Chapter 3: Pain
3rd persons POV
It's been a week since the sleepover. Sunhee and Sehun have gotten closer. Hermione ignored all the boys and Sunhee as well. Even at school. She was alone and hurt and Sehun not once came to see or talk to her. All thanks to Sunhee of course. Every time Hermione saw Sehun and Sunhee together she got broken a little more. She went home everyday and she cut her wrist. There were more scars on her wrist now than the days in that one week. She didn't care. She thought Sehun didn't either. But she was wrong, it was all Sunhee.
Sunhee purposely distracted him. She always had his mind on her and not Hermione. She was selfish and couldn't stand seeing Sehun with Hermione.
Sehun of course was happy with Sunhee but, he never felt complete without Hermione and missed her more than anything ever before.
Hermione was at school and saw Sunhee and Sehun laughing. They were having fun. And Sehun looked perfectly fine without Hermione there. Hermione got up and locked herself in a bathroom stall to ball her eyes out. Sehun didn't notice. But Sunhee did and she smiled.
When Hermione got back It was time for class. She made herself sit through the class and the rest of her classes for that day. Then she shoved everything in her locker and left to walk home. To the apartment, that Sunhee and her shared. But Sunhee never came home, she stayed with the boys.
Sunhee knew she didn't need to use Baekhyun anymore and decided to break up with him tomorrow, at school.
Baekhyun noticed Sehun and Sunhee and was done with her so decided to break up with her at school tomorrow.
At school the next day Hermione walked in the school. She saw Baekhyun yelling at Sunhee and Sunhee crying.
"We're done!" He yelled and Sunhee ran away crying.
"Baekhyun? Are you ok?" Hermione asked.
"Hermione! I've missed you so much! Why did you never talk to us? What happened?"
"Yeah about that, I'm sorry. And I've missed you too! All of you! Now what did Sunhee do?"
"She's cheating on me with Sehun."
Hermione's heart sank at that.
"They're together?"
"Sure looks like it. Holding hands and hugging all the time. I think I even saw them kiss once."
Hermione didn't answer. She started to tear up.
"I- I have to go. See you later Baekhyun."
"Do you like Sehun?"
She shook her head and cried her eyes out. Baekhyun took her into his embrace. She cried on his shoulder. By the time she was done his whole shoulder was soaked.
"Don't worry, I'll help you get Sehun." He said.
"How? He's with Sunhee. He loves her and she loves him! I can't compete with her! She's perfect!"
Hermione ran away and stopped when she saw Sunhee and Sehun together hugging. She was obviously fake crying.
"I know this is something you probably didn't want to hear but, Will you be my girlfriend?" Sehun asked.
"Yes!" She said.
Hermione felt her whole world shatter when they started kissing. She ran home. She found something sharp and dragged it across her wrist until there was a long line of blood coming out. She cried all day and night. She didn't care leave her room. She didn't care eat or drink. She didn't do anything.
Sehun however, saw her run away. He ditched his new girlfriend and ran after her. He knocked the door.
The door was opened to reveal a crying, red puffy eye Hermione and he noticed her wrist had marks that were bleeding on it. He immediately hugged her.
"Hermione! What happened?"
"Go away Sehun. Go get your new girlfriend."
"Hermione please tell me what the hell has been going on!"
"It wouldn't change anything."
"Tell me."
"I love you Sehun! Every time I see you laughing and smiling with Sunhee I get torn to bits! Seeing you asking her to be your girlfriend and her saying yes and see you two kiss makes my whole fucking world shatter!" She cried.
Sehun was speechless.
"And I can't stand seeing you two together. So I'll just stay out of your way! I won't be in the way anymore! Now go back to your girlfriend before she gets the wrong idea! You don't care how I feel and you don't care about me so go away!"
"Don't worry! I'll move out of here so you and Sunhee can be together! I promise you you'll never see or hear about me again!"
"Now I have to pack so go." She finished.
"Hermione I-"
"Sehun! There you are! Why are you here?" Sunhee interrupted.
"Don't worry Sunhee nothing happened. You can have Sehun. You win. You won't see or hear from me ever again. Now go on a date and by the time you come back I'll be gone and you can have this place for just the two of you forever."
"Hermione please, don't do this." Sehun spoke.
"Leave her alone. We can't make her do something."
With that Sunhee and Sehun left. Hermione immediately started packing. She had no idea where she was gonna go but she decided that anywhere is better than here.
Maybe she could go stay with her old friends for a while. Back in Seoul. If she left Busan she would soon forget all about Sehun.
Her old friends recently became K-pop idols just like Sehun and the other boys. She was excited to see them. She decided she was gonna suprise them.
She knew where their dorm was because she went there once before. She took a quick plane ride there.
When she was there it was 5 in the morning but she could tell they were still awake with all the lights on and the music coming from the building.
She knocked on the door.
"Hermione!!" He said and immediately hugged her.
"Hello, Jungkook."
"Hermione!!" The other boys yelled in excitement.
"Group hug!" Hoseok yelled.
They were all hugging with Hermione smushed in the middle. They finally let go.
"Why are you here?"
"What happened?"
"Where did you go?"
"Are you moving in?!"
They showered her with questions.
"Guys, I'm fine. I made new friends but, I can't see them anymore."
"What? Why not?" Jimin asked.
"Because I grew feelings for one of them named Sehun. But he's with Sunhee. I can't stand seeing them together. I want them to be happy so I'm moving here to stay out of their way."
"Don't worry! You have a chance with me!" Taehyung said.
"Thanks."
They took her inside and let her share a room with Jungkook since he's the only one that has a room to himself. They all helped her unpack. Then they all had dinner together. They had lots of fun. Then they all went to sleep.
Hermione couldn't sleep. All she could think about was Sehun. She loves him but he loves Sunhee and only Sunhee. Hermione was only his friend, nothing more.
I never win. Sunhee is just someone you can't compete with. Because she's so damn perfect. He'll never love me. I should move on.
A/n:
Hermione's life song:
I hate you. I love you. I hate that I love you. Don't want to but I can't put nobody else above you.
I hate you. I love you. You want her. You need her and I'll never be her.
Continue to read to see what happens!
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