It was around 7:02 am that I woke up and it really surprised me because I'm not a early bird. The only reason I am up this early is because of the notebook.

If I read it I would have the answer but then I would have to leave this pack. And leave my parents behind. And it really mean me feel uneasy.

I look at it without doing nothing and I also stare at the picture of my actual parents. "What happened?" I said out loud even though I knew it was just a picture it couldn't talk.

I got up from the bed and I made my way to brush my teeth. I also look at my tattoo that I was born with. It has his initial my mate. "E.R" I had given up thinking  about what his name is because it can literally be anything.

He is out there somewhere. I touch it the tattoo also has roses on it. It was a small tattoo that is on my collarbone. I spit the toothpaste and I made my way out the door.

And back on my bed. And I took a deep breath and I open the first page."crimson pack." It said and also location to where the pack is at.

I turn the page.

And I read what is said.

"My little June if you are reading this then something must had happened and I had to abandon you for your safety. And if you are finally reading this please come back to the crimson pack they will have the answer to what you want to know you will always be in our hearts this was they only way to keep you safe.

"Love always mom."

I turn to the next page to see names "Samuel Eisner, Armani Eisner."

And I turn to the next page but it was blank. And then the rest until I reached the end." I grab the book in my hand and I went downstairs and to the kitchen to see my dad reading the newspaper and my mom reading a book.

"Good morni-" she stop as she see what in my hand."is that..." I nod my head."dad and mom I must go." And they nod their head."is this what you want?" Ask my mom.

As I see the tears in her eyes."yes this is what I want." And she nods her head."come I will help you pack your stuff Oliver turn her car on we will be down in a few minutes and also money."

He nods his head and I went upstairs to my room I head to the dresser and I open it and took my clothes out."that night when we found you it was blessing I had been praying to the moon goddess for I can get pregnant."

She told me as I listen to her."me and your father knew we wanted a family but the doctor told me I couldn't conceive. We were both heartbroken that we went away to a little trip for 5 days away from the pack."

And it was like the moon goddess had answer our prayer by leaving you at our doorstep. You're my little princess June you are mine even if we don't share the same blood my wolf recognize you as our pup."

She told me as she put my clothes in my duffel bag."but we both knew you have or had a family out there somewhere waiting for you to come home already."

"I thought this day would have never come and even if you had read what the notebook said I pray that you still would have stayed. And I'm sorry for praying for that."

She told me. I walk up to her and I hug her."Don't cry mom it okay you have Russ and your mate. This decision is the best thing I am making I will finally know who I am. I will make sure to call you everyday if I can."

I told her as I grab my duffel bag and head downstairs we walk out towards my car and I put my duffel bag in the back seat." Don't hesitate June to call us. And be careful."

"Where is it that you are heading to?"

Asked my dad.

"I'm going to the crimson pack." And my dad froze at that name." He grab my wrist.

"Sweetie I would be telling you this as a father to stop and stay her but I know I cannot force you that pack is a ruthless pack they will kill without a second thought. You need to be careful."

I nod my head as he pulled me in a hug. I got in my car and I put the wallet that held money inside on the backseat. And I was off and heading towards a new beginning.

I look at the directions."4 hours and 45 minutes." And I sigh. "Make it 2 hours and 14 minutes." I said to myself as I start to go faster the cars are beeping their horns at me but ignore it and I continue on driving fast.

And the more I drive fast the more further away I was from home. I didn't know what was waiting for me in that pack all I knew is I'm not leaving without no answer.