye woh tum ne le li..
Par fir bhi main tumhare liye bhi alcohol nehi chod sakti..
You please don't bother yourself for me.." she said calmly looking away from him..

Randhir didn't react.. Somewhere he knew that this wouldn't be an easy task for him to convince Sanyukta..
Remaining in the same position he spoke casually "you know.. I can't swim.. Agar main kabhi kisi lake me gir gaya toh kya hoga..??"
Sanyukta got perplexed by his sudden question..
She didn't know why he was asking such questions which had no connection with their present conversation...
"are bolo nah.. Main lake me gir gaya.. Toh kya hoga.." he asked again..
With confused mind she replied "tum dub jayoge.. Aur kya.."

"hmm.. Right.. Accha tumhe swimming aati hain..??" he asked..
"nehi.." she gave a short reply and took a spoonful pasta to eat..
"okk.. imagine main lake me dub raha hu aur tum khade hoke dekh rahi ho.." hearing Randhir Sanyukta's eyes popped out and some pasta fell from the spoon..
"what?? Kya ulti seedhi baatein kar raho ho tum haan.." she said gritting her teeth..
"are kya ulti seedhi baatein..??" he said innocently..
"just imagine.. Main pani me dub raha hu.. Chilla chilla ke bol raha hu.. BACHAYO.. BACHAYO.. par tumhe toh swimming nehi aati nah... Tum toh helpless ho..
Tum bas mujhe dekh rahi ho marte huye..
I'm gasping for breath.. Pani ke wajase sas nehi le paa raha hu main..
Fir dheere dheere.. I'm loosing my all strength.. And I'm dying.. I'm dyin..."
"stoppp..
Stop Randhir..
Just stop this nonsense.." Randhir stopped hearing her yell..
Sanyukta's worry and care brought a victorious smirk on his face..
"are you out of your mind?? Pagal ho gaye ho kya tum...??
Kya bole jaa rahe ho yeh sab??" salty water started clogging in her eyes..

"kyun?? Kya huya?? Suna nehi jaa raha tumse yeh sab??
Toh zara socho mujhe kaisa laga hoga when I saw you gasping for breath in the morning..
Socho kaisa laga hoga when I was holding your shaky figure in my arms.." this question left Sanyukta tongue tied..
She didn't know what to say..
Randhir took a deep breath and blinked to prevent the tears from falling..
"listen to me Sanyukta.." he cupped her face firmly and spoke..
"chod do alcohol..
It's eating you up form inside..
Khokla kar raha hain yeh tumhe..
Dheere dheere jaan le lega yeh tumhari..
Please samjho..
It's not easy for me to see you like this..
I just can't let you finish your life just like that.." pain and sincerity was visible in his each word..
Sanyukta smiled..
"I'm already a dead person Randhir..
Sarab mujhe khokla nehi kar sakta.. Kyun ki main toh pehle se hi hu..
Alcohol is my lifeline.. Yeh hi zinda rakhta hain mujhe..
Warna main toh kab ki mar gayi hoti.." Randhir could see ocean of pain in her eyes..

"please Sanyukta.." his plead came as a mere whisper..
"please Randhir..
Mujhe mere halat me chod do..
Mere bare me soch soch ke aapni life complicate mat karo.. You have a bright future ahead..
Mere me uljhe huye rahe toh darkness ke alawa aur kuch nehi milega.." she said softly..
"tumhare bina mera bright future bhi darkness se bhara hoga Sanyu..
Hum friends hain nah..
Aur friends sab kuch ek saath karte hain..
If you choose darkness, then I'll accompany you..
And if you want me to be in lights, then you also have to stand beside me in light.." he said lovingly with moist eyes..
"it's not easy Randhir.. It's not at all easy..
Alcohol is like oxygen for me..
I can't breath without it..
Tum ne aaj khud dekha nah ke subha kya huya..
Main nehi jee sakti sarab ke bagair.." she tried to convince him..

"aisa nehi hain Sanyukta..
We will seek medical help.. You will be able to quit it..
Tum sarab ko nehi sarab tumhe pi raha hain Sanyukta..
Please try and understand..
I'll be there for you.. Hum dono milke ek saath sab kuch theek kar denge..
Tum try toh karo.." he chipped slowly in a utter pleading tone..
"par mujhe nehi karni try Randhir..
I'm just done with it..
Please leave all this..
Let's not talk about it..
Life jaise chal rahi thi.. Waise hi chalne do..
My life is already a mess.. Please don't complicate it further..
Nehi hoga mujhse aur kuch.. I'm tired Randhir..
I'm tired of all this..
Please let me be..
Please don't try to change my life or anything related to me.."
Closing her eyes tightly she begged in front of him..
As soon as she spoke all those thing she felt the warmth on her cheeks were fading away as Randhir took his palms back from her cheeks..
Slowly she opened her eyes and her eyes met with his..
Both had moisture in their eyes..

"Me or Alcohol.." Randhir asked coldly looking deep inside her eyes..
He was intimidating..
"huhh.." she got confused..
"today you have to choose between me and alcohol..
Tell me Sanyukta..
Me or alcohol.." he said firmly..
"tu..tum pagal ho kya??
Yeh kaisa question hain.. I can't choose one.." she got annoyed
"JUST. ANSWER. ME. SANYUKTA." came his firm and cold voice which was enough to scare Sanyukta..
But she composed herself and spoke..
"okk.. It's alcohol Randhir..
I'm choosing alcohol over you.." she said coldly..

Randhir sighed deeply and got up from the chair..
"fair enough.. It's your life, your choice..
I'm no one to say anything in your matter..
But I can take my own decisions.. Right..
So here I'm breaking my friendship with you..
From now on you live your life on your own terms and I'll live mine..
We'll be living in this apartment like strangers.."
"what??" Sanyukta got up from the chair..
"why are you doing this to me Randhir..??
Please try to understand.. Alcohol is my necessity.." she tried to hold his shoulder but he stepped back..
"mujhe kissi aise person ke saath koi emotional attachment nehi rakhna jiske wajase mujhe hurt hona pade..
Tumhe aaj waise halat me dekhke meri jaan nikal gayi thi..
Main nehi chahta age bhi mujhe aisa koi situation face karna pade..
So it's better for me to stay away from you..
But my offer is still on..
If you try to quit alcohol.. Then the very moment you'll find me beside you..
It's just you need to try..
That's all from me..
Bye.. Take care.." and he walked away from there leave a shuttered Sanyukta behind..

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Ringing sounds of Randhir's mobile brought him back to present..
Yes..
After Parth told him that Sanyukta was trying to get a control on her addiction, Randhir was thinking about the whole event which took place on the same day on which Sanyukta got withdrawal syndrome attack..
Today Randhir was happy that Sanyukta was trying..
His ignorance worked..
Now he knew he was going to support her..

*Parth* - this name flashed on Randhir's phone..
Smilingly Randhir received the call and next moment got shocked hearing him..
"hello Ron.. Sanyu ghar chali gayi kya??" asked a worried Parth over the phone..
"nehi toh.. Par kyun puch rahe ho?? Kya huya??" asked Randhir..
"woh Ron.. Sanyu nehi mil rahi.." Parth informed..

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